Chapter 313: Because of need
Jiang Zilin closed the door, stretched out her hand to make a silent movement, and walked away before saying, "I cried just now, but now I am much better, and I am sleeping." ”
"Crying?" Li Jiaran frowned, his heart suddenly twitched, and he turned his head and asked seriously: "Did she say anything else?" Have you eaten? ”
"Didn't eat it." Jiang Zilin looked at Li Jiaran's expression, and her heart sank slightly.
Jiayi's side has not yet dealt with the matter, and looking at Li Jiaran's state, he has also moved his character.
"How's that going to work? You must eat something......" Li Jiaran turned around and walked towards the ward.
Jiang Gu stretched out his hand, fixed him beside him, and said, "Don't go in yet, it's not appropriate." ”
Li Jiaran was stunned and fell silent.
Jiang Zilin couldn't help but look at Li Jiaran twice - she had never seen such a Li Jiaran.
"Okay, you all go back to work first, and I'll take care of it at the hospital." Jiang Zilin said.
Everyone looked at each other and nodded.
"I'll be with you." Jiang Gu said.
Jiang Zilin's heart softened, "Okay." ”
For several days in a row, Jiang Zilin came to report on time, but Lin Jiayi counted on one hand after eating since the day of the miscarriage, and basically only ate one meal a day, and in one meal, she symbolically chewed two bites under Jiang Zilin's supervision, and if she ate more, she would vomit.
Li Jiaran also reported every day, but he didn't enter the ward, just waited at the door in case there was any need.
On the fifth day, Jiang Zilin finally saw a different person in the seat outside.
She poured the food, turned around, and saw Zuo Hao.
Zuo Hao sat on the bench, with a suit jacket in his hand, his face was obviously full of exhaustion, and there were no assistants and secretaries by his side, and his figure looked a little thin.
"Mr. Zuo. Jiang Zilin walked over, opened her mouth and shouted, looking at Zuo Hao's expression.
Losing this child still means something to Zuo Hao, right?
Zuo Hao raised his eyes and nodded, his expression indifferent and detached, "Is she awake?" ”
"Wake up."
Zuo Hao's eyes fell on the empty bowl in her hand and did not speak.
"Would you like to go in and have a look?" Jiang Zilin asked.
Zuo Hao was silent for a moment, his eyes suddenly certain, he stood up, walked towards the door, raised his hand to knock on the door, and walked in.
Lin Jiayi was not in bed, she was wearing pajamas, and when she raised her eyes and saw someone coming at the door, she was also stunned.
"Mr. Zuo, is there something wrong?" Her expression was as calm as if nothing had happened.
"No, look at you." Zuo Hao said.
Lin Jiayi pursed her lips, then took a deep breath and nodded: "It's okay, I also happen to have something to tell you." Going out for a walk? ”
Zuo Hao's eyes stopped on her face for a long time before he nodded. It was the first time he had seen this kind of woman, and he had to treat himself as a man, even if he had a miscarriage, he pretended to be unconcerned, and everyone knew how much she cared about this child.
But it is precisely because of this that her appearance will appear in her mind from time to time.
The two of them walked past some of the wards, reached the hall, and walked towards the door.
The delivery room was nearby, and the child's cry was loud and clear, and it was a completely different feeling from listening to it a few days ago. A husband and wife stood by the door arguing, and there were cheers of joy on the other side, apparently that the mother and child were safe.
Lin Jiayi closed her eyes, trying to drive these scenes out of her sight.
"Shall we give up? I'm thirty-seven years old and I can't afford to spend it...... All my life revolves around one child, and I have been a child child all my life! Will I be able to have a life of my own? A female voice sounded on the side.
Lin Jiayi couldn't help but turn her head, and at a glance she saw the couple standing by the door just now, the woman looked tired, her face was facing the sky, and her eyes were red and yelling at her husband.
"I'm the only seedling in our family, if you give up, my mother won't kill me?" The man was also very impatient, and gasped roughly: "I'm also forty, and I can't have a child for so many years!" How can anyone else have this disease, but you can't? ”
"How many times a month do you go home? The doctor said that polycystic ovaries can be born, but has your mother paid attention to my diet? Am I concerned about my health? Whispering in my ear all day long, referring to Sang scolding Huai's ......"
"You're blaming my mom now, aren't you? Your own stomach is not angry! You ......"
The last few words stung Lin Jiayi's ears, she couldn't listen to it anymore, frowned and turned to leave.
The sun was just right, and the courtyard was full of bright light, shining on Zuo Hao's face, which was even more exquisite.
Lin Jiayi looked at the face in front of her, and the picture of her first time grabbing Zuo Hao's collar and kissing in that long alley suddenly flashed in her mind. At that time, the light also shone on his face, and the position of the eyebrow bone was delicate and special, and the eyes were so deep that she could not forget that impulse long afterward.
"Someone has been with you for the past two days, so I didn't come." Zuo Hao said.
"There is no need for Mr. Zuo to come over." Lin Jiayi smiled, her lips were still bloodless, and the blood vessels in her cheeks could almost be seen in the sunlight on her pale face, "The child is gone, and there is nothing to say between us." And ......" She paused, hesitated for a moment, and her eyes suddenly froze.
Zuo Hao didn't speak, waiting for her to speak. He also realized that Lin Jiayi probably had something to say, otherwise with her character, she would not have come out so simply.
"Zuo Hao, now that the child is gone, I don't want to hide it from you, and I'm even more afraid that there will be something involved in this matter in the future. If you feel guilty now, no matter what, I ask you for only one thing - don't take it to heart. Because pregnancy is not accidental, I had a relationship with you because of the child. Lin Jiayi looked at Zuo Hao's face the whole time, and naturally saw the change in the expression between his eyebrows.
Fortunately, it's still within what she can afford.
Compared to Zuo Hao's performance now, she doesn't want to see his concern. The relationship started with something else, ending in the present way...... Very good.
Lin Jiayi thought, her eyes were a little firmer.
Zuo Hao narrowed his eyes, raised his head, and said, "The reason." ”
Lin Jiayi smiled. It's really Zuo Hao's style, you need a reason to do anything, even in a state of rage, you can be quiet.
"Need children." Lin Jiayi said, and the answer was very simple: "So from the beginning, I didn't intend to make you responsible, you and Jiang Wenyang, no one will be the father of this child." ”
Zuo Hao's eyes sank suddenly, and when he heard the last sentence, the green tendons in the corners of his forehead almost jumped.
Lin Jiayi also pursed her lips, for fear that he would not be able to hold back in the next second. She thought about it for many days before deciding to admit it, if she didn't tell the truth, Zuo Hao might want to compensate her for something. But let him know that he had been almost fooled by her for so long...... The consequences are also hard to imagine.
"Okay." Zuo Hao nodded, and suddenly hooked his lips and said, "Very good." ”
He turned, walking quickly and without looking back.
Lin Jiayi's eyes followed his figure, and she didn't relax for a moment, until Zuo Hao's back completely disappeared from the wall, she slowly exhaled a breath, turned around and leaned against the railing.
Inside the car.
Zuo Hao's face was gloomy, his lips pursed, and after getting into the car, he turned on the air conditioner and leaned on the seat, and the last sentence about Lin Jiayi in his mind suddenly rang.
Because it takes ...... She needs children, why does she need them?