Of course I was very happy to hear Lu An say this, but I was also worried that Lu An was working too hard like this, and said, "You are working too hard like this." ”

"It's okay, your safety is important." Lu An looked at me, and we looked at each other.

Mei Xue covered her eyes, turned around and shouted, "Oops, you two." ”

I was immediately embarrassed, separated from Lu An's gaze, pulled Mei Xue over and said, "Okay, don't shout." There's nothing going on here, you go back to class, I'll go to school the day after tomorrow at the latest. ”

"Alas, I really want to accompany you more, but with Lu An here, I better not be a light bulb." Mei Xue hung her head and said.

I patted Mei Xue's arm and said, "I'm fine, you can go." By the way, don't tell them about my grandmother, I don't want them to worry about me. ”

"Okay, I'm leaving, bye-bye." Mei Xue waved at me and trotted away.

I looked at Lu An and said, "I want to go back and have a look." ”

"Are you sleepy?" Lu An asked me.

I shook my head.

Lu An took my hand: "Then let's go." ”

"Well, let's go out through another door." I remember that day my grandmother came to show me around the house, and we went out through another door.

Then I went to the food court and went back home from the food court.

I want to revisit the road I walked with my grandmother that day with Lu An.

When I walked to the food court to my home, I pointed to the road and said, "That day, my grandmother and I were still walking on this road, and after only a few days, my grandmother ......"

"Life and death are impermanent, and we can't stop it. What we can do is take care of ourselves so that people who care about us don't worry. ”

"You're right, I need to take care of myself." I wiped the tears from my face and looked up at the front, "I still have to get into a good university!" ”

Lu An and I walked slowly, and when we came to the road of my house, we saw an excavator demolishing the house in my yard.

Seeing this scene, I felt very uncomfortable, and I immediately ran over to stop it, but I was hugged by Lu An.

Lu An took me into his arms, pressed my face to his chest, put one hand around my shoulder, the other hand around the back of my head, and his mouth against my hair: "I know you feel uncomfortable, don't look at it, it's going to be dismantled after all." ”

"But it's too fast!" My tears came out again, and I pushed Lu An hard, but Lu An hugged him so tightly that I couldn't push it away.

"Lu An...... "I begged to call Lu An's name.

"I'm here, I'm here."

But what I want at this time is not Lu An's me, but Lu An's release.

"Lu An, you let go of me, I won't go." When I said this, Lu An let go and didn't let go.

I could just move in his arms.

I turned around and saw that the excavator had pushed down my grandmother's iron wall, and it felt like it was pushing my flesh, and I was very distressed.

"Auntie, she...... I know my aunt is doing this for my own good, but it's really too fast. "It's hard for me to accept it, I have a little resentment towards my aunt.

But I don't know that I wronged my aunt, and these are all explained by my grandmother.

My grandmother knew me very well, and she was afraid that I would come back, so she specially told my aunt that as soon as I moved out, she would immediately dismantle this house.

"Let's stop looking, let's go." Lu An wants to carry me away.

"No, this is the last time I'll see it, and I won't see it if I want to see it in the future, I'll watch them finish dismantling."

The excavator was very efficient, and it took less than half an hour to dismantle the home that my grandmother and I had worked so hard to build.

It took another ten minutes or so to move those things to a truck and pull them away.

After they were all gone, Lu An and I went over.

It has been reduced to a flat land.

If it weren't for the fact that the land wasn't the same color as the ground next to it, I doubt it had been inhabited before.

"The first time I came here with my grandmother, it was a flat land. Now it's back to its old state, but people can't go back. "I guess it's just a matter of what is wrong.

"Don't overthink it." Lu An held my hand tightly, and he was sweating.

I felt like it was slippery between the two of us, but neither of us said let go.

The sun was setting, and the light was slowly dimming.

"Let's go back. It is estimated that the aunt is about to wake up. Lu An said.

I didn't speak, and silently turned around and went back with Lu An.

On the way, Lu An enlightened me: "Don't blame your aunt, she doesn't want you to have too many bonds." ”

"I know, I don't blame her."

Back at the new house, the aunt had woken up and was talking to someone on the phone.

When she saw that we were back, she hurriedly said a few words to the man, hung up the phone, and asked us, "Xue, what are you buying?" Didn't buy it? ”

"Sent to school." I replied.

