I want to say, 'I miss you, all the time, I miss you deeply.' But when the words came to my lips, I hesitated.

Yes, when I didn't see him, every cytokine in my body turned into a longing, and I eagerly hoped that one day he would appear in front of me like a descending from the sky, whispering softly to me, and loving me so much.

But when I suddenly saw him at this moment, all my thoughts turned into complaints, complaining about why he had been missing for so long? Complaining about why he has been missing for so long and suddenly appeared in front of me?

Therefore, the cytokines of longing wanted to see him because they had never seen him, and after seeing him, the cytokines gradually cooled and calmed down, and all reason returned to the chest.

I suddenly extinguished my thoughts of him, and then said to him coldly, 'I miss you, but you don't deserve it!' ’

"Shen'er, are you a guest?" Duan Ruochen's brisk voice came from the kitchen, and then he poked his head out of the kitchen, and after seeing Situ Yunzhe, who was still holding me tightly in his arms, the expression on his face changed unpredictably, "Situ, you're here--"

"Duan Ruochen, you--" Situ Yunzhe looked at Duan Ruochen who came out of the kitchen in surprise, and awkwardly loosened his restraint on me, he stared at me tightly, as if he wanted to see something in my eyes.

"Duan Ruochen and I just came back from the construction site and missed the meal time, I thought that I was eating alone anyway, so I invited him to come along." I deliberately said that Duan Ruochen was invited by me, and the purpose was to anger Situ Yunzhe, so it was reasonable to say it.

"Situ, you must not have eaten! You wait a minute, I'll add two more dishes. Duan Ruochen had changed from initial surprise to naturalness, and his tone was relaxed, as if he should have belonged to this room.

I was a little disgusted by Duan Ruochen's noisy reaction, and it was not good to give him a face in front of Situ Yunzhe, so I didn't squeak, and quietly looked at Situ Yunzhe's reaction, and saw that his face was not very good-looking, probably because of the cultivation and habits developed in a good family atmosphere since childhood, he smiled generously and said to Duan Ruochen: "Then it's hard for you!" ”

It's just that tone, I sound a little weird, as if I was saying to Duan Ruochen, 'Come on, do a good job'.

I shook my head for a moment, but I didn't know that Situ Yunzhe had such a 'yin' side.

In a blink of an eye, Duan Ruochen had returned to the kitchen and started to get busy.

Situ Yunzhe turned around at this time and went to the door to bring in a few big bags of things, "This is for you, you can use it." ”

"I don't lack anything, and I have a salary now, and I don't need your handouts." I turned my head in a stubborn tone, not looking at the bags.

"Are you still mad at me?" Situ Yunzhe was not angry, he came up, pulled me to sit on the edge of the bed, and reached out to hold my hands, "Why are your hands so cold?" ”

"You have to take care of it!" I strained to open his hand, "My life and death have nothing to do with you anyway, and you'd better disappear like you did before." ”

"Can I understand that you are playing petty because I care too little about you?" Situ Yunzhe was not angry, but laughed.

At this time, I saw clearly that there was a thick tiredness in his smile, and it seemed that the circles under his eyes were also a little dark, and the person seemed to be much lighter than when he came last time, and he felt distressed for no reason.

Is work really that important? I really thought I was running like a machine, and in an instant, all my dissatisfaction with him seemed to disappear for the most part.

At that time, I never cared about whether my Ah Zhe would become so haggard because he was too tired from work, or whether he would disappear for so long for other reasons, but I only cared about him at that time, and never cared about him.

If you miss a moment, you miss many years.

When eating, it is even more embarrassing.

First of all, Situ Yunzhe and Duan Ruochen both seemed to have made an appointment, and they vigorously put vegetables into my bowl, because the rice was only cooked for two people a little more, and now the three of them eat, each of them is just enough for a bowl, fortunately, the two of them usually don't eat much, and I estimate that they can barely eat half full.

After eating, I didn't see Duan Ruochen leaving, so I packed up the dishes and chopsticks and went into the kitchen, leaving Duan Ruochen and Situ Yunzhe chatting in the room.

I was washing the dishes and cleaning up in the kitchen lightly, but in fact, I pricked up my ears to listen to the conversation between the two in the room, fortunately, they were all at work, and both of them were politely testing each other, I listened weirdly and awkwardly, and seemed to hear Situ Yunzhe thank Duan Ruochen for taking care of me and something like that.

I sneered, when did he start to do these face projects, if he had been beaten to death, he would not have said these flattering words, could it really be true to the truth that once a person enters the society, he must learn to adapt to the society, otherwise you will be eliminated by the society.

It's just that he never thought that Situ Yunzhe, who was a businessman, had changed his original detachment and become sophisticated and sleek in just a few months after he walked out of school.

