180. Power in the palm of your hand

An Youju didn't speak, silently lit the candle on the table, the warm and faint feeling filled the whole room again, he saw that the silver-gray eyes were watery, and tears slowly slipped down the corners of his eyes and cheeks,

He stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, only to feel that her cheeks were cold, the most unsightly thing was her tears, her tears were as clear as her eyes, telling endless sadness, in his memory she rarely saw her crying, the bright woman who was so bright now washes her face with tears every day, this should not be her life,

She should be smiling with a sunny face every day, standing under the sun, living every day in a chic manner, definitely not like now, living a treacherous life, all the major national affairs are in her hands, overwork, she is so thin.

An Youju hugged her tightly, her tears burst out of her eyes like uncontrollable, and Gao Wanyue also hugged him tightly, "Youjue, in this treacherous hell, I have been struggling for a long time, and I don't know myself anymore. ”

Maybe it's a fluke to be able to hold him like this, he should live a different life from himself, everything seems to be affected by himself, although he is still the general of this Qi country, it seems that he lacks the spirit of the past,

"But I really want to persuade you to give up, but you are so persistent, you never forget the past, when is the time for retribution, so that you can never let go, and you will never be happy!" An Youju lowered his head, smelling the faint aroma of her scattered hair, such a familiar smell that had been lingering in his heart for a long time, and now that he had his wife embraced in his arms, he didn't feel real, it seemed that he couldn't accept all this, he hugged the woman in front of him more and more tightly.

Feeling the tightening force of her waist, Gao Wanyue couldn't help but be happy, this seemed to be a signal that he couldn't let go of himself, just like her mood at the moment, since the two of them had each other in their hearts, why bother so much? There is no barrier between two people who are in love.

Gao Wanyue raised her head and looked at An Youju, her cheeks were slightly red, and she said a little shyly: "Stay tonight, okay?"

In her heart, like their ordinary husband and wife, they can also quarrel at the end of the bed and, I am afraid that it is the accepted truth in this world, they are the closest people, and what can't be solved? .

"Evening, I still have a patrol palace ban, you better rest early..."After speaking, he left without looking back, and closed the door for her when he left, afraid that the cold wind would blow to her, even if he hadn't seen him for a long time, he couldn't forget the responsibility on his body, after all, it was a very important thing to patrol the palace ban late at night, not to mention that today was the first day that the Rouran tribe entered the palace, so nothing must happen today, he would protect everyone in this palace.

Gao Wanyue stood there stunned, she didn't dare to imagine that she had been rejected just now? Is she interested in femininity now? Stretching out his white fingers, caressing his cheeks, and then the moonlight, looking at himself reflected in the bronze mirror, dressed in a white and soft gauze robe, with pink plum blossoms depicted around his neck

It stretched all the way to the collarbone, beautiful like a flower, but he couldn't see it.

Snorted coldly, pushed open the door, wantonly enjoyed the coldness brought by the clear glow of the moonlight, how cold his body was, only to know how cold his heart was, at this moment there was an illusion of wanting to cry, but for some reason his eyes were very dry, and he couldn't shed a single tear.

Raise your head to look at the sky in the distance, looking at the lonely cold moon hanging in the sky, as if something is floating down from the sky, this is early spring, why is it snowing again?

Gao Wanyue raised her hand and wanted to touch the beautiful snowflake, but as soon as the snowflake touched her white hands, it disappeared immediately.

"Aren't you cold?" Huan Yu walked over and looked at her wearing only a single coat in the snow, so he walked into the house and took out a cloak for her.

Gao Wanyue approached and subconsciously tightened his clothes, after all, he was dressed a little casually now, and he still didn't like someone to get too close to her, so he reacted instinctively.

"Although it's almost spring, it's still easy to catch a cold in the cold of spring." While comforting her, he put a cloak around her, and that purple figure always appeared in front of her eyes, and she still wanted to cry when she had time, but she couldn't show her weakness.

The person he served must not be a weak woman, and he may have chosen himself at the beginning, but that little ambition, she held on to her last self-esteem, standing in place, silent.

"It turned out to be a cold spring." The snowflakes poured down from the sky, but it didn't feel cold, but it was a little more poignant in the middle of the night.

Her eyes fell on the purple-clothed man in front of him, he seemed to be in thin clothes like herself, but she didn't feel cold, she seemed to remember something, there was an unknown poison in his body, if he was in a too warm place, he was afraid that he would die of poison, so he had been dressed so thinly for many years, he seemed to be used to the feeling of cold, but this would make people sober up a lot, just like at this moment his mind has become sober, remembering his various behaviors just now, and like an ordinary little woman's heart, How can it be a big deal?!

