Part 98 I miss him very much
Love is not the absence of quarrels, but the presence of love after quarrels. Flash Dance.
The corridor was still quiet, Zhou Miao just sat on the iron chair, she still didn't even move, Li Renshu sat on the side and was a little sleepy, she fell asleep against the cold wall, and she didn't know how long she slept.
After Zhou Wei surgically removed the glass, he had already been transferred to the ward upstairs, and Zhou Miao had no intention of going to see him.
Sun Yingchen still sat next to her and asked, "How long are you going to be silent?" ā
Zhou Miao's head slowly leaned over, and her voice was a little hoarse: "Ying Chen, do you know? Actually, I'm very sad now, I want to cry regardless of it, but I know that crying is useless, I can only watch everything happen, I can't do anything, I can't do anything. ā
Sun Yingchen held her hand, maybe it was because she didn't move for a long time, her hand was a little cold, it was that biting cold, Sun Yingchen kept covering it, but she couldn't cover it hot.
"I promised to meet my dad today, but I didn't expect her to go too." Zhou Miao smiled, with a hint of stubbornness.
Sun Yingchen knew that who she was in Zhou Miao's mouth was nothing more than Mengying.
"My dad said that after all, it was a family, but I wanted to tell him how much he wanted to tell him that the so-called family in his mouth had been ruined by his own hands, I don't know how deep Mengying's position in my father's heart is, the three-year incident is not only the pain in Mengying's heart, but also mine, if I can compensate for it, I would rather take it all, but in the end, it is just a joke, everything I paid is no match for Mengying's words that she is serious."
Zhou Miao's voice was very soft and soft, as if she was talking about someone else's family.
"I asked my dad if he chose Meng Ying or me, my dad said that he had no choice, and then Meng Ying came, and she said that she was not destroying my originally harmonious family, she just joined us, Ying Chen, you say, how ridiculous is this? How to join the family, you are my friend's best friend, how do you join? I'm really sad, Yingchen, did you say that I was really wrong back then, was I really wrong. Flash."
Sun Yingchen didn't answer, the involvement between Meng Ying and Zhou Miao many years ago is getting more and more chaotic now, but Zhou Miao didn't choose to push Meng Ying away, so now she can't push her away anymore, whether Zhou Miao wants it or not, she can't.
"You blindly give in to Mengying, if I were Mengying, I would feel that you still owe me, the better you treat me, the more so."
"It wasn't my dad who I was beating, it was Mengying." Zhou Miao's voice became softer and softer, like a dream before falling asleep.
Sun Yingchen was stunned, thinking about what the doctor said before, if the stab was too deep, Zhou Miao was actually willing to do something to Meng Ying.
"My dad said before that there was no choice, I think he had already made a choice, he stood in front of Meng Ying, holding the wine bottle in my hand for her, but I could have stopped it, but I didn't, I stabbed it hard."
Sun Yingchen knew that Zhou Miao was using her methods to let Mengying know how much she hated her, how much she hated her for breaking her peaceful life, and even hated her for wanting to forcibly join her life.
"Yingchen, I think, we really can't go back."
The meaning of Zhou Miao's words is already a foregone conclusion, although Sun Yingchen did not speak, but she agrees with her point of view, they really can't go back, they can't go back at all.
There was a steady sound of walking in the originally quiet corridor, Sun Yingchen followed the sound and looked over, she smiled palely, then patted Zhou Miao's hand, and said, "Li Renshu and I went upstairs to see my uncle, even if you don't want to admit it, this matter has already happened." 35xsā
Sun Yingchen got up to wake up Li Renshu, and then pulled her towards the elevator upstairs, Lu Heng and Sun Yingchen staggered each other, but the two of them did not speak, but Sun Yingchen felt Lu Heng's silent and tense emotions, she glanced at Lu Heng, Lu Heng also glanced at her, his eyes were red, and he seemed to be trying his best to suppress something, Sun Yingchen didn't understand, what was he sad about such a sunny and successful person.
Sun Yingchen thought, maybe it's because of Zhou Miao, because they have been communicating with each other for seven years, and Zhou Miao is now in trouble, so he is unhappy, this idea is not tenable, but except for this speculation, it seems that there is nothing involved between them.
Inpatient department on the fourth floor.
The anesthetic on Zhou Wei's body had passed, he was lying on the hospital bed, naked, with faint blood flowing out of the gauze wrapped around his back.
