Chapter 80: Essay "Eighty"
I'm ashamed that I haven't bothered with my essay collection for a few days, because the priority right now is to get my driver's license and have my own transportation.
I think after the space is locked, the popularity is a lot less, but it's a lot quieter, and I have time to silently look at the space every day, just look at the inconsecable dynamics, and don't participate in other comments...... What I see the most in recent news is that those children in adolescence express all kinds of non-mainstream, love, and friendship feelings, and now I see such moods, and I am at most just
"Hehe", I didn't think too much about commenting on anything, I think I'm really past the age of being young and frivolous, and I always think how ridiculous they are, just like myself at that time, I was too rebellious and ignorant at an age, and I would do something stupid that was in line with that age, so it's normal to think about them now!
I suddenly feel that I have to thank the experience now, thank those who have accompanied me for a while, they have taught me to grow up, let me understand what is human and sophistication, and gradually understand what is like, what is love, until now with Ling'er, I began to slowly understand that if the relationship is to be long-lasting, it is wishful thinking and just looking at the present, it needs to be precipitated and polished through time to come to the end, just like a picture I saw on Weibo today, two people stand around a number, the person on the left said it was 6, the person on the right said it was 9, this picture actually wants to tell us that no one is wrong, but the angle of standing is different, the thinking problem is different, and life is not the same, the authorities are fascinated, I only hope that we can change positions and cherish, so that we can go further.
For everyone you meet in life, the order of appearance is really important, and many people may have different endings if they meet each other at a different time.
I now believe more and more in this one law. The day before yesterday, I chatted with Ling'er for a long time, she always left a short distance between me and her, I don't know what she was afraid of, maybe she was afraid of the same as I was at the beginning, because she herself was also saying that she was not sure if she would marry me in the end, and she didn't want to die on the road, she would always worry about something, and she couldn't eliminate that feeling, in fact, she was also afraid that we wouldn't be able to go to the end, just like when I first got together with her, her cold emotions made me often think about this problem, but now when my mother asked me that question.
When I finished answering resolutely, my kind of scruples disappeared, since I decided to go on with her all the time, I shouldn't think so much, only trust between each other can be long-term, she really saw me very accurately, just like that time she said to ride with other men, she actually saw from my words that I was angry, in fact, I was not angry, just a little jealous, I think this is normal, if I don't react at all, it proves that she is insignificant in my heart.
There is always unexpected warmth in life, and endless hope, on this road, I hope you can walk with me to the end,