Chapter 74: Essay "Seventy-Four"

What does it mean to go to a bia table with my uncle in the evening? Everyone can see from this bia that it is uninvited, hehe!

Although he is not an outsider, he called grandpa, but after all, he didn't invite me, it was my uncle who called me to accompany me, and I agreed.

said that he was calling grandpa, but in fact, he was just a higher generation than me, younger than my dad in age, and went to him

"Manor", in general, it's okay! In the past few years, I used 50,000 yuan to buy a small village at that time, started the planting industry, and it is also very economical-minded, I have been saying to go and see, there is no chance, today I finally went to take a look, after drinking and eating, I took the car and my uncle to his house to drink tea, my uncle's aid to Xinjiang for a year is over, where to go next, I also talked with my uncle, and how to go on my own road and had a good chat with my uncle, more than ten years of teaching career and more than ten years of management positions, my uncle can be described as having countless experiences, plus my uncle's connections, It's really out of our reach.

I had a very pleasant chat with my uncle, and also pointed out three paths to me, these three paths are really not that I haven't thought about it, but I don't know how to choose, I once I have said, once chosen, I will not toss again, I will go all the way forward, keep going, I don't want my parents to worry more, really!

It's up to you to go good or bad. As long as you are right, you can do yourself. My uncle still has some words that really remind me today, at that time, the pursuit of work was so resolute, and the work was regarded as everything, but now?

It seems that I feel that I am drifting away, I can't find my goal, I don't know what I think, I have done so much, but who can really understand, only I know it in my heart.

can't help but think of the sentence in "Old Boy",

"Has the original wish come true, and now I have to pay tribute, let the years dry the ideal, and I can never find the real me," when the ideal is dried, I will really not find myself, and then I will go with the flow.

When faced with the most difficult choice, we must always believe that there is only the past that cannot be returned, and there is no tomorrow that cannot be reached.

But now? I can only reluctantly tell myself not to waste every day, because it is the first day of the rest of your life, so you can only let yourself smile in persistence, look down on the vicissitudes of the world, and be safe and sound.