Chapter 192: Mixed Feelings

"It doesn't matter much for a day or two, the doctor said that the child will grow up day by day in the belly, and you have to decide as soon as possible, otherwise you will suffer a big loss when it is late, and the body may not be able to eat." Chen Chen said cautiously.

I nodded, and looked at Chen Chen and Lin Xuan seriously, "There is one more important thing, no matter how I deal with this child in the future, none of you are allowed to tell Duan Ruochen, otherwise don't blame me for ignoring you." ”

Chen Chen and Lin Xuan were immediately silent, and after a while, Chen Chen stuffed his head and walked to the balcony alone, and then a burst of smoke floated in from the balcony, Lin Xuan also saw the smoke, and sat on my hospital bed, "Whatever you want, you are a stubborn cow anyway, but I have to remind you that you are already a divorced woman, you can no longer drag a drag oil bottle to live, it will ruin your life, and I will never allow you to do such a stupid thing." ”

"Don't worry, I know it." I nodded, then closed my eyes and fell into deep thought.

Before noon the next day, when I was reading Li Yunjun's tutoring materials, Mrs. Li arrived at the hospital with a large pot of soup.

I wanted to get up to greet me, but Mrs. Li hurriedly helped me not to move, "Don't move, how do you feel today?" ”

"It all feels good, but the doctor is making too much fuss." I smiled bitterly and said to Mrs. Li, "If it weren't for fainting this time, I really didn't know that I was more than two months pregnant?" ”

"You already know that, do you?" Mrs. Li was a little surprised, but also a little apologetic.

"Hmmm! The doctor has already told me. I nodded, and hurriedly said to Mrs. Li, "But you don't have to worry, I won't affect Yun Jun's tutoring." ”

"Teacher Ye, don't say that, I'm not worried about this, in fact, it's all because our mother and daughter are eager to win, so you are so tired that you faint, so after I went back yesterday, I discussed it with Yun Jun, I said we can't trouble you anymore, maybe we have to hire a temporary teacher, guess what Yun Jun said, she said that except Teacher Ye, no one wants, if Teacher Ye can't teach, she won't invite her, work hard by herself, and you will do whatever you want in the future." So, I had to be cheeky, I hope you get better soon, whether you can continue to help Yun Jun with tutoring or not, at least it's good to cheer her up, she, now I only want to listen to you, we, as parents, can only be anxious. ”

"Mrs. Li, you don't have to worry, I will get better soon, and Yun Jun I have been decided." I said to Mrs. Lee with certainty.

"But your body?" Mrs. Li looked at my abdomen and said worriedly.

"I'm still thinking about it, and the results will be available in two days." I said with a wry smile.

"Teacher Ye, there are some things that I am not qualified to say, but we are both women, and we know each other so well, with all due respect, I think that as the father of the child, he has the right to know the existence of the child."

"Mrs. Li, I know that you really care about me, so you will comfort me so much, but I think that since I have divorced him, then there should be no more involvement between us, as for this child, I think it belongs only to me, so naturally there is no need for irrelevant people to know."

"You're right." Mrs. Li paused, sighed and then comforted bitterly: "I know that you are a strong woman, but if you choose to be born, it is really not easy for a woman to support her family and bring a child in the future, and there are no such examples around me, so I advise you not to think in that direction." ”

"What you said is not unreasonable, my brother and friends think the same as you, but my heart is very messy now, so I need to think about it carefully, but I still want to thank you."

Before leaving, she said that she would let Yun Jun bring me food in the evening, and that she would 'contract' three meals a day in the future.

I have been with Duan Ruochen in the hospital for more than half a year, so I naturally know that the things in the hospital are not delicious, and although Chen Chen and Lin Xuan's work is free, they can't let them run to the hospital all day, let alone let them bring me delicious food for three meals a day, so I don't shirk anymore, and thank Mrs. Li again and again.

When I finally stayed up until six o'clock in the evening, I saw Li Yunjun hurrying to my hospital room with a lunch box and a schoolbag on his back.

"Yun Jun, you're here!" I hurriedly asked Li Yunjun to sit down on the edge of the bed, "You didn't really bring your homework here, did you?" ”

"Of course, do you think I'm a liar?" Li Yunjun glanced at me, and helped me set up the small dining table on the hospital bed, "My mother said that the house was too quiet and boring, and she wanted to come with me, but I said that she would make noise about my homework and my little sister, so I didn't let her come with me." ”

"Little sister?" I looked at Li Yunjun puzzled.

