"Siyuan, I want to tell you a story." Sun Yingchen's voice was very soft.

Bai Siyuan just listened quietly on the other side of the phone.

"Siyuan, in fact, I don't have any stories to tell you, I just haven't talked to you for too long, I want to hear you talk." Sun Yingchen suppressed his thoughts about him: "I know that you value Heilan very much, and I also hope that Heilan can get better and better, but Siyuan, have you noticed that Hailan has completely occupied your time and mine." ”

Bai Siyuan sighed on the other side of the phone: "Xiao Chen, I'm sorry, I haven't been with you for too long." ”

Sun Yingchen curled up on the sofa, waiting for his next step, but he heard someone on the other end of his office calling him for a meeting, Sun Yingchen subconsciously looked at the clock on the wall, it was almost eight o'clock, and he was still so busy.

"Xiao Chen." Bai Siyuan's voice was very tired.

"I know, you go." Sun Yingchen hung up the phone directly, didn't even wait for Bai Siyuan to say good night to him, I don't know when, from the original willingness to understand him, it has begun to become the same as other women in love, she hates waiting, hates him getting busier and busier, and hates that he has no time to accompany her.

"Bai Siyuan, when will you belong to me?"

Sun Yingchen took a deep breath.

She put on a dress and wanted to go downstairs, but in the room she felt infinitely depressed.

The street lights outside were already cold, the wind at night was very cold, she couldn't help but wrap her coat tightly, the community at night was very quiet, unlike during the day, too many people, seemingly in a hurry but disorganized.

The wind blows, the rustle, and the loneliness is nothing more than that.

"Sun Yingchen."

Someone called her.

Sun Yingchen turned around and saw Lu Heng standing next to the car, he was standing so quietly, I don't know how long he had been here.

"It's a little boring, so I drive around and come here before I know it."

Sun Yingchen looked at a pile of cigarette butts at Lu Heng's feet, and couldn't help frowning: "When did you learn to smoke?" If you let Rosen know that he must be angry, you are such a star with fans, how can you care so much. ”

"If I knew you'd be like Rosen, I'd rather go back to the hotel." Lu Heng's words were particularly aggrieved.

Sun Yingchen burst out laughing, and she walked over: "Okay, I know that I wronged you, but it's too wasteful for you to do this." ”

Lu Heng was puzzled.

Sun Yingchen picked up a cigarette butt on the ground at random, and then said: "Although I hate observing people, after all, I have seen what the cigarettes of real smokers look like. Sun Yingchen looked at the cigarette butt with a cloud written on it, a word written with a black carbon pen, what does this cloud word mean, Sun Yingchen didn't ask, just looked at the word curiously, and could see that Lu Heng was very attentive when he wrote it, although his words were very beautiful, but there was a hint of madness in them, but this word was neat.

Lu Heng just smiled.

Sun Yingchen picked up the cigarette on the ground again, and every cigarette butt was written with the same word.

"Today is what you have on your mind, I don't think you're happy? Is it because of work or something else? Sun Yingchen is not a gossip person, but today's Lu Heng makes her too strange, she can see that he is sad, but he is calm and terrible.

Lu Heng smiled weakly: "Ten years ago, the most important person in my life left. ”

Lu Heng just said a word, but Sun Yingchen understood, ten years ago today, was it the death day of the person named Yun?

"Sun Yingchen, do you know, when I lost it in a hurry, and then there was a scar left in my heart, it hurt you whenever it hurts, and you don't even have the ability to resist."

Sun Yingchen's hand was on Lu Heng's shoulder, he should have been standing outside for a long time, his body was very cold, the person named Yun must have affected him deeply.

Lu Heng looked at the pair of white hands on his shoulders, which were like a feather, although the comfort was very light, but he needed it.

"There are some things that I know are wrong, but I still insist on it, like a neurosis, I am entangled in myself, and I am not embarrassed by others." Lu Heng smiled bitterly: "Why do you say I bother?" ”

"You have a hate in your heart, do you?"

Although Sun Yingchen asked a question, Lu Heng was stunned, she could see her heart, the girl in front of her was obviously smiling and gorgeous, but she could see through herself at a glance.

"Lu Heng, you are already so good, although I don't know what you have experienced, but the years have not treated you badly, everything you have proves the value of your existence, so, forgive on the premise of being able to forgive, hating people is not happy at all, on the contrary, it will devour everything you have."

Lu Heng smiled and dodged her hand, Sun Yingchen's hand stayed in mid-air so stiffly, in such an awkward position.

"It doesn't matter if you deny it, but ask yourself, are you really happy?" Sun Yingchen put her hands in her pockets, as if she didn't care that Lu Heng had embarrassed her so much just now.

"At this time of year, I will miss her quietly alone, but I find that no matter how long it takes, the sadness is still there, I remember the special rain that day, she grabbed my hand and told me to let go, how can I agree, I said to let go, but she also wants me to rest assured, since I can't do it, why bother? Why should I embarrass myself for being so unhappy? ”

Sun Yingchen listened so quietly, she knew that maybe Lu Heng was missing a listener.

"I don't know how I survived the saddest and most painful days, I don't have many friends, Rosen is the one who has always been with me, he always talks about how I succeeded, I am silent, if I succeed, I should not be so sad." Lu Heng took out the cigarette in his pocket, and then played with it in his hand, Sun Yingchen saw it, the cigarette butt did not have a word, but the next second Lu Heng took out a pen, wrote a word on it very seriously, and then lit another cigarette, and watched the cigarette slowly burn by itself.

"Whether I'm a defeat or a success, I can't change the past, and I don't know if I can keep her by my side, even if it's a day or a second."

Sun Yingchen looked at him, maybe there are many ways to miss someone, writing the other party's name on the cigarette butt is Lu Heng's nostalgia for that person. But Sun Yingchen was very sad, she didn't want Lu Heng's beautiful eyes to be full of sadness, those eyes that were extremely similar to Bai Siyuan, Sun Yingchen would be distracted every time she looked at them.

Sun Yingchen looked at his side face, his sadness was so obvious, she couldn't help but say, "Lu Heng, don't be sad." ”

Lu Heng just turned around and looked at Sun Yingchen under the moonlight, she was standing in front of him, so close and so far away, he said, "I'm sad or not, does anyone still care?" No one cared about it all over again. ”

"Will I care?"