chapter142
It's autumn in L.A., the days are getting shorter, and the sunset is getting earlier.
It doesn't get dark until eight o'clock in the middle of summer, but now in early autumn, it's completely dark at eight o'clock.
On the weekend, Huang Ping didn't go to work and stayed at home all day.
Cheng Rao went out today, she didn't think much about it, she said that she went to relax, she thought, she also needed.
But no one came back until eight o'clock.
Huang Ping was inevitably a little worried.
In the end, she couldn't hold back, took out her mobile phone and dialed Cheng Rao's number.
I called two or three times, but there was no answer.
Huang Ping's right eyelid jumped twice suddenly, she got up from the sofa, got dressed, and drove to find Cheng Rao in person.
Cheng Rao doesn't have any friends, she knows this.
Therefore, there are only a few places she can go.
Huang Ping's first thought was Huayue City, she and Xiao Ye lived there before, she would definitely go over to remember.
Therefore, after going out, Huang Ping drove directly to Huayue City.
**
After more than 40 minutes, Huang Ping parked the car at the entrance of the duplex building in Huayue City.
She got out of the car and walked to the door, entered the password to enter the door, and looked around on the first floor, but she didn't see Cheng Rao's figure.
However, she saw Cheng Rao's changed shoes.
This is enough to show that Cheng Rao is here.
At that moment, Huang Ping breathed a sigh of relief.
However, in the blink of an eye, she immediately changed her face as if she had thought of something.
Huang Ping walked upstairs quickly with a serious face and came to the bedroom.
The bedroom is lit and the door is hidden, and the light inside can be seen through the crack in the door.
Huang Ping didn't knock on the door, just pushed the door and walked in. After seeing the scene in front of him, Huang Ping's brain roared.
- Her daughter, lying on the bed, one hand hanging at her side, a large pool of blood on the floor next to her.
Next to her was Xiao Ye's urn.
Her eyes had closed, and her face and lips were pale.
On oneβs last legs.
"Rao-"
Huang Ping came to the side of the bed and reached Cheng Rao's nose with trembling hands.
After feeling her breathing, Huang Ping saw some hope.
She immediately took out her mobile phone and dialed 120, and then kept shaking Cheng Rao's shoulder.
"Silly boy, why are you so stupid......" she cried silently.
Huang Ping rarely cries like this, and when Cheng Xun died, she never cried like this.
It is precisely because of this that Cheng Rao will hate her and feel that she doesn't care about Cheng Xun.
Actually, it's not that she doesn't care, she just knows a truth very well-
In the adult world, tears are the most useless thing.
Huang Ping believes in a principle: when you encounter a problem, solve it first.
But now, in the face of such a situation, she can't solve it, she can only cry.
Once Cheng Shu died, she faced the Cheng family alone and never despaired;
Later, she ran the company alone, and the company encountered several crises, but she never despaired.
However, faced with her daughter's situation, there is nothing she can do.
If she could, she was willing to pay whatever it took to get Xiao Ye's life back.
At least...... It can make her happy.
Huang Ping held Cheng Rao in her arms and couldn't stop crying.
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The ambulance came quickly, arriving in less than ten minutes.
Cheng Rao was carried on a stretcher by paramedics, and Huang Ping drove to the hospital behind the ambulance.
Before leaving the bedroom, Huang Ping stared at the pool of blood on the ground, and her heart was like a knife.
Soon arrived at the hospital, Cheng Rao was sent to the emergency room, and Huang Ping stood alone in the corridor waiting.
At this moment, Qiao Ruzhang called.
Qiao Ruzhang had a party today, and returned home after finishing early, but he didn't see their mother and daughter, so he called to inquire.
Qiao Ruzhang: "You went out with Raorao?" β
"I'm ......" Hearing Qiao Ruzhang's voice, Huang Ping cried again.
