When Lu An talked about the death of his loved ones, his eyes flashed with bright sadness.

I wanted to comfort him, but I knew that no amount of comfort could undo the death of my loved one at this moment.

I didn't say anything, just grabbed his hand and looked at him.

Lu An held my hand with both hands, "It's all over, everything will pass." In the future, I will be by your side and always be with you. ”

"Hmm." I will always be by Lu An's side.

Lu An and I held hands and pulled them until my aunt came back.

After a while, Lu An went to the toilet, and my aunt asked me, "Xue, how long have you been talking to him?" ”

"We didn't talk about it for long, more than two months."

"Oh, how far have you got? Is there a ......?" the aunt asked embarrassedly.

I looked into my aunt's eyes and told her, "Auntie, we are very pure feelings. I know I'm still young, and I'm measured. ”

"Your grandmother said that you are very smart, and sure enough, you can understand it at all." My aunt sat down, next to me, touched my hair and said, "I'm still worried about how to tell you, I'm afraid that you will reject you." Since you said that you are measured, then my aunt will say a few thoughtful words to you. ”

My aunt took my hand: "You are really young now, you haven't gone to college yet, everything is focused on studying." When you go to college, you can do anything, but remember to protect yourself and don't let yourself be hurt or wronged. ”

"Auntie, I know. Don't worry, grandma has always hoped that I can get into a good university, and I will definitely study hard, get into a good university, and not let grandma down. ”

"Hmm." My aunt patted my hand, "Do you know why I just met your grandmother?" ”

I was very curious about this question and wanted to ask my grandmother, but every time I mentioned my aunt, my grandmother kept silent or changed the topic, so I didn't dare to ask.

Now that I heard my aunt take the initiative to mention it, I couldn't help but prick up my ears, turned my head to look at my aunt and said, "Why?" ”

"Because your grandma and grandpa are divorced."

Divorced? Grandma's divorce at that time should be considered big news.

I didn't dare to think about divorce, I thought something had happened that separated my grandmother and aunt.

My aunt looked at my surprised expression and said, "It was your grandmother who took the initiative to file for divorce." ”

"Huh? My grandma took the initiative. "Then the news is even bigger, I thought, and I wonder why my grandmother is divorced?

Something must have happened.

My aunt recalled: "I was only thirteen years old at that time, not as old as you. I don't know anything, I think your grandma is divorced, and she doesn't care about me, she is very selfish, and she hates her very much in her heart. She came to see me, gave me money, and I threw it away, drove her away, and scolded her. ”

"She was so sad that she never came to see me again. When I heard that she had gone to another country, I hated her even more. But when I grew up, when I got married, and I met someone like my father, I understood your grandma's pain at that time, and I understood your grandma. ”

"My time is better than your grandmother's time, my two sons are also considerate of me, understand me, and they support my divorce. I'm divorced, relieved, and understand your grandma better. I wanted to look for her, but I couldn't find her, and I thought she wasn't there. ”

"Maybe God wants to give me a chance to make amends, let me meet your grandma this year, and then I will recognize your grandma. I have been separated from your grandmother for 50 years, how many 50 years can I have in my life? I want to honor your grandmother, but she feels sorry for me and doesn't let me be filial, but I have forgiven her and don't blame her. ”

After listening to my aunt's words, I knew why my grandmother was separated from my aunt, why my grandmother refused to face my aunt's filial piety, and why I went to my aunt's house and didn't see my aunt's husband.

At the same time, I also feel a lot of emotion, how many fifty years can there be in life.

"Xue, I am telling you these things to tell you, no matter what happens to you in the future, what difficulties you encounter, don't be afraid, tell your aunt. Auntie will help you, and Auntie is your dearest person. ”

"Thank you, Auntie!" I know what my aunt means by this, she is worried about what will happen to me and Lu An in the future, such as being hurt by Lu An.

But I believe Lu An is not that kind of person.

Lu An came back, and the aunt didn't talk about this topic, but changed the topic and said, "Tomorrow, we will send your grandmother to the cemetery." Come back and clean up here, Xue, you can come with me to my house. ”

"No, I'm fine here alone." I don't want to leave my familiar home with my grandmother so soon.

The aunt said: "You definitely can't be here alone, and this house is going to be demolished." ”

"Demolition?" I asked in surprise, I remember my grandmother telling me that she said hello to the owner of the land and could live for three years.

