Chapter 119: Two by two
Just as I was thinking wildly, my face was suddenly shackled by his slender and well-jointed hands, and then his warm lips slowly fell, I blushed and my heart beat, and I subconsciously closed my eyes, and my reason had long been lost under his gentleness.
It's just that my world can't live without him for a long time, so why struggle and exhaust myself.
It's just that I can have no sun, no friendship, no love in my life, but I can't lose my beloved Bai Yueguang, even if he doesn't want to get married, even if I see an unbearable scene that morning, even if he hasn't paid attention to me for months, even if his love for me is never as deep as my love for him, so what? As long as I still love him, as long as he still loves me, that's enough.
He asked me to trust him, then I trusted him, not to mention that I saw only two bodies that morning, I didn't catch him in bed, I had seen him drunk before, I couldn't believe that he could do anything against the norm when he was drunk, not to mention that he took that woman for me.
Ah Zhe, my love for you is as tragic and humble as it is.
Situ Yunzhe first kissed the tip of my forehead and nose, and finally slowly covered my lips.
"Ah Zhe--" consciousness is constantly lost in the body, the whole body has long been paralyzed, I had to stick the whole body to Situ Yunzhe, and climbed up to his neck, through the heavy coat, I can also clearly feel the changes in his body, before I can react, the whole body is in the air, and the person has arrived at my small bed that is only one meter and two wide.
"Shen'er, I've been waiting for this moment for more than four years." After Situ Yunzhe finished speaking, he had already deceived himself, and there was a strong desire in his eyes, so thick that I was so frightened that I only dared to close my eyes, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, pitiful.
Suddenly, Situ Yunzhe's chuckle came from the top of his head, and then his kiss changed from warm to crazy, and his hands began to be irregular, and after a while, I felt a chill in my chest, and I couldn't help but open my eyes wide, seeing Situ Yunzhe's eyes were blurred, and slowly descended, my whole person trembled with the flurry, "Ah Zhe!" Don't--"
"Good, let go!" Situ Yunzhe grabbed my hand, put it on his lips and kissed it gently, and with the other hand, he helped me wipe the tears that overflowed from the corners of my eyes, "You forgot, we said okay, you said that when I came back from Europe, we we--"
"But I'm nervous." I quickly interrupted him, and nervously tugged at his clothes, "I, I'm not mentally prepared yet. ”
"Fool, it's been more than four years, how do you still want to prepare?" Situ Yunzhe smiled, "You don't have to do anything, leave the rest to me." ”
"You said that you are very experienced, could it be that you have been hanging me aside for the past few months, and you are just learning that Rausch experience?" I didn't care about being ashamed, and I pouted to express my dissatisfaction with him.
"You--" Situ Yunzhe's handsome face suddenly turned white and black with anger, but when he looked at my innocent expression, he didn't make a fire, and finally he sighed, helped me wrap my clothes, and lay down beside me, closed his eyes, and after a while, his breath gradually calmed down.
"Ah Zhe, you, angry?" I didn't dare to look at him, I only dared to ask in a whisper, who knew that he didn't squeak, first shook his head, and then nodded.
Seeing that he was shaking his head and nodding his head, I was not sure whether he was pretending to be angry or really not angry, so I had to lie quietly like him and not make a sound.
"Shen'er, find a time to meet my parents, okay?" After a while, Situ Yunzhe suddenly turned sideways to me and said to me briskly.
"What? Meet your mom and dad? As soon as I heard that I was going to meet my parents at Situ's house, instead of being surprised, I was extremely frightened, "No, I, I'm not mentally prepared yet." ”
"Hell again, mental preparation."
"That's what it was! You want me to fulfill my promise all at once, and you want me to meet your parents all of a sudden, where can I bear it like a great enemy in my heart. ”
My number of voices provoked Situ Yunzhe's chuckle, he looked at me dotingly, "Don't be nervous, let me tell you, my parents are very generous people, they never mind the relationship between disciples, Dad especially admires the motivated poor children, many of the senior cadres he promoted are from poor families, not to mention my mother, her background is somewhat similar to yours, she has known your situation very early, likes you very much, and has been paying attention to you, so she forced us to get married before we officially graduated, It's just that at that time, I hadn't experienced the torment of separation, so I kept making excuses to prevaricate her. ”
I couldn't help but be filled with infinite curiosity about Situ's father and Situ's mother, so I snorted coldly at Situ Yunzhe, "I hate you, I wasted more than four years in vain, if you had taken me to see them earlier, so many things would not have happened in the future, and I wouldn't have to come to this Laoshizi Luzhou." ”
"Yes, yes, it's all my fault, it's my thoughtlessness that made you suffer so much, can I formally apologize to you now?"
