"Is it because of this?"

I muttered to myself, I couldn't bear the blow.

It's just because I did it myself, so no matter what Ruiyun or Jinxiu looks like, I'm willing, and I'm not so sad accordingly.

But once someone else is implicated because of me, I really can't stand it.

As long as I think of Lin Zhenyu suffering such a big grievance because of me, I feel that I want to die of self-blame in my heart, and I can't wait to tear Peng Suwen directly.

"Eh, I won't tell you, someone is coming, and when the results come down, I'll call you again."

The secretary seemed to have someone else coming, so he had to hurriedly explain a few words to me, and then he was about to hang up the phone.

When the secretary hung up the phone, I was stunned for a long time by myself, and then slowly stood up from the ground and signaled that Xiao Chen could leave too.

Things have developed to this point, and I have fully recognized the situation in front of me, and both me and Lin Zhenyu have made it clear that there is no room for maneuver.

This time I really lost, completely lost, and exported everything I had in my hands.

In a short period of time, I no longer have the ability to fight against Li Feng, even if I don't want to do it in my heart, I can only accept my fate.

"Let's go, Xiao Chen, the company has closed down, and I won't be able to pay your salary in the future."

"I won't leave, Mr. Fan, you have the grace of knowing me, I should accompany you through this hurdle no matter what."

Xiao Chen's eyes were red from crying, and when she heard my words, she bit her lower lip and kept shaking her head.

It can be seen that Xiao Chen really doesn't want to leave, and she still has hope for me in her heart, she hopes that I can make a comeback.

In fact, in a sense, I also have the grace of knowing Xiao Chen, and she can be here today completely because of my temporary kindness.

Xiao Chen is a good girl who knows how to repay her kindness, she has never forgotten my kindness to her, and she never intends to leave me at such a critical moment.

"There's no need for this, I can't cross this hurdle, you better go, Ruiyun will be gone in the future, and you don't have to stay."

I chuckled, shook my head lightly at Xiao Chen, and explained again with a blank face.

I was really devastated, and the whole person looked like I was slacking off, as if I was really slumped because of this incident.

In fact, what I said to Xiao Chen is not a lie, I have really lost all my fighting spirit, I just wish that I could be so old alone.

I can't face this end of my own failure, I chose to escape, I don't want to think about anything, I don't want to do anything, I just want to escape like this for the rest of my life.

"Mr. Fan, take care of yourself, remember to call me if you have something in the future, as long as it is within my ability, I can do it."

Xiao Chen pursed his lips, looked at me with some words and stopped, but he still didn't say a word.

She just reached out and helped me to sit on a nearby stool, and then half-crouched down and said these words to me.

Xiao is actually really a very good person, at least compared to Peng Suwen's wolf-hearted thing, Xiao Chen doesn't know how much better.

I only hate that I have always had no beads, and I mistook Yumu for a pearl.

"Well, you should leave quickly, leave early and end it early, so as not to be implicated in this matter."

I nodded casually, tilted my head to look out the window, and persuaded Xiao Chen again.

The streets outside the window are so bustling, with a constant stream of vehicles, young couples, and women dressed up everywhere.

It's a pity that all this has nothing to do with me, and a failed person is simply not qualified to face this prosperous world anymore.

My eyes were gray and I couldn't take any interest in the colors of the world.

"Okay, Mr. Fan, where are you going? I'll give you a ride. ”

Xiao Chen took two steps and turned back and asked, the entire Ruiyun has been sealed, and I shouldn't stay in this place.

Xiao Chen is probably used to being a driver for me, so he subconsciously asked me where I was going.

"I have mortgaged the car to the debt company, I can only wronged you to go home by yourself, as for me, you don't have to worry about me."

I turned my head to look at Xiao Chen blankly, there was no longer any brightness in my eyes, and the tone of my voice was calm and unwavering.

Just while Xiao Chen was talking to me, someone had already sent me a text message to inform me that my car had been mortgaged to a debt company.

It's good, everything is gone, and I don't have the slightest thought about it anymore, how nice is that.

"Mr. Fan, don't think about it, do something stupid."

Xiao Chen probably noticed my abnormality, and couldn't help but say a few more words of persuasion.

For her, things are far from the end of the mountain, and Xiao Chen still hopes that I can cheer up.

Xiao Chen has always felt that as long as people are willing to work hard, there is nothing impossible to do.

Although my current situation does seem a little bad, it also means that I have a new experience.

With such a good lesson, at least I won't suffer the same loss.

"No, I just want to be here alone, or it won't be long before this building will be mortgaged."

I silently hooked the corners of my mouth, I could understand Xiao Chen's worry, she thought I was going to do something stupid, thought I was trying to kill myself.

But where am I so easily defeated, at least, I will never kill myself until there is really no hope at all.

It's just that Xiao Chen's words reminded me that it won't be long before this building is mine, and I should have left earlier.

“…… Well, Mr. Fan, take care of yourself in the future, you will always be able to find a chance to make a comeback. ”

Xiao Chen sighed, she felt that she didn't understand a word of what she really wanted to express.

But she couldn't say it so clearly, so she could only persuade me a few words and then turned away.

It's time for her to find a new future for herself, and she can't stay in this place.

"Hmm."

Before leaving, Xiao Chen glanced at me meaningfully, but I lowered my head and didn't look at her, so Xiao Chen gave up and sped up his steps to leave this place.

When Xiao Chen was far away, I staggered to my former office.

I'm glad no one has come to raid this place yet, they just put a seal on the door, and nothing else has been done.

I went all the way into the inner room, and when I arrived at the small room I was familiar with for resting, I didn't hide my emotions anymore, and cried under the quilt for a long time.

I'm a face-saving man, and no matter how sad I feel in my heart, I can't show it in front of others.

But after everyone left, I stayed in this place alone, looking at the prosperity outside the window, the world kept turning, and my heart naturally gave birth to two points of sadness.

The world never stops spinning because of my misery, and even if I die, there will not be a splash in this world.