I don't know why, I've been particularly irritable these days, I feel like a powder keg that is about to explode, I always have that kind of impatience, my mother's words feel like they can explode at a touch, maybe she must have felt it, but she didn't ask why, I feel so bad, I hope to get rid of this unbearable emotion as soon as possible, maybe I know why, maybe ...... Ling'er called me at noon, I was surprised, she said that she and Ke went to play in City B, I don't know why, I paused for a few seconds on the other end of the phone,

"Oh" said, and then asked when I was going back, she said I don't know, I didn't say anything, I couldn't help but ask her what to go at noon, she said for a while, and then I said let her have fun, as long as she was happy, when she said this, maybe only I knew how uncomfortable I was in my heart, and then she said don't let me say this, I feel tired, yes!

That's what I say when I'm tired! In order not to make her tired of listening, I had to say that I didn't mean anything else, just to let you have fun.

In the past few days, I have thought too much about what she said, saying that I should not look for her, I like to be quiet alone, but the result is ....., maybe I should be quiet, it is time to pick myself up again, think about how I should go next, I can no longer let myself fall into a deep inextricability for her impatience, in fact, I can live well when I am alone, or how have I passed these six years.

It's that sometimes one second is free and easy, the next second is entangled, infinitely repeated, self-loathing, just because it's too sensitive.

I started to learn to drive today, and I can meet all kinds of people, I don't know if I can last a few days, at first because of her encouragement and my own impulse to learn to drive, but now ......, even I can't tell what it is for.

When I came back today, I felt the urge to give up, not because I was tired, but because I really felt tired. I hope that no matter how big the pain is, I will forget it after sleeping.

Chasing tomorrow with yesterday on your back will exhaust every moment. Only by walking and forgetting can you feel the happiness that comes to you.

Troubles don't stay overnight, forgetfulness is happiness. Let's hope this bad mood will pass soon! It might be nice to get through this time.

The years are ruthless, and I am really no longer young and frivolous, otherwise today's phone call from a colleague said to go to City B, if it was the original self, I might not hesitate to go, but now there is no more, even....

Encounters are always caught off guard, and parting is mostly planned for a long time, there are always some people who will slowly fade out of your life, we have to learn to accept rather than miss.