She realized her gaffe, raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, "I'm in the hospital, Rao Rao cut her wrists, and I'm rescuing." β
As soon as Qiao Ruzhang heard Huang Ping say this, he immediately became a little serious: "Which hospital?" β
Huang Ping and Qiao Ruzhang said the name of the hospital, and then told him: "It's in the emergency room on the second floor." β
"I'll go right over." Qiao Ruzhang comforted her, "Don't be too excited, everything has me." β
Huang Ping did not answer. After hanging up the phone, she leaned against the wall, tears streaming down her face.
She didn't understand why Cheng Rao had to suffer such torture.
She did so much just to give her a better life.
In the end, she couldn't give her anything but money.
**
Qiao Ruzhang sped all the way to the hospital, and when he arrived, Cheng Rao had not yet come out of the emergency room.
Huang Ping stood in the hallway with tears on her face.
Seeing this, Qiao Ruzhang immediately walked up and grabbed her shoulders.
"I can't do anything...... Huang Ping leaned on Qiao Ruzhang weakly, and blamed herself: "I'm a mother, I can't give her anything, and in the end, I have to let her suffer like this." β
Qiao Ruzhang moved her lips and wanted to speak, but finally chose to be silent.
In fact, he wants to say that after adults make a choice, they should be responsible for their own choice, that is, be prepared to bear the consequences.
He thought that Cheng Rao should have considered the consequences when she chose to be with Xiao Ye.
However, after thinking about it, she still chose to be with him, which shows that she is mentally prepared to suffer unexpected consequences.
These words, at such times, he is not easy to say.
How much Huang Ping hurts Cheng Rao, how could he not see it.
At this time, all he can do is stay by her side.
After Qiao Ruzhang came over, he accompanied Huang Ping to stand in the corridor for more than ten minutes, and the door of the rescue room finally opened.
Several doctors walked out, expressions of seriousness on their faces.
After Huang Ping saw the expression on the doctor's face, her right eyelid began to jump again.
Huang Ping stepped forward and took the initiative to ask, "Doctor, how is my daughter......?" β
"The cut is really accurate, I have lost too much blood, I have already had a blood transfusion, and there is no danger to my life for the time being. If it's ten minutes late, it's probably hopeless. The doctor first told her the results succinctly and clearly.
After saying that, she added, "But ......"
"But what?" Huang Ping asked eagerly. "Just now we took a blood sample and did a test, and it was found that she was pregnant."
The doctor said, "I don't know exactly how many days, so I can go back and have a detailed examination with an ultrasound." β
β¦β¦ Pregnant?
Another piece of news that was shocking and speechless.
Huang Ping was stunned, and didn't know what to say for a long time.
Hearing the doctor say this, Qiao Ruzhang was also a little surprised.
However, he reacted faster than Huang Ping.
After a pause of more than ten seconds, he asked the doctor, "Is the child okay?" β
"It should be fine, go back to the obstetrics department and register for a check-up. But if you continue to toss like this, it may not be. β
The doctor said, "She is too thin, she should be a little anemic, people who are not in good health are pregnant because they are sinful, and then they are so poor and tossed, it is themselves who suffer." β
"You parents should also pay more attention to it, and talk to the father of the child." The doctor said a few words in a clichΓ©.
Hearing the words "the child's father", Huang Ping's face became even more ugly.
Ten minutes later, Cheng Rao was sent to the ward.
She had just finished stitching up the wound and she hadn't woken up yet.
The nurse left after sending Cheng Rao in.
Huang Ping thought about what the doctor had just said, and had a splitting headache.
Pregnant......
This child should be kept, and they can't afford to raise it.
What she was afraid of was that Cheng Rao would think of Xiao Ye as soon as she saw this child, so she would ...... the rest of her life What to do?
There was a mess in my head.
There are some things that she can't even think about.
As soon as Qiao Ruzhang saw Huang Ping's expression, he knew what she was thinking.
Cheng Rao is pregnant...... She should be quite struggling.
Qiao Ruzhang thought for a while and explained his thoughts to Huang Ping: "If the child is healthy, then let Rao Rao keep the child." β
After hearing Qiao Ruzhang's voice, Huang Ping came back to his senses and looked at him.
The look in his eyes was clearly asking him: Why?
