Sometimes, we live a very tired life, not because life is too mean, but because we are too easily infected by the atmosphere of the outside world, swayed by the emotions of others, thinking too much and scrupling too much.

Walking in the crowd, we always feel that there are countless heart-piercing eyes, and there are many short and long cold words, and finally our minds are confused, and we are gradually bound in the mess we weave.

I always feel that I am not small, but in the eyes of my parents, I am always a child, because since I was a child, I have walked according to the trajectory they want, and I rarely think about problems alone, until now I can think about problems independently, but I am erased again and again by their incomprehension, and I want to move forward according to the route they want, of course, their ideas are not wrong, but I don't want to be led all the time, I want to have my own way of life and work, and I don't want to be bound.

Because there will always be a day when they leave, and they rely on them too much, and in the end, it is I who suffers.

So every time I can't communicate with them, I can always quarrel because of a little opinion. They are also used to arranging my future path, but I want to say that I am old enough to face a lot of things on my own.

In the best state of a person, the face looks three or five years younger than the actual age, and the more mature the psychology is three or five years older than the actual age, and the more simple the person, the more abundant the heart.

The heart is blank, so you have to pretend to be sophisticated. I don't know why, since when, slowly the words are getting less and less, with familiar people, always ask me why I don't talk, I'm also very strange, I feel like walking with them don't know what to say, and I don't want to interject, sometimes I listen to them joking and reluctantly interject and laugh.

Now that I think about it, it's really nice to be quiet yourself. Mom said one thing that makes my heart feel very warm today, it is for Ling'er to work, I now feel that sometimes it is really helpless, when a good opportunity is placed in front of a person who needs it very much, God always likes to make a joke, and pass by the person who needs it, maybe life is like this, always give you some hope, and let you down.

But since my mother asked me about my decision last time, it seems that I am now very concerned about Ling'er, which I didn't expect, and I feel quite happy in my heart, at least I don't become an outsider.

I don't know if there will be such an opportunity next year, pray! I hope it all goes smoothly and we all have to be the best we can be.