"It's going to be demolished, so you go to your aunt's. Doodoo Boer likes you very much, and must be glad to know that you went. ”

"No!" I still rejected my aunt, I didn't want to trouble my aunt, so I took a breath and said, "Grandma bought me a house, and I live there." ”

Speaking of that house, I think of my grandmother taking me to see the house a few days ago, and she introduced me to everything in the new house one by one, and we were so happy, so happy, as if it had just happened.

But in a blink of an eye, my grandmother left me.

I couldn't stop my tears from falling again.

"I know about that house, but you live alone, I don't feel at ease. You better stay with me, I have that room. ”

"Auntie, I'm so old, I can take care of myself, don't worry."

Seeing that I insisted, my aunt compromised and said, "That's okay, you're on vacation, I'll come to see you." By the way, your house is quite close to the school, so you won't run away from school, right? ”

"No, I live on campus." I don't dare to say running school, when I say running school, my aunt will definitely not agree.

The aunt breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's okay to live on campus, you can live at home during the holidays." No, I'll come and live with you, don't you dislike your aunt? ”

"I don't dislike it." How could I dislike my aunt, I just think it's too troublesome for her.

Although my grandmother told her to take care of me, I still didn't want to trouble her.

When it was dawn, Lu An went to buy breakfast.

After breakfast, we went to the cemetery with my grandmother's ashes.

The cemetery is on a hillside, with many tombstones erected on top of it, row by row, column by column, and it is a very civilian cemetery.

The aunt led us to walk in front, and as she walked, she said, "This cemetery was chosen by your grandmother." Originally, I wanted to choose a good one for her, but she said that she would choose this place, and asked me not to change it, otherwise she would not be at ease living down there. I didn't dare to assert myself when I heard her say that, so that's it. ”

I knew that my grandmother didn't want my aunt to spend more money, so I comforted my aunt and said, "It's also very good here, there are many people, and grandma won't be lonely over there." ”

"yes, hilarious." The aunt said, and said again: "When I am old, I will come here too." ”

Hearing my aunt's words, I was startled and hurriedly said, "Auntie, don't talk nonsense, you are still young and early." ”

The aunt smiled and didn't speak.

We arrived at Grandma's square, where there were already people waiting, people who specialized in the cemetery.

My aunt talked to them for a few words, and then asked me to put my grandmother's urn in it.

I held my grandmother's urn, slowly put it into a pit, and said to my grandmother in my heart: "Grandma, goodbye!" Don't worry, I will definitely study hard and be admitted to a good university! ”

After saying that, I put down my grandmother's urn and stood up.

And the men who made the cemetery covered the pit and erected the tombstones.

After getting it done, they left.

We put the flowers, fruits, and some gold and silver ingots we brought in front of my grandmother's tombstone, and stayed in front of my grandmother's tombstone for a long time before coming down the mountain.

It was almost noon when I went back, and my aunt said that I would eat first and move things in the afternoon, so she took Lu An and me to dinner.

After eating, we came back to move things.

My aunt saw that I was taking everything, and said, "Xue, you can just take your clothes, books, etc., don't take these supplies and the like." It's all in the new house, if you lack anything, tell me and I'll buy it for you. ”

To be honest, I want to move everything from this family to a new house.

However, that is not possible.

In the end, under my aunt's thoughts, I only took some of my things.

Grandma's, I only brought her posthumous photo.

Originally, my aunt refused to even let me bring my grandmother's posthumous photo, saying that she was afraid that I would be afraid.

How could I be afraid? That's my grandma.

I insisted on taking it, but my aunt couldn't stop it, so she let me go.

The things were almost packed, and when they were about to leave, Mei Xue came.

Mei Xue rushed into the yard and saw me and Lu An both holding a cardboard box, so she stopped in surprise and looked at me without speaking.

I was also surprised to see Mei Xue and asked, "Mei Xue, why are you here?" ”

Mei Xue walked towards me step by step, looked at the box in Lu An's arms and said, "You didn't come to class for two days, I called you, and you didn't answer, I was worried, so I asked for leave to come and have a look." Sister Xue, what are you doing here? Are you moving out? ”

"Hmm. Grandma is gone, I don't live here anymore. As I spoke, Lu An put down the box in his hand, took the box in my hand and carried it to the car.

