Gao Wanyue turned around and looked at him, there were only two hours before dawn, she hadn't seen An Youjue yet, and Huan Yu began to urge her to return, only to feel a little dissatisfied in her heart, and asked unhappily: "Do you think it's possible?" ”

In fact, Huan Yu also knew in her heart that such advice was useless, and it was useless to say it, but now she didn't even have the strength to do perfunctory, but turned her head and asked him, it seems that her use value is gone, she will also throw herself aside like this, ignore it, what is the difference between a person with no use value and an outcast?

"Have you ever thought that if Your Majesty finds out, you can not be afraid, then what will happen to General An? His Majesty has already believed that you and I will get married, and has already announced to the world that the words of the Son of Heaven can not be reversed, he can only do his best to keep what he has said, and do everything to eradicate the people who stand in his way! ”

Gao Wanyue was stunned in place, she was not afraid of Gao Yang's anger, but she couldn't accept that he would hurt the people around her, she wasn't afraid of his imperial power, but she couldn't help but resist the danger he bringed, after all, now he has the ability to destroy his own happiness, why does it seem that as long as he exists for a day, he will never be able to achieve happiness!

Now it seems that Gao Yang is his biggest obstacle, this difficult to return Northern Qi, in this stormy and turbulent times, is destined to be overthrown the regime, the world often just thinks that as long as this tyrant is overthrown, everything will be fine, and their happy life can begin, this is the real ignorance,

"Got it." Even if she was reluctant, she had to pretend to return to the palace as if she were nothing, and pretended to be a pair of brothers and sisters with Gao Yang who had a particularly good relationship, deceived the Son of Heaven and even the world, looked back and smiled, looked at Huan Yu and asked, "Is that Huan Gongzi willing to wait for the palace here?" ”

Huan Yu looked at it blankly, she left after saying such a sentence, leaving herself in the same place to reminisce about that smile, now I think about it is still a little false smile, it seems that the smile really has the ability to heal people's hearts, everything she does is not out of her own sincerity, but she calculates everything before letting go of it,

Including him and a moment in a trance, he will be immersed in this intoxicating smile, all of which were calculated by Gao Wanyue, and he fell into her trap twice in one night, thinking about it, it was really his own stupidity, helpless wry smile, there are still too many places where he lost his temper today, I am afraid that it is not suitable to go out.

Huan Yu shook his head helplessly, this can only be said to be his own thing, there is no other better word, and he has never complained about others, he can only say that it is his own mistake, and he can't help anyone at all, but the only thing he can't refuse is not this gentle smile, after all, isn't this what he wants to protect?

Thinking about it, I jumped on a poplar tree, stood on tiptoe and stepped on the treetops, and admired this Yecheng alone in the middle of the night, where it was prosperous and beautiful, and everyone longed for it, but why did I feel so dirty behind this prosperity now, and the lights were lit to cover up the dark and unknown fireworks.

Gao Wanyue trotted all the way to Anfu, and the streets and alleys here looked special in the dark night

The silence, only the cicadas can be heard, and their own heartbeat, but the closer to Anfu, the more they dare not approach, and there is no one outside this mansion, it looks extraordinarily quiet, she wants to walk in, but she doesn't dare to walk in,

What if everyone misunderstood her? What if they don't welcome themselves here? After thinking about it for a long time, I still mustered up the courage to walk in, because Gao Yang is a family member, and if he commits any crime, he will have to share the consequences with him.

Walking into the door, I saw that the main hall was full of white curtains, An Youju knelt by the brazier next to the main hall, and put burning paper one by one inside, but I didn't see the rest of the people existing, and there was a huge coffin parked in the main hall, and there was another coffin not far away, which was a little simpler but larger than the central one.

In other words, in addition to An Jia Erniang, there was another person who died innocently, and she didn't dare to imagine who that person was, but no matter who it was, it was an irreparable karma, "Young Baby." ”

Gao Wanyue walked over and shouted softly, she could hear her trembling voice in the cold air, An Youju heard her shout, only felt surprised, and slowly raised her head,

The moment she saw his face, Gao Wanyue was stunned, she had thought about the scene when the two met thousands of times, maybe she would be excited to throw herself into his arms and be in pain, or she would rush up and hug An Youju tightly,

But when I see him now, I don't know what to say next, I haven't seen him for a few days, he seems to be a lot older, his face is full of stubble, and he hasn't slept well for days, and his hair is a little messy, which is far from his original high-spirited appearance!

"Wanwan..." An Youju also called softly, and the two of them stood in place at the same time, without any other movements, as if time had stopped here, still at this moment, their eyes were on both sides, and they couldn't tolerate other people's figures, she was different from when they first met,

More gentle and affectionate, no longer so stubborn and stubborn, more can see the mature charm, still the same bright and moving as when I first saw her, and then looked down at myself, this is just a few short days, I seem to be ten years old, become so unkempt, this big family affairs can not be handled by themselves now, can only look at the important things in front of them, lack of a competent virtuous helper.

Gao Wanyue walked over, kneeling beside him the same, all she could do was to accompany, she had never been a comforting person, and now she could only stand silently aside, putting the white paper into the brazier, which could be regarded as a gesture of affection.

An Youju didn't say much, now only the two of them are left here, and the atmosphere is also embarrassing, after a long time, An Youju slowly spoke: "In my memory, I don't remember what my mother looks like, but when I was young, I was very envious of my eldest brother, and his mother was always by his side.

Although my father always said that a loving mother has many defeated children, I have never felt the warmth of my mother, and Erniang has never been regarded as her own son

I didn't alienate me, and I knew it then..."