Qiao Ruzhang glanced at Cheng Rao on the hospital bed, and then explained to Huang Ping: "She needs the motivation to live now, and it's good to have a child." Such...... She can also be a little more optimistic. β
Huang Ping thought about it, what Qiao Ruzhang said was actually quite reasonable.
Cheng Rao must be heartbroken now, otherwise she wouldn't have cut her wrists.
If you have children...... She shouldn't be unable to think about it anymore.
Huang Ping thought for a while, then nodded, "Good ......"
**
All night, Huang Ping and Qiao Ruzhang did not leave the ward.
Cheng Rao felt that she had a long dream, in the dream, she and Xiao Ye returned to the campus, Xiao Ye took her hand and walked in the shade, she looked at him with a smile.
Finally, goodbye.
However, this pleasant picture did not last long.
As he walked, Xiao Ye suddenly disappeared.
She tried desperately to grasp his hand, but in vain.
It was at this time that Cheng Rao woke up.
She snapped open her eyes.
After being in the dark for too long, she suddenly felt the sunlight, and her eyes were extremely uncomfortable.
Seeing Cheng Rao wake up, Huang Ping immediately walked to the hospital bed, bent down and asked her, "Is there anything uncomfortable?" β
Cheng Rao moved her lips and didn't speak.
Her mouth was dry and her throat was sore.
She looked down and saw her hand wrapped in gauze.
A tingling pain hit her wrist, and she finally began to realize the fact that she wasn't dead.
She couldn't see Xiao Ye anymore.
Thinking of this, she suddenly cried, without warning, and tears kept falling.
Huang Ping saw Cheng Rao crying, and her eyes were sour.
She lifted her hand and gently wiped away her tears.
Huang Ping took a deep breath and said to Cheng Rao, "Don't cry. The doctor said that you are pregnant, and you have a baby in your belly now, don't think about it...... Even if it's for the sake of the children, they should live well, right? β
Huang Ping didn't want to hide Cheng Rao's matter.
Although Cheng Rao is not old now and has not yet reached the time to be a mother, since the child is here, it means that fate has arrived.
If this child can give her hope of survival, that's fine.
Deal...... She raised them for the rest of her life.
ββ¦β¦ Pregnant? Hearing Huang Ping say this, Cheng Rao was a little distracted.
She lifted her hand and touched her stomach.
She never thought about getting pregnant. Because she doesn't like children, not at all.
Once when Xiao Ye was undergoing chemotherapy, she said that she would give him a child in the future.
However, after that, the two of them did not put this matter on the agenda.
Later, Xiao Ye recovered, and when the two of them did it, they really didn't take much action.
Especially when I went to Europe...... Now that I think about it, the child should have had it at that time.
"Yes, you're pregnant." Huang Ping said to Cheng Rao, "So, take good care of your body and don't toss anymore." β
"......" Cheng Rao couldn't say a word.
She didn't know how to describe how she was feeling.
Happy? Surprise? Still is...... Regretful?
Being a mother is really too strange to her.
**
Early morning.
When Yu Chi woke up, Wen Jiayu was still leaning on his arms.
She slept well-behaved, motionless, with her hair hanging down to the side and neatly arranged.
Before she woke up, Wei Chi stared at her long eyelashes for a moment, and the image of last night flashed in her mind, and the hand on her side tightened into a fist.
β¦β¦ And just like that, it was done.
He actually looks down on himself a little, but he is a human after all, when his desire comes up, where can he hold it?
Yu Chi looked at Wen Jiayu's face, and his mood was extremely complicated.
When he was staring at her like this, Wen Jiayu had already woken up.
She opened her eyes, and the two of them were staring at each other so closely.
Wen Jiayu raised his hand and touched the captain's red face and kissed him on the mouth.
"Good morning." She smiled and said hello to him.
Wei Chi said "um", and then said to her, "I'll go out to buy breakfast, and you can sleep for a while." β
With that, he let go of the Wenjia fish and got up from the bed.
He was wearing only a pair of panties.
Wei Chi took sweatpants from the closet and put them on, and casually wore a hooded sweatshirt on them.