Sun Yingchen walked over and handed him the water on the table.
Zhou Wei was stunned for a moment, then looked up, and saw that it was Sun Yingchen, so he just said, "Thank you." "Then drink water.
Sun Yingchen put the water cup in his hand back on the table, and then said, "Zhou Miao has gone to go through the hospitalization procedures." ā
Zhou Wei just nodded: "I know, she still blames me." ā
Sun Yingchen sat on the chair opposite: "Zhou Miao doesn't blame you, you are still her father, the most respected father." ā
Zhou Wei's voice was obviously unconfident, he said: "No matter what happens today, I don't regret it." ā
Sun Yingchen couldn't see Zhou Wei's facial expression, and said, "Zhou Miao doesn't regret it either. ā
Sun Yingchen got up and said, "You have a good rest, let's go back first." ā
Sun Yingchen thought that Zhou Wei wouldn't say anything, and when he was about to pull Li Renshu away, Zhou Wei said, "Little Sun." ā
Sun Yingchen paused, then stopped, and did not respond, after a while, Zhou Wei said: "You college classmates, you sleep together, you have been together for so many years, the relationship is naturally the best, I, as a father, have been busy with business for so many years, I haven't taken care of her much, I am sorry for her, I owe her, and now I am also the one who made things like this, so can you tell her for me, I am still her father, and I still love her." ā
Li Renshu looked at Sun Yingchen, thinking that she would say something, but Sun Yingchen just pulled Li Renshu to make a gesture, Li Renshu paused, and pulled her gesturefully, Sun Yingchen looked at Li Renshu and shook his head, and then left with her.
The elevator descends slowly, just like the mood of a person, from a flat mood to a trough, which makes people depressed to the point of suffocation.
"Why didn't you agree to Zhou Miao's father." Li Renshu opened his mouth and asked her.
Sun Yingchen looked at Li Renshu, maybe it was outside all day today, Li Renshu looked tired and tired, her face was also very pale, Sun Yingchen took her hand, the skinny hands, she said: "This is a matter between Zhou Miao and her father, although we are friends, but after all, we can't be Zhou Miao's master, Zhou Miao's personality is so strong, if you can't get it right, this matter is self-defeating." ā
Li Renshu nodded: "Ying Chen, I still think that Zhou Miao owes her father an explanation." ā
Sun Yingchen didn't speak, if Zhou Miao wanted to explain, she wouldn't know that Zhou Wei was blocking Mengying, she still stabbed Zhou Wei with the broken wine bottle in her hand, Zhou Miao's blind concession would only make her more and more sad, instead of swallowing her anger, it was better to wave her fists and let the other party know that she also had a bottom line.
After Sun Yingchen and Li Renshu went home, Li Renshu took the medicine and went to sleep, Sun Yingchen looked at the clock on the wall, it was already more than seven o'clock, but Zhou Miao still didn't come back, Sun Yingchen looked at the message on WeChat, she still didn't reply, it was a text message sent by Sun Yingchen to Zhou Miao half an hour ago, asking when she would come back and asking her how she was now, but she didn't reply.
In the bedroom, Li Renshu seemed to be talking in her sleep, and she whimpered and said, "I miss you so much." ā
There was no light in the room, the room was dark, Sun Yingchen just sat on the sofa, bent her knees, and hugged her knees with both hands, this action was her favorite action, because only in this way could she feel a sense of security, and after a long time, she dialed Bai Siyuan's phone.
Bai Siyuan's voice on the other side of the phone was very tired.
"Xiao Chen." His voice came from the phone, Sun Yingchen suddenly felt very sad, she greedily hoped that he could say a few more words, because she was so sad now that she was almost crazy.
"Xiao Chen, is that you? Why don't you speak. Bai Siyuan's voice was obviously a little anxious, and he kept asking, "What's wrong with you?" Why don't you speak? Are you listening on the phone? Are you there? ā
Sun Yingchen leaned back on the sofa and said sneeringly, "Siyuan, I miss you." ā
Just a sentence, she was full of grievances, because she hadn't seen Bai Siyuan for several days recently, the same way, Bai Siyuan was very busy with work, every time he called, he just said a few words and was going to a meeting, Sun Yingchen didn't know why Heilan had so many meetings during this period, but for him to work with peace of mind, she tried not to disturb Bai Siyuan, but today she missed him very much.