The beautiful holiday is finally coming to an end, it lasted 35 days, and finally got the driver's license, everyone said it was quite fast, although the holiday did not play much, but it was not in vain, in general it was not bad!

I came back from Ling'er last night, I don't know why, I have insomnia, I haven't thought about it so much for a long time, work and feelings poured out, which caught me off guard, and the mixed thoughts in my heart couldn't be calmed down for a long time.

I said a long time ago that I don't want to be buried, I want to get a platform to show myself, because I am an ambitious person, I don't want to live a dull life in this industry, I don't want to do anything, it turns out that when I am not calm, I always comfort myself to look at the point, be simple, and be at peace with what happens, but now it seems that no.

Because I'm still young, no matter what opportunity, I should fight it, just like Ling'er's uncle said, men have to have goals, to understand what they want to do, yes, when he said it at that time, I knew that my goal was very clear, in fact, I never lost it, but sometimes I was very helpless, because of reality.

Since I was a child, I have never taken the initiative to ask others, it is my parents who have planned the road ahead for me, but for the transfer of Ling'er, I took the initiative to ask others for the first time, immediately for myself, and maybe take the initiative to ask others, these may always have to be experienced by myself!

Because after a few years, when your parents can no longer do anything for you, then you will have to rely on yourself.

No matter how the next work changes, I hope that I can actively participate in it, even if I am covered in bruises, I have no regrets, and finally I can create a world of my own.

Between Ling'er, my mother has asked twice, I answered so resolutely, I don't know why, I'm afraid of a third time, I'm afraid that she will ask again, because of the question she said, I haven't thought about it, because the road behind is really long, no one knows what the road will be like in the future, if the result is the same as what my mother said, then what will I become, even I don't know, I usually don't say that, but it doesn't mean that I haven't thought about anything, some of her concepts are indeed a little different from what I think, So I'm starting to be scared of the future.

I really hope that she can change something for our future, but I don't know where to start, no matter how much I change, a person's ability is limited after all, sometimes I really hope to get her help, instead of pouring cold water.

Now I'm really used to her a lot, but now I don't have any bottom in my heart...... Life is always like this, people can not be satisfied everywhere, but we still have to live enthusiastically, people live a lifetime, there are many things worth loving, don't be discouraged because of a dissatisfaction, the road ahead is still very long, say to yourself: "Work hard!" ”