At that moment, I had already made up my mind that I was going to give birth to him.

Although this little life came at an extremely bad time, it is destined to be the only person in my life who is connected by blood, and for the rest of my life, it will be my dependence, and I will use all kinds of love and care to make up for his indebtedness, to fill the lack of father's love in his life.

It's just that I thought that there would be no more intersection with Duan Ruochen in this life, but I didn't think that we would be doomed to be able to leave each other in this life, and I felt helpless about such an ending, but I couldn't help it.

In the following days, I was very active, paying special attention to the nutritional supply of the body, and I ate a lot of rich meals for the Li family, and after a week, I obviously felt that my body was getting heavier and heavier.

Chen Chen and Lin Xuan have to come to the hospital every day to chat with me for a while, no matter morning or evening, when Chen Chen knew that I decided to give birth to a child, he once roared at me unabashedly: "You have a sick brain, you are already a divorced woman, now it is difficult to live alone, and you have to give birth to a drag oil bottle, have you ever thought about what you will rely on to support him in the future?" ”

"I have hands and feet, why can't I feed him?" Facing the angry Chen Chen, I only dared to defend in a low voice.

"Let's not mention this first, just say that you will drag a child in the future, how can you get married?" Chen Chen's forehead was bruised, but he calmed down and forced himself to reprimand me angrily.

"I haven't had the luxury of remarrying, anyway, I'm going to decide this child, and none of you want to stop me." I looked at Chen Chen and Lin Xuan steadily, and said to them in a resolute tone: "I can warn you, my child has nothing to do with the Duan family, if any of you dare to tell Duan Ruochen or reveal it to anyone related to the Duan family, don't blame me for being ruthless." ”

"You--" Chen Chen was so angry that he kicked the bedside table to the corner, startling the aunt next to the bed, and Lin Xuan hurriedly apologized to the aunt.

"Chen Chen, don't be angry, Shen'er decided like this, there must be a reason for her." After Lin Xuantong apologized to his aunt, he quickly pulled Chen Chen over to comfort him, and then turned his head to me and smiled, "Shen'er, what Chen Chen said is also reasonable, can you think about it again?" ”

"Lin Xuan, if you are my good sister, you should fully support me, instead of forever being sandwiched between me and Chen Chen, I don't need such a peacemaker, otherwise you will leave with Chen Chen now." I preached to Lin with a cold face.

Although Lin Xuan persuaded me to reconsider, she clearly did not approve of me giving birth to the child, so I had to carefully remind her so that she could understand my determination.

After that, I wrapped the quilt around my head again and lay down again.

Seeing my attitude, Chen Chen stopped talking, and pulled Lin Xuan out of the hospital angrily. It's just that after this guy left, he didn't come back for a night, and Lin Xuan naturally won't return.

Chen Chen has never lost his temper like this in front of me, presumably this time he was angry with me to the limit!

Before I got up the next morning, I was awakened by a cry, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that it was Chen's father and Chen's mother.

Looking at the exhausted appearance of the two old men, my eyes were red, tears fell with the uproar, and the tense mood for many days immediately relaxed, I took Chen's mother's hand and cried like a child.

If you decide to give birth to this child, you must let the two elders know, so I am not surprised that Chen's mother and Chen's father will come to the hospital, but I didn't expect them to come over so soon, it seems that Chen Chen had a showdown with the two elders last night.

"You say you're a kid, why are you so stupid?" Mother Chen wiped her snot and tears, "When such a big thing happens, you still hide it from us, once or twice, you obviously want to leave me and your father alone!" ”

"Auntie, I'm sorry! I just don't want you and Daddy to worry about me anymore. I took Chen's mother's hand and explained anxiously.

"You don't blame yourself anymore, the child you raised, how can you not know her temperament, don't patronize and cry first, tell your aunt, what are your plans." Chen's mother wiped my tears and coaxed me softly.

"Auntie, in fact, I have been hesitating for the past two days whether I should give birth to him, if I give birth, whether I will be able to support him and educate him well in the future." As I spoke, I shed tears sadly, "Until last night, after I accidentally fell, the doctor told me that the child was very strong and not hurt, and the doctor also said that although the child was very thin, but the organs have been formed, the fetal heart is also very stable, and he must be a strong baby in the future, so at that moment, my heart seemed to be melted, so I made up my mind, I will give birth to him, only in this way can I be worthy of him." ”

Chen's mother turned her back to wipe her tears, Chen's father had already left the ward in a sullen voice, and the aunt next door also went downstairs to the inpatient department to exercise in due time, so only me and Chen's mother were left in the room.