"Not good--" I didn't think about it, I turned over and sat on top of him, tugged at his ear and asked, "I ask you, on the eve of graduation, when I came out of the gymnasium, you told your mother that you didn't want to marry me, and now?" ”
"You twisted my meaning, it's not that I don't want to marry you, I just don't want to marry for the time being."
"Why? Now give me the truth. I pinched his face again and said angrily.
Situ Yunzhe also stroked my face, as if holding a treasure unwilling to let go, after a while, he slowly said to me, "Shen'er, you have lost your relatives since you were a child, so in the process of growing up, you must have suffered a lot, I have always wanted to make myself stronger, strong enough to protect you for a lifetime, not let you suffer any grievances, shed a tear, only at that time, I can stand in front of you with confidence, can give you the best everything, can be your strong backing, just graduated, I don't have that ability." ”
"But I am willing to bear all this with you, even if it is birth, old age, sickness, and death! I will not back down. "I was moved by Situ Yunzhe's confession, it turned out that the reason why he didn't want to get married was also for my sake, but at that time, I always thought that he didn't love me, and I was always entangled and petty. Now that I think about it, it really shouldn't be.
"I know, but I care, because I'm a man, and there are some things that should be borne by men." Situ Yunzhe is affectionate, his eyes are as gentle as a pool of clear water, I can't bear to blink, as if in the blink of an eye, his gentleness will disappear.
"Ah Zhe, I'm sorry!" I suddenly ignored my shyness and lay on Situ Yunzhe's body, "I was too willful before. ”
"No, I didn't do well enough before, although the idea was good, but I still made you sad and made you cry." Situ Yunzhe naturally circled me, "Shen'er, promise me that from now on, we will live happily like those four years, okay?" ”
"Hmm!" I nodded vigorously, and when I wanted to continue to nest in Situ Yunzhe's arms, my mobile phone rang inappropriately, and I reluctantly picked up the mobile phone from the small bedside table, and it turned out to be Chen Chen, who had also been missing for more than half a month.
I really can't think of how this Chen Chen, who has disappeared in front of me for nearly a month, would think of calling me today.
"Ye Shen'er, I'm under your apartment now, and I'll come up in five minutes." As soon as I pressed the answer button, I heard Chen Chen's voice coming in, and after saying a few words, the phone was hung up, and I looked at the disheveled Situ Yunzhe and me, and my face was bloodless with fright.
"It's Chen Chen!" Situ Yunzhe stared at me and asked.
"It's Chen Chen, he said he would come up in five minutes." I looked at Situ Yunzhe in a panic, then bounced out of bed and hurriedly ran to the bathroom to start sorting out my clothes.
What the hell is going on today, everyone is running towards me as if they are about to make an appointment.
After cleaning up, I opened the door of the bathroom, and Situ Yunzhe had already opened the door of the apartment, and was standing at the door of the apartment, as if greeting Chen Chen.
I only then had time to take a closer look at Situ Yunzhe, wearing a black suit, a white shirt inside, a gray woolen sweater, a light-colored tie, and shiny leather shoes.
Once upon a time, the big boy who often wore school uniforms and sweatshirts on campus, looked vibrant, sunny and handsome, and often gave people a feeling of spring breeze, has long since transformed into this stable and introverted mature man.
Such an excellent and charming man actually belongs to the grassroots-like Ye Shen'er, my heart is a little unreal, so I keep looking at him like this, I am at the door of the bathroom, he is at the door of the apartment, we look at each other, and there is no room for anyone in our eyes.
When Chen Chen and Lin Xuan came up, what they saw was the scene where the eyes of Situ Yunzhe and I were tightly intertwined, and he stepped forward and stretched out his hand to shake it in front of my eyes, "It's a lot." ”
"Why are you here?" I snorted coldly at Chen Chen in a very unfriendly tone: "I thought that Boss Chen had long forgotten that there were still people living pitifully in Luzhou?" ”
"Aren't you alive and well? The scene of you looking at each other with affection is really touching, and people can't bear to destroy it. Chen Chen said and glanced at Lin Xuan, "I said Lin Xuan, is it not the right time for us to come!" Delayed the warmth of the couple's mouth. ”
"It seems like oh, I said I wouldn't come, but you just want to come." Lin Xuanle echoed Chen Chen, she will always be like this in front of Chen Chen.
"Chen Chen, Lin Xuan, long time no see." Although Chen Chen and Lin Xuan sang a double reed unfriendly, Situ Yunzhe didn't care, and greeted the two very politely.