If you want to become a big thing, you don't have to be informal, she understands this truth from a long time ago, but she has been ruthless to do it, and now I'm afraid there is nothing that can hinder her own steps, everything is between giving up, there is giving up to get, she gave up her freedom, that was what she valued most in the past, so she had the opportunity to be as powerful as now, everything is under her control.

"Yes, the spring is cold, and this kind of fickle weather that makes it difficult for people to adapt to is the most annoying." Exhaled lightly, looking at the white smoke that gradually dissipated in the air, her mood slowly improved, maybe this is the charm of the snow day, as long as the snow rises, her mood becomes very good, forgetting the unpleasant things just now, or that she is now accompanied by other people, and it is better to be accompanied by someone

It's better to be lonely alone, so your mind will slowly calm down.

This warm and cold weather has covered everything that has sprouted and recovered with a layer of frost and snow, if you can't resist this sudden cold, you can only be frozen to death, this is what the world says is natural selection, survival of the fittest, there is nothing easy to live in this world, even if the spring grass is born on the ground, it is also necessary to go through layers of obstacles and difficulties, in order to burn the wildfire inexhaustibly, the spring breeze blows and grows.

"If you can't adapt to this spring cold, I'm afraid you will only be able to recover next year." Huan Yu took a deep breath of cold air, in this cold, it has long been integrated, he feels the cold air, and his own cold body temperature, this is his way of survival, can not covet a trace of warmth, because that may be fatal to him, after all, this is conducive to poison hair,

It's ridiculous to say, he has a body of medical skills, but he can't cure himself, he can only use the cold to suppress the toxicity, sometimes he also thinks about embracing warmth, and then going to perish, but he refuses to take a step, after all, this colorful life is the most desirable, since he can live, why choose death.

"A hundred-legged worm, dead but not stiff." Even if the green grass sprouts on the grass is still very weak, but this spring cold can't freeze all these weeds, and they will grow more vigorously after being infected with frost and snow.

But now, she doesn't seem to have changed, she has been slaughtered by others, saying that revenge has not made substantial progress, and she has always been ruthless, if she is ruthless in this world of the weak and the strong, she is destined to be hurt by others, so she has been suffering from this Northern Qi for so long, all because she is ruthless,

If you are destined to be a lone wolf, then you can't have the heart of a weak sheep, if you want to be a wolf in sheep's clothing, then you have to really get rid of that kind heart, pretending to be kind to others on the surface, but in fact you have a terrifying appearance anytime and anywhere.

"Huanlu, there is one thing, I have always been puzzled!" Gao Wanyue smiled on her lips, looking at his empty eyes, the person in front of her, no matter what he was thinking now, she couldn't guess accurately, because he was such an unpredictable person, maybe one day after seeing his true face, he wouldn't feel so mysterious, and even felt a little hateful,

So for his affairs, Gao Wanyue never took the initiative to ask questions, because there was nothing he wanted to know, so he would not ask, he was not interested in his past, what kind of person he used to be, for himself, it didn't matter, the main thing was to see how his path would go now and in the future, so the doubts in his heart needed to be answered by himself.

"Speak, please." Huan Yu's mood is still calm at the moment, and the words he said when he saw An Youju today made him feel guilty, so he will definitely come to see this chief

Her Royal Highness the Princess, she is also his wife, but he still has a responsibility on his shoulders, so he will not change anything, just like he is standing here at the moment, he has no answer in his heart, he should not have come, but he still came to see the excitement, all this is as he expected, but he is not very happy after knowing the result.

"This palace has only heard that your medical skills are amazing, is there any good way to heal people's hearts?" Her heart doesn't want to be the same as before, An Youju is also lacking in high spirits, maybe after experiencing these things, her mood is different from before, Gao Wanyue hopes to see him in this palace every day, but when she really meets him, she is completely confused, and she doesn't know what to do.

She thought that An Youjuana felt the same way as herself, and she was a little scared to get close to each other, and even became embarrassed because of the passage of time.

"The human heart? Can you make it clear, but you can't. Huan Yu frowned, looking at Gao Wanyue in front of him, the most difficult thing to guess in this world is the human heart, the world often says that the human heart is separated from the belly, so no one can accurately guess the quality of the human heart, including him, and he does not dare to say that he can guess everything, but it's just um, and then the previous experience calculates step by step what kind of thing that person will do, all of this is just reasoning, there is no basis, and it is not necessarily the truth.

Gao Wanyue rolled her eyes, sometimes he may be a little rigid and really can't understand what he is saying, but there is no tacit understanding, how can he guess it? Because she herself doesn't know how to describe her mood now, it may be complicated, a thousand things, and in the end, she can't figure out a reason, so she began to get anxious.

"To heal people's hearts is to hurt their hearts, what should I do?"

(End of chapter)