After getting dressed, he asked her, "What do you want for breakfast?" β
"Let's make a little ravioli." Wen Jiayu said, "One more egg." β
"yes, got it." Wei Chi said, "I'll buy it after I'm done, and you can sleep for a while." β
Last night, the two of them tossed a lot, Wen Jiayu should be quite tired.
"Okay, then I'll stay in bed for a while." Wen Jiayu smiled, "I thought you didn't like people lying in bed very much." β
Wei Chi glanced back at her and wondered, "Why?" β
Wen Jiayu said: "Aren't you soldiers very time-conscious? β
"That's to my subordinates." Wei Chi explained to Wen Jiayu, "You're not a recruit. β
"Oh-" Wenjia's fishtail dragged long, "so you mean I'm special?" β
ββ¦β¦ Aren't you my girlfriend? "Yu Chi really doesn't have much experience in this area, and he can't guess what answer Wen Jiayu wants to hear.
However, he himself didn't expect to guess correctly so by mistake.
After hearing him say this, Wen Jiayu smiled brightly. Seeing Wen Jiayu smiling, Yu Chi was also infected.
He hooked his lips and said, "Lie in bed, I'll go wash up." β
When he washed his face, Wei Chi's breathing suddenly became a little stuffy, without warning.
He had good cardiorespiratory ability and physical fitness, and he had never felt this way except for the days when Wei Zhi died.
Yu Chi picked up a towel and wiped his face, propped his hands on both sides of the washbasin, looked at himself in the mirror, and his breathing was a little short.
He had no idea where this feeling was coming from, as if something was blocked in his chest, and even if he took a big breath, it would not be smooth.
Wei Chi slowed down for a while, then left the bathroom and went out to buy breakfast.
**
After Cheng Rao's spirit recovered a little, Huang Ping took Cheng Rao to do a B-ultrasound.
Now the pregnancy time is short, and the B-ultrasound is not very detailed.
However, the doctor said that the child is not too much of a problem now, as long as he pays attention to nutrition.
After learning that she was pregnant, Cheng Rao's mood has not been able to calm down.
Her state of mind is complex and cannot be described as a single emotion.
It's just that...... She really didn't think about suicide anymore.
When she looked down at her stomach, she would think that there was a combination of her and Xiao Ye's life here.
If TA stays, it means that Xiao Ye's life has been extended.
Thinking of this, she suddenly had the motivation to live.
She must work hard...... Keep the continuation of his life.
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Cheng Rao stayed in the hospital for three days before being discharged.
Huang Ping bought Cheng Rao a bunch of nutritional supplements to take in the early stages of pregnancy, and Cheng Rao also ate them on time.
Huang Ping found that Qiao Ruzhang was right.
After learning the news of her pregnancy, Cheng Rao began to eat and sleep on time, although her words were still very few, but Huang Ping was very relieved to have such a change.
**
The days passed unhurriedly, and in the blink of an eye it was November.
It was almost late autumn in L.A. in November, and the trees on both sides of the street were already bare, but the sun was still good.
Cheng Rao hardly went out during this time and stayed at home every day.
At this time, she is almost three months pregnant, she has gained some weight, and her belly can be seen a little.
She still said very little, and in her spare time she sat alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room in a daze, staring out the window, watching without blinking, and no one knew what she was thinking.
During this time, she was eating all kinds of supplements, and her complexion was much lighter than before.
Huang Ping is very pleased to have such a change.
Recently, Qiao Yaoyu has not had any classes.
He heard about Cheng Rao from Qiao Ruzhang and felt very sorry.
Qiao Ruzhang said that Cheng Rao was not in a good mood, so Qiao Yaoyu rushed to play with her.
Qiao Yaoyu would come four or five days a week, and at first, he sat next to Cheng Rao and talked to her, but she would not reply a word.
Later, I started talking to him slowly.
Qiao Yaoyu knew that his "probation" had played a role.
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"Hey, do you want to play a game?"
That afternoon, Qiao Yaoyu came to Cheng's house again.
When he came over, he was carrying a small suitcase in his hand, and after entering the door to change into slippers, Qiao Yaoyu opened the box and took out the game console and controller from it.