After my emotions calmed down a little, I continued to say to Chen's mother, "Auntie, I think this child is really pitiful, I had another dream last night, and I dreamed that the child said to me in a dream, 'Mom, please don't leave me, I will definitely be obedient.'" When I woke up, I cried for a while, and I thought what was the difference between me leaving him now and my mother leaving me back then? My mother still left me in vain, but I could have given birth to him and protected him well, but I had to give up on him for life, what is the difference between me doing this and the cruel and selfish mother in the world? ”

"Shen'er, alright, alright, let's not say anything." Mother Chen turned her head and touched my hand to comfort, "Chen Chen said that your body is too weak now, and your emotions are not suitable for being so excited. ”

I nodded, and then burst into laughter.

Chen's mother sat down next to my bed, "Last night Chen Chen specially went home for your business, when he talked to me and your father about this, his tone was very bad, I think your brothers and sisters must have quarreled about this matter, the dead boy puffed out his cheeks and said that he would not be too lazy to care about you in the future, but he was counted down by your father, and scolded him for not telling us earlier, in fact, we can also guess that this must be instructed by you, but this kid is stunned and did not defend himself, for his sake of protecting you, don't be angry with him, okay?" ”

"Auntie, I know he cares about it, when I told him last night that he wanted to give birth to this child, he scolded me on the spot, so I also said cruel things to him, he was right to be angry, you and Dad can rest assured, even if he doesn't come to see me in the future, I will never be angry with him."

"Auntie knows, how can you brothers and sisters really be angry, Chen Chen just has nowhere to vent, just a temper tantrum with you, it won't be kept for a few days, he sticks up like a dog skin plaster, let's put him aside first, Auntie will talk ahead, no matter how you decide, Auntie will support you, now you feel much better!"

"Auntie, do you really agree with me giving birth to this child?" I grabbed Chen's mother's hand excitedly, "I thought you must be the same as Chen Chen, who came to stop me." ”

"Silly boy, although you are usually stubborn, but you are always a measured person, although I am annoyed that you should not marry the surnamed Duan, let alone divorce so hastily, but my aunt often thinks that if you don't hit the south wall, you won't turn back, I simply rely on you, as long as you live well." Chen's mother sighed.

"Hmmm! No matter what, I'm going to stay alive strong. I sniffed and smiled at Chen's mother, "Nothing can defeat me." ”

"Alas! That's right. Chen's mother couldn't help but smile and said: "This person is really not as good as the sky, I have always wanted to hold my grandson, no, the grandson did not hug it, but hugged a grandson first, and the co-authors are all grandsons, and I have fulfilled my wish." ”

"Auntie!" I fell into Chen's mother's arms, "I'm sorry! Thank you! ”

"Don't be busy thanking me first, to be honest, my aunt thought about it for a night last night, until I came on the way, my father and I didn't think the same as Chen Chen, Chen Chen was right, you can't drag a child to live for the rest of your life, but just now I heard you mention your mother, and I heard you say that this child is so strong, it's okay to fall, and I fell in love with him all of a sudden, this may also be fate! I hope that when he grows up in the future, he will understand your hard work as a mother, and don't blame you for not giving him a healthy family. ”

"Auntie, maybe I was selfish to give birth to him on my own initiative, but I can't care so much about it, no matter what he does to me in the future, as long as I can watch him grow up healthy and happy."

"You can relax, after you are born, your aunt will raise him for you, and Bao will raise him to be white and fat, as strong as Chen Chen when he was a child." Chen's mother patted her chest and assured me.

"Don't, if you have a daughter in your life, you are so fat, I will have to force her to lose weight when I grow up in the future."

"You weren't so fat when you were a child, they all said that women changed eighteen times, and when you were fat, what was there when you were fat, that was flattering."

……

My birth turmoil subsided in a harmonious atmosphere, with the support of Chen's mother, my heart is more firm, no matter how much Chen's father, Chen Chen and Lin Xuan object, it is in vain, so my child can come to this world, the biggest hero is his grandmother, in addition to my mother, who was pregnant for ten months and worked hard to give birth to him.

Once, I thought that this child was a symbol of suffering in my life, and that I had to bear him and face him was to bear the pressure and face the suffering.

But since my daughter arrived, I felt that she was the greatest luck in my life, maybe she was a special gift from God, and it belonged to me alone.

So after my daughter was born, I let her take my surname, she will be the only descendant of my Ye family, and she will also be all the ties and hopes for the rest of my life.