"Oh. By the way, Snow, I've got all your stuff out. The clothes are in the cupboard, the books are on the shelves, you go and see. ”

When my aunt said this, I noticed that the two cardboard boxes that had been placed in the dining room were empty.

I said, "Don't look at it, I don't have to worry about my aunt's cleanup." ”

"Okay, let's go eat then. After eating, rest early. You haven't slept for a day and a night, it should be soon. Auntie said, take us to dinner.

There is a restaurant at the entrance of the community, we didn't go far, we ate at the door.

After eating, the aunt asked Lu An where he lived and wanted to send him back.

Lu An said no, he could go back by himself, and broke up with us.

My aunt and I went back to the new house, and my aunt told me to take a shower and go to bed quickly after taking a shower.

I didn't want to take a shower, but I hadn't taken a shower for two days, so I went to the bathroom with a change of clothes.

When I was taking a bath, I remembered the scene when I came here to take a bath with my grandmother that day, and I couldn't help but cry down.

Although Lu An enlightened me during the day, take care of myself, and don't let the people who care about me worry, but when I think of my grandmother, I can't stop crying.

I didn't turn off the faucet, let the water hit my face, and I cried silently.

"Snow, have you washed it?" Seeing that I hadn't gone out for a long time, my aunt was worried and knocked on the outside door and asked.

I quickly rubbed my face, stopped crying, and responded, "Right now." ”

After taking a shower, I went out, and my aunt looked at my eyes deliberately, and I guess she guessed that I was crying inside.

But fortunately, I rinsed my eyes with hot water and couldn't see it.

The aunt didn't see anything, and said, "Go to sleep, you haven't slept for a day and a night." ”

"Well, I'm going to sleep." I went to my room, locked the door, but instead of sleeping, I stood in front of the bed and looked at the big bed that I had envied before.

In the past, when I watched TV, people's beds were so big, so good-looking, and the quilts were so good-looking, and I really wanted to have a bed like that.

Now, I finally have a bed like this, but I can't be happier.

No, I used to be happy, but ......

"Grandma, grandma, why don't you wait a few years for me to grow up?" I knelt in front of the bed, tears pouring down my face.

"Knock knock...... I don't know how long I knelt, and there was a knock on the door outside, "Snow, have you slept?" ”

I didn't dare to agree, for fear that my aunt would know that I hadn't slept and let me out.

My face was full of tears, and I guess my eyes were red from crying, how could I go out?

My aunt didn't get a response from me after asking, so she left.

Listening to my aunt's footsteps go away, I slowly climbed to the head of the bed and picked up my mobile phone, which was turned off because it ran out of power.

But my aunt was very caring and helped me charge my phone, as long as it was turned on.

When I was about to turn on the phone, I didn't want to turn it on, so I didn't turn it on, holding my phone, kneeling on the ground, lying on the bed and looking out the window in a daze.

"Knock knock......" There was another knock on the door, and I woke up to find myself in bed at some point.

The door was locked by me, and my aunt shouldn't be able to get in, so I guess I crawled into bed in a daze.

"Snow, are you awake?" The aunt knocked on the door outside, "Lu An is here." ”

"Wake up, I'll be out right away." I rubbed my eyes, changed my clothes, got up and opened the door.

Lu An was standing at the door, and I saw him as soon as I opened the door.

"Did you sleep well last night?" Lu An asked me.

I nodded, said okay, and walked to the living room with Lu An.

The aunt pointed to the breakfast on the coffee table and said, "This is the breakfast I just bought, it's still hot, you two come over and eat." ”

Lu An said that he had eaten it, so I ate it with my aunt.

At breakfast, my aunt didn't ask me when I was going to school, she only asked where I wanted to go and took us out to play.

I know that my aunt wants me to relax, but I don't want to go anywhere, and I don't want to trouble my aunt to accompany me.

I didn't let my aunt accompany me, so I could only go to school, so I said, "Auntie, I'll go to school in the afternoon." ”

"Will you go in the afternoon?" My aunt didn't worry about me.

"Well, go down. Auntie, don't worry, I'm fine. ”

My aunt looked at me, "Okay." Your school allows you to bring mobile phones, right? You put your phone in the dorm room and call me if there's anything. Tell me when the holiday is on, I'll come to see you. ”

"Okay."

