"Late Night"

Gao Wanyue can clearly feel the embarrassment at the moment, he is also standing here with all his strength, when did the relationship between them become tense? Is it really as Huan Yu said, because she is going farther and farther on the road of pursuing power?

"Come in first." Gao Wanyue turned sideways and left a gap for him, enough for him to walk in, it is not possible for them to talk through the door, if it really becomes like that, I am afraid that there is no room for recovery.

An Youjue walked in, just standing in place, looking like he didn't know what to do, and he didn't know what to say, Gao Wanyue smiled faintly at the corner of her mouth, and took out the fire to fold it for him to hold the lamp, a faint candle flame can make the whole room bright, and it is also the most heart-warming existence,

"Come and sit." Gao Wanyue looked at An Youju standing there stunned, a little awkward, looking at a loss, sometimes afraid that he would be like this, in front of him will be like this, if there is any misunderstanding, it is better to make it clear, always buried in my heart, and slowly suspicion will arise, so that it will become a bigger suspicion,

An Youju walked over and sat face to face with her on the bed facing the door, there was a small boxy table on the bed, Gao Wanyue put the candlestick on it, and looked at his cheeks even thinner under the flickering candle flame.

The two of them sat silently for a long time, and neither of them spoke first, because they really didn't know where to start, one party was unwilling to tell, and the other party was unwilling to open their hearts, so there was a barrier.

Perhaps this was more of a torment for Gao Wanyue, she slowly opened her mouth, "Young Couple, how about we play a game?" How about we speak only the truth in the darkness when the candle flame goes out? ”

"Yes, okay." An Youju nodded, communication is a particularly important thing for two people to get along, and now they can often see each other, but it is still rare to be able to calm down like now, sit face to face, and talk together.

"You ask first, right?" Gao Wanyue carelessly fiddled with her wide cuffs, this white gauze dress was of high quality, silky and soft, as thin as cicada wings, it looked shining under the moonlight, and it was not hot when worn on the body, this is the advantage that power now brings her, but she feels that her body is cold, and the height is not cold,

She blew out the candles, and in the darkness she couldn't see each other's faces clearly, and there was nowhere to verify what she said, and they had no way of knowing which one was true and which one was false, because they couldn't see the expression on their faces, so in this twilight, they were willing to believe that what they said to each other was true.

"Wanwan, do you know that you have become a little different since you came back from Great Wei?" An Youjue's eyes were lowered, as if he was a little discouraged.

As soon as these words came out, Gao Wanyue raised her eyebrows, it seemed that everyone thought so, and smiled helplessly, "Oh? Is it? So what has become of me? ”

"Now you're a little extreme, as if listening

If you don't go into others, you will insist on going your own way, and everything will be handled according to your own wishes, and it has always been like this! "Now she, little by little, all the power is concentrated in her own hands, although it is Your Majesty's slackness, but it should not be up to her to bear all the burden on herself, now looking at her haggard face, depressed every day, but she can't do anything, a little distressed,

"Baby, do you know that you have become different from before?" Gao Wanyue wanted to see his clear eyes clearly in this darkness, but she couldn't find anything, she only felt lonely, but there was a trace of fear in the long and boundless night, she was afraid of the darkness, because the few people she couldn't see were the most terrifying.

"In the past, you were like this and so silent, but at that time I could clearly feel your love, but now why do I feel that there is not much left of this love?"

In the past, even if she was rude and willful, An Youju would be by her side, but now he seems to have kept a distance from Gao Wanyue, it is this little by little estrangement that has caused them to be in an embarrassing situation now, in fact, she is not afraid, maybe this is not a deep love, one day it will be smoothed out by time, she is not afraid of the arrival of that day, but she is afraid that it will drag on so unclearly, if that is the case, it is better to make it clear as soon as possible, so as to save each other from being forced together, and the two of them will not be happy.

"Young man, if you are really interested in Princess Anara, why don't you let her enter the house..."Maybe once a man's heart changes, it will be difficult to return to his own body, rather than being a good wife and mother, or let his identity as a wife to fulfill them, every time I think of this, my heart is indignant, a little unwilling, reluctant to give up like this, that is her husband, the only man she loves deeply, and the person who is willing to pay the price of his life to protect, even if Princess Anaro can stand here, She doesn't necessarily have the same things as she does.