"Grandma is gone? How can it be? We went shopping that day...... Mei Xue didn't believe that grandma was walking so fast, "When did it happen?" Yesterday? ”

"Well, I left yesterday morning." I nodded.

Mei Xue came over and hugged me: "Sister Xue, don't be sad, there are still us." ”

"Thank you." I also hugged Mei Xue.

Mei Xue let go of me and asked, "Where is grandma?" I want to kowtow to her. ”

"Grandma has already been buried in the ground. We're moving now. "I didn't want to talk about grandma, I was afraid that I would cry if I was too sad, so I changed the subject.

"Where are you moving to? Moving to my aunt's house? Mei Xue saw her aunt and asked like this.

"No, my grandmother bought me a house, and I moved there."

"Oh, I'll move with you." Mei Xue said.

I didn't have many things, so I packed two boxes, and Lu An moved them to the car.

We just took the car to the new house.

When I arrived at the new house, Lu An and Mei Xue asked me where to put the box, so I pointed to an open space and said, "Just put it there." ”

I'm not in the mood to sort it out right now.

The new house has everything from furniture and appliances to toothpaste and toothbrushes, and I don't need to take out the contents of the box.

I only put my grandmother's photo on the TV stand.

Lu An stood on the balcony, my aunt went to another room, Mei Xue pulled me to the sofa and sat down: "Sister Xue, what are you going to do in the future?" Otherwise, you can live with me. The two of us are together, and we have a companion. ”

I shook my head and refused.

My aunt came out of the bedroom and said to me, "Xue, what do you need to live in school, tell me, and I'll buy it for you." ”

"Sister Xue, do you want to live on campus?" Mei Xue asked in surprise.

I nodded, "Well, live on campus." ”

"You live on campus, I want to live on campus too, we live in a dormitory."

"Okay." I promised Mei Xue, thinking that it was not certain that I could not live in school, and I would tell Mei Xue when my aunt left.

After talking to Mei Xue, I answered my aunt's question and said, "Auntie, you haven't slept all night and you're tired." You can rest first, and I'll buy the things I live on campus. With Lu An and Mei Xue to help me, it's fine. ”

"Well, I'm a little tired, too." My aunt took out a card from her bag and handed it to me.

I didn't answer, "Auntie, I have money." ”

"What's polite to my aunt?" My aunt insisted on giving me the card.

I pushed the card back: "Auntie, I really have money. I haven't spent the money you gave me last time. And my grandmother also left me money, which is enough. ”

"You're a stubborn kid too." My aunt couldn't push me, so she took the card back and said, "If you are short of money, tell your aunt." ”

"Hmm. Auntie, go to sleep. But this house has just been renovated, there is formaldehyde, I don't know ...... "Actually, what I don't know is that this house was renovated last year, and the formaldehyde has long been dispersed."

The reason why my grandmother lied to me was that I was afraid that I would bring her to live in this new house.

She didn't dare to live in this house, for fear that one day she would leave here, which would be bad.

"Oh, it's okay, it's okay to get some sleep. I'm not younger than you, I can't stay up, I'll go to sleep first. Go buy it, there's a supermarket right in front of here. "My aunt is over 60 years old, and it is not easy to stay up all night and stay up for most of the day.

"Okay, Auntie, go to sleep, we'll come back when we're done." I said to my aunt.

Auntie went to bed, and the three of us went out.

After going downstairs, I said to Mei Xue: "Mei Xue, in fact, I don't want to live on campus. When I said that I lived in the school, I was reassuring my aunt. It's also quite close to the school, so I can run the school. ”

"But you're alone?" Mei Xue frowned, not quite agreeing, "Sister Xue, if you don't want to live in the school, just live with me." I'll give you my room, I'll live in the living room. ”

"No, I'll live here." There's my grandmother here, it's my new home with my grandmother.

My grandmother didn't live here before she died, and I wanted to bring her to live here.

Mei Xue understood my temper and knew that she couldn't persuade me, so she asked Lu An for help: "Lu An, you can also help persuade Sister Xue." Sister Xue lives here alone, how can she do it? ”

Lu An supported me: "I think it's okay." When I came, I looked, there is an access control, there is a security guard at the door, there is a camera in the community, and the security is good. ”

"It just so happens that I also run school, and I will pick you up first when I go to school every day in the future. After school in the evening, I'll send you back and back. When he said these words, Lu An looked at me and said it.