In the afternoon, my aunt sent Lu An and me to school.

After entering the school, Lu An said to me, "Can you really do it?" No, it's okay if we come back a few days later. I'll take you out for a walk and won't let your aunt know. ”

I took a deep breath and nodded, "Yes, no problem, let's go." I still have to study hard and get into a good university. ”

"Don't force yourself, you tell me in time if there is any situation." Lu An looked at me worriedly.

"Got it, let's go." I pulled Lu An and walked forward for a distance, and when I saw someone, I let go of Lu An's hand.

When I arrived at the classroom, Zhu Jiahui and a few classmates asked me what was wrong.

I didn't tell them about my grandmother's departure, I just said that there was something going on at home.

The old class knew that my grandmother was gone, called me out to comfort me, and told me that if I didn't adjust well, I could take a few more days off.

I said no, it's already adjusted.

But when I was in class, I would suddenly think of my grandmother.

The thought that my grandmother had left me made me so uncomfortable that I wanted to shed tears.

However, when I thought about my grandmother's expectations of me, I cheered myself up and listened to the lecture.

After the first class in the afternoon, Lu An was worried about me, came down to find me, and asked me how I was.

I was talking to Lu An and was seen by Mei Xue, who went downstairs to the toilet.

Mei Xue saw that Lu An was there, so she didn't talk to me, and went straight down.

She didn't come to me until the second class was over.

"Sister Xue......" Mei Xue looked at me, and she also looked at me worriedly.

I smiled hard and said, "Don't look at me like that, I'm fine." ”

"Sister Xue, I won't comfort anyone, but don't be sad, I will always be with you."

"yes, I know." I patted Mei Xue on the shoulder and asked, "I haven't come to class for the past two days, has anything happened at school?" ”

Hearing my question, Mei Xue's big eyes lit up, and she stood up straight and said, "Cai Jiadong was beaten again!" ”

"Huh? Beaten again? Hit by whom? "I thought to myself, it can't be a senior in high school.

Mei Xue confirmed my suspicion: "I was beaten by a senior in high school." Cai Jiadong is now the key supervision object of the school, he didn't dare to mix, and he couldn't find the senior gangster, so he told the school about it. ”

"Told the school? What does the school say? "I was surprised and funny by Brother Dong's move, I didn't expect that one day, the sophomore who fought all day long would tell the school about his beating.

But more of a worry, worried that the school will find out the gangsters in the third year of high school.

Mei Xue said: "When the senior gangsters beat Cai Jiadong, there were only two of them. Cai Jiadong has never seen the face of the senior gangster, and the school can't find the senior gangster, so he only warned everyone not to fight in the stereo. ”

"Oh." I was relieved to hear that the school couldn't find out.

Mei Xue suddenly asked me: "Sister Xue, for dinner at night, are you eating with us or with Lu An?" ”

I thought for a moment and said, "Come with you." And as before, don't show anything unusual in front of them. ”

"I know."

……

After school, I waited for Mei Xue and them on the balcony at the top of the stairs as before.

Lu Ying and the others didn't know about my grandmother, so they all asked me with a smile: "Sister Xue, where have you been in the past two days?" You didn't come to class, Lu An didn't come either, we thought you two left together, and you didn't come. ”

"You're thinking too much." I said with a smile.

"Then why have you been there for the past two days? Tell us secretly, did you go on a date with Lu An? ”

"No, I had something at home, so I took two days off. As for Lu An, I don't know what his situation is. "I talked and laughed with Lu Ying.

With Lu Ying and them, I was afraid that they would see something, so I laughed with them, and found that laughing with them could make me forget the sadness of my grandmother's departure for a while.

It's just that when I leave them, especially when I go back alone at night, I think of my grandmother, cry when I think about it, and cry often.

Even with Lu An's guidance and comfort, I still cried every night until something happened.

It wasn't a good thing, but it helped me get out of the grief of my grandmother's departure.

It was a holiday, Mei Xue asked me to go shopping, and when I went to meet Mei Xue, I was kidnapped and forcibly dragged into a van.

"Help, help......" I struggled and yelled as I was dragged into the van, but the man was so fast that he dragged me in and covered his mouth.

At the same time, the driver drove the van out.