Chapter 104: Past 18
"Why do you say this all of a sudden?"
Su Xiaomeng sat up, looked at He Yufan and said, "It's nothing, I'm just curious."
After a long time, He Yufan said softly, "Actually, I don't know what I like about you."
Hearing this, Su Xiaomeng's heart instantly cooled.
He Yufan took her left hand, and then said, "But what I know is that you have nothing to dislike from me, as long as you are by my side, I will be unusually relieved, the whole person is very relaxed, and every time I see your smile, I will be very happy, I will be happy because you are happy, and I will be sad because you are sad,
I miss you like crazy when I can't see you, although we are in the same classroom every day, but I still miss you very much at night, and every time I have a holiday, it is also the hardest time for me, because I can't see you"
His words warmed Su Xiaomeng's heart, and her whole body actually warmed up, in this winter night, his words could make her not feel cold, what kind of magic is this?
"I'm just asking you what you like about me, what are you talking about, it's embarrassing for me?" Su Xiaomeng may not even have noticed the shyness in her tone
"What, Xiaoxiao, is this not satisfactory with my answer?"
"Not really, it's just..."
But should she ask him about the past?
"Just what?" He Yufan asked rhetorically
Su Xiaomeng took a deep breath and said, "It's just that can you tell me when you fell in love with me in the first place?" ”
"This, in fact, I don't know very well, probably after you and Ye Jingxun were together."
Originally, Su Xiaomeng still had a trace of fantasy, but he didn't expect that what Ye Jingxun said was true.
"Did you tell Ye Jingxun everything about me in the first place? Before I was with him," Su Xiaomeng asked
He Yufan's heart chuckled instantly, is this day coming after all?
He sat up, took Su Xiaomeng's hand with both hands, and said nervously, "At that time, I thought he was good, so just..."
"So you told him everything about me?" Su Xiaomeng said with a sneer
"Xiaomeng, don't be angry, okay, I did it wrong at the beginning, and I know that I am sorry for you, it doesn't matter how you punish me, but I, just ask you not to leave me, okay?"
Su Xiaomeng pulled out his hands from his hands, stood up and said, "I know that although the incident between me and Ye Jingxun was caused by you, I know that you shouldn't be blamed.
I just want to know, at that time, you, me, Tao Xilun, the three of us had such a good relationship, he knew that he would come to ask me first, should he tell Ye Jingxun everything about me, what about you? Why do you call the shots without asking for my opinion,
Or do you think you can manipulate my life?"
He Yufan was really panicked, because he had never seen such a Su Xiaomeng, she had always felt gentle and lovely, but now, it can be seen how angry she is!
"He Yufan, give me a reason why you did that in the first place"
"Xiaomeng, I don't want to lie to you, but if you know the real reason and won't be with me again, do you still choose to know?"
Su Xiaomeng was silent.
Seeing that she was silent, He Yufan quickly stood up and said cautiously, "Xiaomeng, that's all in the past, let's not worry about it, you see, how good we are now, why bother with the past?" You say, yes! ”
At this moment, Su Xiaomeng seemed to feel that He Yufan in front of him was such a stranger, didn't he even have the right to know the truth?
She said without any emotion, "Reason?"
Su Xiaomeng didn't know how she left the playground.
When she returned to her bedroom, she could still greet her roommates with a smile on her face, but only she knew how bitter and painful her heart was...
It wasn't until she was lying in her own bed that she dared to unload her defenses and bite her fingers to prevent herself from crying.
Dozens of minutes ago, she asked He Yufan for a reason, and what he said, until now she can remember how hurtful his words were.
He said, "At that time, the relationship between the three of us was really good, I thought that you liked me at that time, and I didn't want to affect our relationship, and at the same time I was afraid of delaying my studies, and at this time, Ye Jingxun happened to be interesting to you, so I"
"So, you can't wait to tell him everything about me? Also, He Yufan, why do you think I liked you at that time, will you feel too good about yourself," Su Xiaomeng said sarcastically
Thinking of something, Su Xiaomeng then asked, "Then, after we were together, you were so good to me, is it to make up for me, or"
He Yufan replied, "At the beginning, it was to make up for the harm you suffered because of me."
"He Yufan, I didn't find out until now, it turns out that you are really rubbish, I, Su Xiaomeng, don't need your amends, don't need your mercy, do you understand? Why do you want to use your self-righteousness to treat me like this, I tell you, I don't need to"