He pinched the two handles in his hands, shook them in front of Cheng Rao, and said ostentatiously: "This is the limited edition I just bought recently, it looks good, right?" β
Hearing Qiao Yaoyu say this, Cheng Rao raised her head and took a look, but she still looked lacking in interest.
She doesn't like to play games herself, she didn't like it before, and she can't even do it now.
"Hey, hey, I said-" Qiao Yaoyu poked Cheng Rao's shoulder with the handle, "Give me some face, I'll make a special trip to please you." β
Cheng Rao originally had no expression on her face, but after hearing Qiao Yaoyu say this, her arms stiffened slightly.
She's not hard-hearted.
When she was so embarrassed, Qiao Yaoyu still coaxed her to be happy like this......
To be honest, she was a little moved.
Maybe it's because you're pregnant, and your hormones have changed, so it's easy to be impressed.
"What to play?" Cheng Rao raised her head and asked him.
After Qiao Yaoyu heard Cheng Rao's answer, he smiled and said, "Just play the one that fought last time." β
Last time?
Hearing him say this, Cheng Rao was in a trance.
After thinking about it carefully, he should have said the previous trip to country M.
That time at the hotel, she seemed to have played a game with him, and she lost badly.
When you think about it, it seems like it's been less than a year.
However, she actually had a feeling of being in a different world.
She's been through so much this year.
Thinking of these things, Cheng Rao's expression was a little not good.
Qiao Yaoyu saw her show this expression, and immediately opened her mouth to bring her back to her senses: "Hey, what do you want, hurry up, let's start!" β
After hearing Qiao Yaoyu's voice, Cheng Rao came back to her senses, picked up the handle, and sat on the round cushion in front of the TV.
She straightened her hair and stared at the TV screen.
After Qiao Yaoyu saw her like this, he laughed: "Okay, it's quite stylish, wait and see if you can win me." β
With that, he pressed the button to start the game.
Qiao Yaoyu obviously released the water this time, because he found that Cheng Rao was playing very seriously.
He thought, anyway, no matter where his level goes, he has to win, and for the sake of her mood, it doesn't matter if he loses her once.
During the whole game, Qiao Yaoyu didn't pay much attention to it, and changed several roles, all of which were defeated by Cheng Rao.
In the end, Cheng Rao's side lit up, and his side turned black and white.
Qiao Yaoyu put the handle aside, turned his head to look at Cheng Rao, and said with a smile: "Okay, why are you so good at fighting today." β
Cheng Rao moved her lips and wanted to speak, but she felt a pain in her lower abdomen.
She subconsciously moved her body, and her entire abdomen was falling.
The pain intensified, and before long, beads of sweat oozed from her forehead.
Qiao Yaoyu was originally looking forward to Cheng Rao's reply, but as a result, she saw her like this.
Qiao Yaoyu was taken aback, he moved to Cheng Rao's side and patted her on the shoulder, "What's wrong with you?" What's uncomfortable? I'll go get you a doctorβ"
"Belly...... Child ......" Cheng Rao's voice was trembling, hoarse and weak.
When Qiao Yaoyu heard her say this, her heart "chuckled".
He directly picked Cheng Rao up, and looked at it, and there were already blood stains on the cushion she had just sat on.
Qiao Yaoyu's eyelids jumped twice suddenly, although he had never been in contact with pregnant women, he also knew that bleeding from pregnant women was not a good sign.
Qiao Yaoyu didn't even have time to change his slippers, picked up the car keys and ran out with Cheng Rao in his arms.
After putting Cheng Rao in the car, Qiao Yaoyu said to her: "You hold on, I'll take you to the hospital!" Don't sleep! β
Qiao Yaoyu saw that Cheng Rao was about to close her eyes, and suddenly raised her voice.
Cheng Rao's forehead was covered with sweat, and her lips were chapped and pale.
Qiao Yaoyu felt uncomfortable, closed the car door, stepped on the accelerator, and raced in the direction of the hospital.
Cheng Rao was lying in the back seat, and blood kept flowing out of her legs.
As a medical student, she knows better than anyone what such blood represents.