After cleaning up the kitchen, I stayed in the kitchen for a while, until I heard Duan Ruochen say that I was leaving, and said politely to Duan Ruochen: "Duan Ruochen, you are leaving!" ”

"There's still some business to attend to in the afternoon, and we have to go." Duan Ruochen naturally opened my wardrobe and picked up the blazer hanging on the hanger from inside.

"I'll send you!" Situ Yunzhe also got up, and he took the lead in front of Duan Ruochen.

"It's good!" Duan Ruochen nodded, glanced at me, and followed Situ Yunzhe out of the small apartment.

A few minutes later, I hid behind the balcony and quietly watched the two long-standing men on the side of the road, both in suits and leather shoes, standing on the side of the road, which naturally attracted the sideways glances of passers-by.

The two seemed to be chatting harmoniously at first, but chatting and chatting actually had an argument, and their expressions were a little excited, especially Situ Yunzhe, who angrily grabbed Duan Ruochen's collar, at that moment, my heart rose to my throat, I have never seen Situ Yunzhe have such a violent side, his cultivation level, among all the men I know, should be the most graceful and cultivated, is it just because he bumped into Duan Ruochen in my apartment today? But he's not such a stingy person!

I didn't dare to continue looking, so I left the balcony and returned to the room to think alone, if Situ Yunzhe saw Chen Chen today, he would not have such a big temper! It seems that he must have misunderstood Duan Ruochen.

Suddenly a little at a loss, am I doing something bad and being caught by my boyfriend?

Twenty minutes later, Situ Yunzhe returned to the room, still with the anger that had not yet faded, I saw that he frowned, and for a moment I forgot my previous unhappiness, and asked him cautiously as if I had done something wrong, "You, what did you do today?" ”

Situ Yunzhe paused, and then looked at me with a complicated expression, looking at his demeanor, he originally wanted to say something to me, but he couldn't help it, he came over and gently hugged me, "I've been too busy this time, so I haven't been in touch with you, are you angry with me?" ”

I struggled, and he confined him again, and I struggled twice, not moving, so I had to give up, and greedily smelled the good smell of him, but I was a little strange, as if there was still some strange smell of medicinal juice on his body that he had not had before.

"Shen'er, did you really believe me?" Situ Yunzhe sighed above my head, and then said, "That's it, whether you believe it or not, I just want to tell you that sometimes, what you see is not necessarily the truth. I don't want to defend myself, because what you saw that morning was also despised by my Situ Yunzhe himself, you can punish me, beat me, and scold me, but please don't drive me away, don't leave me, okay? ”

"Situ Yunzhe, have you missed me since you left B University?" I sighed, what he saw was not necessarily the truth, and I was very inspired to hear it.

Just think about the thing about me that day when Duan Ruochen hugged me from behind in the private room, although he didn't bump into me, if he bumped into me, it would be difficult to explain, and then think of the fact that I was in a room with Duan Ruochen and Duan Ruochen today and was bumped into by him, it was all unexplainable things, but he didn't even ask, this should be the trust problem he always said, I think, he should have absolute trust in me!

"Of course there is, I think about everything, I think about everything, and I can't sleep all night!" Situ Yunzhe lowered his head and stared at me affectionately.

"Ah Zhe--" I felt a burst of excitement in my heart, and my mood was so good that I had a sudden thought, and I drew circles on his chest with my fingers, and I could feel the slight tremors of his body through the suit, "You say, can I trust you?" ”

"Didn't you already choose to believe me?" Situ Yunzhe shook my hand, "Do you know, for women, this is a very dangerous way to tease, for men, it is a very uncomfortable way to endure, I have endured it for four years, and now I have stepped out of the school, so I don't necessarily have that much determination." ”

"I don't care, I just want to make you uncomfortable, who made you disappear for so long." I gloated, unaware that danger was near.

"Shen'er--" Situ Yunzhe breathed rapidly, and at this time, the hoarse and low voice was infinitely amplified to charm me, I felt that every sensory factor in my body was shouted by his charming voice, and my throat unconsciously let out a sigh, and when I realized that my muttering was a little inappropriate, my whole face began to burn, so I broke free from his arms with a ashamed face.

"Shen'er!" Situ Yunzhe didn't allow me to leave his embrace, a turn, I was easily fixed in his arms again, he gently rubbed my waist-high hair, put it between his nose, closed his eyes and sniffed, when he opened his eyes again, there was a deep pity in his eyes, "You have lost a lot of weight!" ”

The belt gradually widens and does not regret it, and it makes people haggard for Yixiao! Liu Yong's butterfly love flower, which was haggard because he missed Yiren, was used on us at this moment, and it was extremely appropriate.

But do you know that I am emaciated for you?

I stubbornly held back the tears that almost fell, not wanting him to laugh at me, and while I said words to him without mercy, I enjoyed his warmth.