Chapter 30: Essay "Thirty"

More and more accustomed to comfort, more and more afraid of risk-taking, more and more evasion of responsibility, more and more dilution of ideals, began to think about the so-called peaceful life, flat mentality, but the truth is sometimes self-deception.

Day after day, year after year, it seems that there is no desire or desire, but in fact the heart is wandering; seems to be at peace with the encounter, but in fact, the fighting spirit is lost; It seems calm and elegant, but in fact it is full of dangers, and I think these are just different people with different attitudes and opinions.

Why? In today's noisy society, if you don't have innate superior conditions, you can't talk about any ideals and responsibilities, the condition I'm talking about here is that either you are very rich, you can accomplish a lot of things with money, or you can fight for relationships, with one person, more than 10,000 people to settle a lot of things, or you yourself are very good, but even if it is a thousand miles, maybe you need a good Bole, otherwise it will only be buried.

That's why I say that different people now have different views on this ideal and the future. Once upon a time, I was naïve to think that as long as you work hard, you can get anything, after reading so much I said above, I believe you should also understand that not as long as you work hard, you can get everything.

Often reflect on the present self, occasionally reverie the future of the self, savor but find that it is just an empty dream, out of reach, can be sought but not met, if you continue to move forward in the current state, no matter when it is impossible to achieve your expected goals, look at the present, think about the future, you will be uncontrollable panic, can't help but be irritable, contradictory in the ideal and reality, entangled in sensibility and reason, helpless in selflessness and self-forgetfulness, every day to live a life of two points and one line, home, unit, home, unitThe happiest moment of the day may only be sleeping, forgetting reality, detaching oneself, occasionally having a sweet dream, and soaring the soul into the abyss of dreams.

And I know very well that this is just an escape, escaping from reality, evading responsibility. Everyone is more or less stressed, and a few can turn stress into a sense of urgency, thus forming motivation and stimulating the instinct to survive; Everyone has a unique environment around them, and there are really few people who can seek breakthroughs in the environment and go out of their own way.

There are many things that you can't do if you want to. There are many things that you can't get if you want them.

Don't take everything so seriously. The lost scenery, the scattered people, the longing that can't wait, all live at the end of fate.

Why be too persistent, what should come will come naturally, and you will not be able to stay. Let go of obsession, follow fate is the best life, and do it and cherish it.