Chapter 105: Past 19
After Su Xiaomeng finished complaining, she turned around and wanted to leave this place that made her so cold.
He Yufan grabbed her arm from behind her and said anxiously, "Can you listen to me finish speaking!"
Yes, I admit that when you first separated from Ye Jingxun, whenever I saw you sad for him, I felt extremely guilty, but I also liked you at that time, so I felt even more sorry for you,
Shinomu, you can't deny our later happiness because of past mistakes, and you can't deny my liking for you, my concern for you, I don't ask you to forgive me for the mistakes I made in the past, but can you give me a chance to stay by your side, okay?
You've also seen my feelings for you for so long, so give me, give yourself, a chance, okay?
Do you know? How much I regret that I did that, especially after you were with him, during that time I recognized my feelings for you, I blamed myself, I ran away, but at that time, you already belonged to someone else, I didn't dare to expect extravagance, so I avoided you,
Later, you separated from him, and I blamed myself even more and was helpless, because you are such a good girl, it is because of me that I have endured all this, so since then, I swear, your smile will be guarded by me in the future, but I still have to say sorry to you"
Su Xiaomeng listened to his sincere words, now she was a mess in her head, and she actually didn't know why they became the way they are.
All along, she felt that she was sorry for He Yufan, because she always had Ye Jingxun's place in her heart, so whenever he took good care of herself, she felt very guilty.
But now, he told himself that those difficult days were all because of him, and it was because of him that he had a series of pain and suffering, can he forgive him?
I don't know, she really doesn't know right now...
"He Yufan, I don't know how we should go on in the future, I'm tired, let's calm down during this time"
With that, he broke his hand that was holding his arm and strode out of the playground resolutely.
He Yufan looked at her distant back, and his heart was desolate, after all, she still knew about it, and she knew that there was this day, didn't she?
Her reaction was far better than she expected, at least, she said calm, not apart, but why did this make her heart ache?
Shinomu, we still have a chance, right?
In the long dark night, Su Xiaomeng stared at the ceiling, thinking about what had just happened, and at the same time recalled her past, well, there are bitter and sweet, but should she continue to walk with He Yufan?
Actually, she didn't do anything wrong, but why should she bear it herself, she can't forget how hard she lived during the time she was separated from Ye Jingxun, and she can't forget the joy and attention that Ye Jingxun brought to her.
Therefore, as far as He Yufan first told Ye Jingxun about his contact information, he really shouldn't blame him, but he still blames him a little.
And remembering what Ye Jingxun told him about the reason why they broke up, it seems that he should blame He Yufan even more, but he was indeed hiding from himself at that time, and he can only blame himself for being too stupid and naïve at that time.
Actually, if you think about it carefully, it doesn't seem like a big deal, it may be that it was a little difficult to accept when I learned the truth for a while, but even so, He Yufan, what should we do?
If you chose to push me to someone else, why did you provoke me?
However, it seems, it seems, is still my own problem! It seems that I tried it first?
Su Xiaomeng was completely speechless╯_╰, what is this! It seems that everything has its own responsibility, and you still blame others, when did you become such a person?
After thinking about it, she suddenly found that she only cared about her own problems today, and seemed to ignore why He Yufan was so strange today.
Wrapped himself in the quilt, took out his mobile phone, boarded QQ, and typed a series of words to send over, "Why are you so strange today"
After I finished sending it, I looked at the time, and complained about myself in my heart, it was almost two o'clock, and I was really hot-headed, and I could do everything, speechless...
I didn't expect him to reply, but after about a minute, he returned to "I'll tell you when you're not angry with me", and then sent a naughty expression...
Unfortunately, Su Xiaomeng turned off his phone ten seconds before receiving his message and prepared to sleep.
And He Yufan didn't wait for her reply, but at this time, his mood was not as sad and gloomy as before.
Because she can remember her abnormality today, it means that, perhaps, she doesn't care so much about what she said to her tonight.
Although he was very happy, he still hoped that she could blame him and blame him, at least in this way, his heart would feel better