Gao Wanyue didn't know what kind of mood she was feeling when she said such things at the moment, she always felt mixed feelings, but it was better to say it, although he was a little cautious and wouldn't let such a thing happen, but he still had to say it to let him know that he was also a magnanimous person.

When she stood in the Chang'an Palace for the first time, the mood in her heart was unimaginable, but there was one thing, no matter where Gao Wanyue was, she was probably always firm: even if she encountered disasters and was abandoned, she had to be strong, and she had to hold on to that little bit of poor self-esteem, which was the only thing left in her body, a proud body, and would not be defeated by anything, standing in the sun and raising her head, letting the breeze blow her hair, the sun sprinkled on her smooth face, at that moment, she knew the meaning of being a person.

That time was his darkest existence, and now his body is laborious, but his heart is full... She didn't have time to think about all the pain in the past, and those bad memories that existed in her mind would pass away like water with time, but now she is obsessed with doing all this for revenge, just like she once did

The afflictions she suffered were given back to those who despised her,

Gao Wanyue wants to prove to everyone in this world that she is not a bully, not a fish on the board, who can be slaughtered by others, and all those who have hurt her have to pay a more painful price.

"Wanwan, you know I didn't mean that, why do you still say such things?" She knew everything in her heart, and An Youju couldn't remember what the princess looked like, so she didn't like it.

Maybe this is the nature of women, no matter what kind of fainting death is in what position, they will be willing to find an imaginary enemy for themselves, and someone will always snatch their beloved, just like she is now.

"My heart has never been able to tolerate anyone else! You know that! An Youju's voice was almost low, he never thought that his wife would not believe in himself like this, so what was the point of everything he did.

The relationship between two people, perhaps like now, no one is willing to say more, so the gap between the middle and the farther and farther, but it is getting bigger and bigger, and finally it has become an indelible existence, and it has also become a knot in each other's hearts, so all the good things in the past seem to be gone now, what is the sea vow, what is eternal, all of them are deceitful, they are all uncounted, and now it seems that what the man said, it is not as good as this box of rouge, it is better to be able to make himself happy for a while.

"Wanwan, have you ever thought about giving up everything you have now?" An Youjue looked at Gao Wanyue with reverent eyes, he really wanted to hear an affirmative answer, she always refused to spit out, unwilling to agree to stay away from this court with herself, what kind of son she has become now, she can't say it well, but one thing is for sure is that she is completely different from the original woman, innocent and lively and very bright, although her appearance has not changed in the slightest over the years, the years have passed, and she has not left any traces on her face, but in her own eyes, I felt that there would be a little bit of horror, at first I still felt a little sorry for her, and I wanted to give myself comfort, but the world is impermanent, and the development of things is not like this, the development of this world is objective, and everything can't be as he wants, so he never forces.

"I've thought about it, everything that is on me now, but I can't move like shackles, and one day I'll unload my tired body and be myself, but... Not now! "There are still many things going on. What should be done and what has not been done, waiting for her to complete, how can she easily give up this tempting power, when everything has not yet reached its goal, she will not let go, one is not to walk down from the commanding heights, maybe from the back of Da Wei, revenge is the meaning of her whole life, in order to take revenge Gao Wanyue also gave up a lot of things, even the most important feelings, just like An Youju, who is standing in front of him at this moment, he has said many times that he wants to take himself away, if it is changed to the past, Gao Wanyue, who yearns for freedom, I will definitely agree without any worries, and then gallop with him, but

It's now calmly telling yourself that you can't do this.

"You're willing to wait for me?" In this cold palace, she couldn't find a trace of comfort, nor did she feel any warmth, An Youju was her last hope, a beacon for her to be confused and pointed out the direction in this journey, and her last hope, in this darkness, she longed to hear his answer, but An Youju, who was sitting opposite, was still silent and didn't say a word, at this moment Gao Wanyue felt inexplicably flustered, if he didn't think he should do? Do you deal with the government in a timely manner as if you are fine? If that's the case, then he'll still be in that mood at this moment.

(End of chapter)