I didn't sleep very well for two nights in a row, especially yesterday when my uncle continued to eat, but I didn't expect him to become my mother's lobbyist, I was really tired!

Before he said to talk to me about something, I felt that there was nothing important and called me three times twice, until yesterday after a conversation, I knew that it was an emotional matter, it must have been my mother to my uncle, it was almost nine o'clock after eating, call Ling'er, she had already walked around and was almost home, asked her if she still wanted to go, she said she didn't want to go, I was only one person walking along the embankment.

Uncle's words made my heart a little shaken again, and made me very chaotic, I went home alone until late, I thought a lot, and I wanted to talk to Ling'er if I was bored, but I didn't know where to start.

When I got home at night, I couldn't help it after all, and I talked a lot with Ling'er, I don't know why, I really wanted to get a positive answer from her, otherwise I was really afraid that I had no reason to persevere, and I kept telling myself that I had to believe that there would be a future.

But some of her words are still so unfirm, but at least I know her thoughts, and I won't ask her such direct questions anymore, it depends on whether we can survive the past half a year!

In fact, I am also gradually getting used to it, accustomed to learning to walk alone, whether there is anyone to accompany you, because the road ahead is still very long, when the people around you ignore you, don't be sad, because everyone has their own life, no one can always be with you, you can't want someone to become all of you, moving can't replace feelings, no matter with whom, lovers, friends or strangers, you must learn, even if you are sad, you have to smile, everyone has a selfish side, don't expect others to be good to you for no reason, No one is supposed to be.

When a person is not worthy of your cherishment, learn to give up. The tighter you grip, the more you lose, just like sand, the tighter your hand, the more sand falls.

What should be cherished must learn to cherish, and if you lose it, it may be the pain and regret of your life. When you feel like you've lost everything, you still have a lot of it.

You can cry when you're helpless, but you have to cheer up after crying, it's not uncommon for Jedi to survive, let alone not in a desperate situation!

When you feel inferior everywhere, don't feel inferior, remember that you are just an ordinary person. Your parents are really good people to you, don't just remember that you want to call them when you don't have money.

Time can change a lot, such as a person, a relationship. Every day is changing, don't solve problems the old way.

The two love each other, but not necessarily together. Others will never feel their pain, don't talk about it, just be yourself.

When you see others laughing, don't think that you are the only one in the world who is sad, in fact, others are just more than you can cover up.

Maybe you are afraid of losing, always suffering from gains and losses, whether it should be cherished or not, in fact, you should learn to go with the flow, it is your own will not slip away.

Maybe you take someone or something as everything, and when those are lost, you are also desperate. So you have to know how to divide life into parts, and if you lose a part, you will still see that you still have a lot of it.

Time has changed people so much that we have forgotten what we were like in the first place.