"Uh--, I mean the one in your belly." Li Yunjun stuck out his tongue and snorted at my stomach with some embarrassment.

"How do you know it's a girl? I thought it would be a boy. "I touched my flat belly, and suddenly I wondered if it was a girl or a boy in my belly.

"I guessed, at dinner in the evening, I asked my mother to guess if you had a boy or a girl in your belly, and my mother said she wouldn't know until four or five months, but I guess it must be a sister." Li Yunjun placed the lunch boxes on the small dining table one by one, three or four dishes, the halo and vegetarian dishes were properly matched, plus a chicken soup, which was more hearty than at noon.

"Stinky girl, worry about it." I gently tapped Li Yunjun's head with chopsticks, "Go back and tell your mother, don't get me so much to eat in the future, the pig can't eat so much." ”

"Actually, my mother didn't do anything specifically for you, she just used her mouth, she can't cook these dishes." Li Yunjun avoided my chopsticks and pursed his mouth again, "At most, I just put some effort into the soup, and it won't take much time." ”

"Look at you, how can anyone say that about your mother?" As I ate, I said, "I envy you for having such a good mother." ”

"What's there to envy about this, which parents don't treat their children like this." Li Yunjun disagreed, and began to sit on the bedside table and sit up to do his homework.

I didn't say anything, but my hand involuntarily touched my abdomen, thinking that there are really children in this world who don't treat my children like this.

Li Yunjun was quiet for a while, and suddenly remembered something, his eyes lit up, "I just saw a very handsome and masculine man in the corridor. ”

"Handsome guy? Could it be that he is more handsome than the one who is big B? I asked gloatingly.

"Each is handsome in his own way!" Li Yunjun took the pen and thought about it seriously, "That person gave me the feeling!" Calm and restrained, as if the book said some aristocratic atmosphere, I saw that he was sitting alone in the corridor, his expression seemed to be very sad, so I couldn't help but look at it twice. ”

"Yun Jun, I'm just a little strange, the big one, in your heart, is it really so handsome and so important?" I drank the soup and looked at Li Yunjun with blinking eyes, she was a little uncomfortable by my straightforward eyes, "You know to make fun of me, it's strange to see that I don't bully my little sister in the future." After Yun Jun finished speaking, he glared at my stomach viciously and made a strange appearance.

"What do you see! Hurry up and do your homework, and we'll continue to review when we're done. "I picked up the quilt and covered my belly.

"It's boring!" Li Yunjun stuck out her tongue at me, but obediently started to do her homework, but I began to think seriously about her words.

A simple and rebellious little girl, after learning that I was pregnant, took all the edges and corners, and suddenly became intimate with me, I knew that she was mostly out of my sincere liking, and a small part with a little sympathy, but for whatever reason she became intimate with me, but she was undoubtedly genuinely happy with the child in my womb.

In her pure heart, she never doubted whether this child should be born, and after giving birth, how should I, as a mother, drag him through the rest of my life, she just relied on her own preferences and wishes, and was sure that I would definitely give birth to him.

In front of such an innocent girl, I can't help but feel extremely ashamed and ashamed of my cruelty and entanglement.

After three days, I feel a lot stronger, so I often get out of bed and move a little, it seems that the combination of the hospital's medicine and Mrs. Li's food supplement, my nutrition has gradually balanced, the doctor informed me that I can get out of bed a little at the moment of activity, not to mention how happy I am, this little life in my belly has already inexplicably affected every nerve and every cell in my body.

After Li Yunjun went home, I saw that it was still early, so I decided to take a shower first to pass the time.

I guess I'm used to it, and I've been a little absent-minded in the past two days, so when I came out of the shower, I accidentally stepped on the air and fell directly down the steps of the toilet.

"Ahh

The aunt in the next bed ran out of the ward after hearing my screams, and when she saw the scene on the balcony, she panicked and called the doctor.

After some tossing, there was finally no danger, the doctor counted me too carelessly, and asked me to make a decision quickly, otherwise the longer the time drags on, the more the body suffers, I nodded and said yes.

After the doctor left, I had mixed feelings in my heart, in fact, there was no discomfort in my stomach when I fell just now, but my heart was clearly as painful as if I had been pricked by a needle.

At that moment, I was so terrified of losing him that I was so sad that when the doctor said he was safe, tears almost came out of my eyes.