Chapter 50: Essay "Fifty"
The long holiday is officially over.,Tomorrow I'm going to go to work again.,I'm going to be an interesting referee at night.,Sometimes I don't know if it's good or bad to be more fulfilling like you said.,I always feel that it's not what I really want.,But I don't know what I want.。 Every time I think about this, I always don't want to think about it anymore.
In fact, happiness is not just the feeling in your heart, but because you have this feeling of happiness, so others can read the smile on your face and read happiness. If you are more careful in life, you will know that the most beautiful expression in the world is a smile, if you want to use the most beautiful expression in the world every day, then you must be happy as a habit! Yes, so I don't want to think about these troublesome things anymore, I just hope that the current two goals can be achieved by my own efforts, and I will be satisfied.
Happiness lives in the moment, and dedication is perfection. Just like when you grow up, you find that some flowers have a completely different style, where the fragrance of flowers, osmanthus, magnolia, nightshade, smiling flowers, ginger flowers, moon peach blossoms, lilies, gardenias, seven mile incense, are white, even if there is a color is very plain, and they are often in groups when they open, lively and busy. Those brightly colored flowers are all lonely and self-appreciative, each branch only blooms one, and they are also stingy with the fragrance in general, and there are few fragrances. "Fragrant flowers are colorless, colored flowers are not fragrant" This is really an amazing discovery; "Simple flowers like to be in groups, and beautiful flowers like to be alone."
In life, everyone has their own unique and extraordinary qualities, some are fragrant, some are rich, and few can be both beautiful and fragrant, so we don't have to admire some of the innate qualities of others, but to discover our own unique style. When facing the external world, we should not be deceived by the bright colors, but enter the reality of things, there are many things that are very ordinary on the surface, and their colors are simple, but as long as we calm our hearts, we can taste the deepest fragrance inside. So, be kind to everyone around you, no matter what others do to you, other people around you will see it, you just need to be the best version of yourself.
When a person is young, he can rarely appreciate simple things, but he likes dazzling elegance; But in middle age, they like more and more real and ordinary qualities, such as choosing a table, young people will pay more attention to its color and shape beauty, middle-aged people pay more attention to the material of rosewood or ebony stone, as for the shape and color are secondary.
In recent days, I have often had a new feeling that I have spoken a lot to a person face to face, as if I had not said a word; But sitting there overturning something, I didn't say anything, but I seemed to say a lot. I have been accustomed to seeing the sun rising in the east and setting in the west, and the moon being cloudy and sunny; accustomed to the warmth and coldness of spring, summer, autumn and winter, the change of everything in the world; But it is difficult to look down on the joys and sorrows, feelings and grievances in the world, and it is even more difficult to look at sadness and sadness.
I used to hate the so-called well-intentioned advice of the world, because I knew that few people could do it, and I liked to worry about everything, and in the end I was sad and sad. I often listen to the rhetoric of my friends and see the pretenses of my friends, and suddenly I hate the world and feel that there are hypocritical faces everywhere. Maybe it's because I've experienced too much, or maybe it's because I can't change this society and can only adapt to it.
Of course, no one can giggle when faced with sadness and sadness, but you can adjust your mindset in the shortest possible time. I know that sadness is not the best way to solve the problem, so I often remind myself that I should live happily every day, because like everyone else, I hope that I can live a better life, although I can't satisfy myself materially, but I have learned to make up for the emptiness of my soul.
In a person's life, there is always endless knowledge, there is always a truth that cannot be understood, there are always some intentional or unintentional troubles to break into the heart, in short, the dream of life, less and more reverse, a life is not easy, don't always get along with others, let alone with yourself.