Chapter 312: Never Again
Within an hour of receiving the news, everyone rushed to the hospital.
When Jiang Zilin stepped into the hospital corridor, Jiang Yao was already standing at the door of the ward, and her face was also ignorant and pale.
"How's it going?" She stepped forward and stretched out her hand to pull Jiang Yao.
Jiang Yao raised her eyes, her eyes immediately turned red, she shook her head, and said softly: "She didn't say a word, she didn't open the door, the child was gone." ”
The child is gone...... These words slammed heavily on Jiang Zilin's heart.
She pursed her lips, and her fingers trembled slightly, understanding what this matter meant to Lin Jiayi.
Lin Jiayi poured all her hopes into this child, and the happiness and satisfaction of these days were all given to her by the little life in her belly, and now she had an accidental miscarriage, and she knew how big a blow it would be to Lin Jiayi.
"I'll take a look." Jiang Zilin said immediately.
Jiang Gu stretched out his hand, suddenly pulled her, glanced at her and said, "Do you want to let her rest for a while?" He was worried that Lin Jiayi's emotional excitement would affect Zilin.
"It's fine." Jiang Zilin raised her eyes, understood the meaning in Jiang Gu's eyes, gently reached out and shook him back, and then turned around and knocked on the door.
"Jiayi, it's me, open the door." She said softly.
For the next half a minute, Jiang Zilin didn't move, didn't make a sound, and waited quietly, until the door suddenly "clicked", and she said behind her with her mouth: "I'm in." Then he turned and entered the door.
Lin Jiayi returned to the bed, her movements were very slow, and she still looked in pain.
"Has the anesthetic passed?" Jiang Zilin's eyes flashed and she opened the topic.
"Hmm." Lin Jiayi's voice was very soft, the whole person looked extremely weak, and the figure leaning on the bed was also very thin.
Jiang Zilin closed the door, and when she turned around, she happened to see Lin Jiayi leaning on the bed, and the tip of her nose suddenly felt slightly sore.
I haven't seen her for a long time, but she didn't know that Lin Jiayi had lost so much weight......
"I warn you, don't cry with me." Lin Jiayi opened her mouth first, her tone was as simple as ever, with a little ridicule and disgust, and it seemed that there was no change from before, and it seemed to be ...... Something has completely changed.
Jiang Zilin smiled reluctantly, walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, "When is it, and you still have the heart to warn me." ”
The expression on Lin Jiayi's face changed slightly, and she fell silent, her eyes drooped, staring at her hands.
Silence began to creep between the two, and for a moment neither spoke first, nor was they willing to break the silence.
"Is it uncomfortable?" After a while, Jiang Zilin said softly.
Is it uncomfortable......
Lin Jiayi raised her head numbly, her lips moved, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she smiled, "It's not uncomfortable." My stomach doesn't hurt so much, and I don't panic so much. ”
Jiang Zilin's heart twitched, and she suddenly grabbed together.
She understood what Lin Jiayi meant - the whole process of the miscarriage just now, she heard Linda say it briefly on the way here, just listening to it was terrifying, Lin Jiayi had experienced the whole process herself, how scared should she be?
"I used to feel like this kid was all my future. I bought him a lot of clothes, a lot of toys, both men and women, although he is still so young......" Lin Jiayi's lips trembled, the muscles of her face couldn't be controlled, and she seemed to be trying her best to suppress some emotions, but in the end she didn't succeed, "I never thought I would use this way...... Lose him. I thought that even if I wanted to send him away, I would walk into the hospital by myself, be mentally prepared, and let him ...... Is it true that all my children can only have the same ending? Isn't it? ”
She didn't say anything.
Jiang Zilin couldn't listen to it, so she suddenly got up and hugged Lin Jiayi into her arms, patted her back gently, and whispered, "It's okay, it's okay...... It's all gone. Don't think about it...... If you feel uncomfortable, cry, I'm here, and no one will come in. ”
Lin Jiayi pursed her lips, tears welling up in her eyes, but then she immediately took a deep breath and suppressed the emotions that had just surged into her head.
Now she needs a glass of wine so badly. Only alcohol can numb herself, and only alcohol can make her cry when she wants to, without any scruples.
"It's better to cry." Jiang Zilin said again, burying her head on Lin Jiayi's shoulder, and choked up when she said this. The person holding under him was trembling slightly, and his whole body was cold, obviously helpless, but he still had to be strong.
Lin Jiayi closed her eyes, bit her lip tightly, and said in a low voice: "I don't want to cry." ”
As he spoke, tears welled up from his eyes and smashed into Jiang Zilin's hand, as if he could hear a sound in the air, and then it seemed like a switch was suddenly turned on, and all emotions were instantly ignited and exploded, jumping into Jiang Zilin's ears.
A whimper, a few long screams that could no longer be held back.
"Zilin......" Lin Jiayi whispered, clutching her sleeves tightly, and her head stepped into the crook of her arm, not heartbreaking, but also heart-wrenching, accompanied by a louder and louder cry that erupted in the air: "What should I do...... What am I going to do......"
"It's okay, it's okay, there will be children." Jiang Zilin burst into tears, and her mouth tossed and turned over and over again, so she could only comfort her.
"No......" Lin Jiayi shook her head, a whimper overflowed from her nasal cavity, and she trembled uncontrollably: "Never again...... It's the second time...... It's all blood, and it's blood......"
Pregnant again, unless it is a miracle - this is something that even Jiang Zilin knows.
Jiayi has had her second miscarriage, and it is not easy to get pregnant in the physique, so it may be very difficult to get pregnant in the future.
It was a long time before the crying in the room became quieter.
Lin Jiayi seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and it was very difficult to even get up, and slowly leaned back on the head of the bed, the tears on her face could no longer be wiped off, Jiang Zilin kept helping her wipe it, but it still overflowed her eyes again and again, as if she couldn't flow repeatedly.
"I want to sleep." Lin Jiayi reached out and shook her hand and put it aside, her voice hoarse and weak.
After the intense emotion, she regained her calm expression, tears still flooding the corners of her eyes, but she managed to control her crying.
"Okay." Jiang Zilin immediately nodded and got up, stretched out her hand to pull the food on the side, put it in front of Lin Jiayi's hospital bed and said, "Eat something when you wake up later, don't be hungry." ”
Lin Jiayi nodded lightly, and the tiredness in her eyes lingered for a long time.
Jiang Zilin looked at it again and again uneasily, and only turned around and left the ward until she stared at Lin Jiayi's breathing evenly.
As soon as the door opened, the first thing that met him was Jiang Gu's eyes, followed by Li Jiaran standing beside him.
When Li Jiaran saw her come out, he immediately stepped forward and said, "How is she?" ”