Gao Wanyue heard him say this, her eyes were a little moist, there was no mother's care, only her father's strictness, so he was looking for him like this, rejecting people's indifference thousands of miles away?

"When the eldest brother falls, Erniang will ask him if he is in pain; The eldest brother's clothes are torn, and Erniang will personally sew them for him; Every time my father wants to punish my eldest brother, Erniang will come out to stop her, hindering the power of Erniang's mother's family, and my father can only sigh helplessly..."

He said all these sad pasts so plainly, but it is conceivable that he was treated so unfairly when he was a child, and there was no way to grow up in his mother's arms like other children, and this lack of maternal love seemed to make him lose the right to love, and he would not love others or himself.

Gao Wanyue hugged him and hugged him tightly, she didn't know what she should say, if everything could be done again, she wanted to accompany him, just like she could go back to his childhood and grow up with him, a person is always lonely, and two people will not be lonely, support each other, and they will not feel sad.

Did he kneel in this cold wind for too long? Why do you feel so cold and can't feel the warmth you used to have? Still punishing yourself on this cold night.

"Late... I know that you have been wronged by marrying me, so it has always been according to your wishes, and I also know that you have a hard time getting along with Erniang, so when you said that you wanted to move out, I didn't object... But now I realize, is it all wrong? Was it wrong from the start? An Youjue's eyes were confused, and this look was clearly the eyes of a drowning person, panicked and dazed, but there was no hope.

Gao Wanyue hugged him tightly, holding his hand with her own hands, warming his palms with the temperature of her palms, the chill hit, but it was not as cool as his words, she looked up at him, "Youji, but you say it again, your marriage and mine are a mistake?" ”

No matter how difficult the situation was, even if she had to face the pain of life and death, she never thought about giving up, thinking that one day, she would be able to live with him forever and happily, and stay together, but now it seems that all this is like a joke, just her unilateral yearning.

And An Youju has long had other thoughts, wanting to give up this ethereal and twisted relationship, maybe from his indifference at that time, it can be seen that he has already changed his mind, but he is just stupid and unwilling to believe it, the facts are in front of him, and he has to admit it, hmph, this man's heart has changed, maybe soon, much faster than imagined.

"Wanwan, if you choose to let go, you will be much happier than now! I can't give you the life you want..."An Youju has never dared to look directly at her, and now he has a mixed feeling in his heart, where does this confidence come from, and he can say these words lightly.

"How is it impossible, you wait, we will be able to live an ordinary life soon, Your Majesty's body is not as good as day by day, as long as the crown prince is successfully enthroned, we will travel

Mountains and rivers, we can go a long way, there is still a long way to go! ”

Gao Wanyue began to panic, and the tears of the bean couldn't stop flowing down from her silver-gray eyes, this was the last thing she wanted to see, but it did happen, she couldn't believe all this, An Youju must have a hard time, either it was a threat from His Majesty, or something else...

This is like a dream, happening in the unreachable future, maybe one day they are old, their hair is gray and they can't walk anymore, when the children and grandchildren are full, by then there will be one of the two of them who will leave first, but I didn't expect the words to still be in my ears, it happened so suddenly, it really caught Gao Wanyue off guard.

"But I don't want to go any further..."An Youju broke free from her embrace and stepped aside, with his back to her, "These words should have been said to you a long time ago, do you know what I am most afraid of?" That's what you look like right now! ”

Gao Wanyue seemed to understand something, and slowly stood up, "Young Couple, let's go, let's go now, get out of here, everything will be fine, we can start again!" ”

What revenge, what glory and wealth, if she loses him, what is the meaning of all this, she can abandon it all at this moment, but she can't give up the man in front of her, her husband, the person who wants to spend her life with her!

"It's impossible... Everything has passed, Her Royal Highness the eldest princess is really shining in the cold house tonight, and the second mother and Wen Bo will also be happy. He turned to look at the two coffins, the people inside were afraid that they would never know, they would always be accompanied by silence, always sleeping underground, no matter how much disturbance there was in the world, after all, it had nothing to do with them, and the rest of the things could only be borne by the living!

Gao Wanyue glanced at the coffin next to her, it turned out that it was Wen Bo lying inside, the Wen Bo who treated him like a father, his heart was gone, and he wanted to close it, but he was also hit hard, so it would be like this!

"Why don't you understand? Why? Gao Wanyue was very anxious in her heart, she wanted to make it clear to An Youjue, she could only hate herself for being speechless now, and she didn't know what to say to save his heart, just like she was at a loss now, her hands began to tremble unconsciously, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help twitching.

"Late... In fact, the person who doesn't understand is you! An Youju turned his head and looked at her firmly, that glance hit his heart, he understood everything, he couldn't be so willful and stupid, this matter had reached an inescapable moment, he had to face him, and even face their differences, these words came out of his mouth, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him, sparse and ordinary,

But for Gao Wanyue, it felt like five thunderbolts were about to fall, her eyes were dark, everything she saw was gray, she couldn't see the way back, just like between the vast world and the world, there was no one or thing related to her, she was like a lonely soul, continuing to float in this world, exactly the same when the rain came.

She understood, so she should have gone too, here

It's not her home, and she can't make trouble for him, and she shouldn't bring him any more suffering, and she muttered to herself: "When I first wanted to know Lang, my two hearts were the same... Don't linger, lovesickness is full of sorrow..."

Now that he has let go, then he shouldn't be too entangled, and he turned around and left gorgeously, I'm afraid it is the best solution, even if he cries like rain after turning around at this moment, even if he will smash everything he can see after returning to the palace, even if he will be sluggish from now on, and he has no mind to pay attention to the court, all of this has nothing to do with him.

(End of chapter)