This is the third time in Cheng Rao's life that she has come to the funeral home.

The first time was when Cheng Lu died, and the second time was when Xiao Ye had an accident during the mission to South Africa.

She didn't expect that she would come so soon for the third time, and besides, the person who sent her farewell ...... Or him.

Cheng Rao got off the station and watched the staff carry Xiao Ye's body in.

She stood there staring at their backs for a moment, the ring on her ring finger glistening in the sunlight.

Huang Ping and Qiao Ruzhang got out of the other car, and after the two of them looked at each other, Huang Ping walked up to Cheng Rao and raised his hand to hold her arm.

"Let's go." Her voice was soft.

Cheng Rao glanced back at her, with no expression in her eyes.

After that, the three of them went to the funeral home together.

The funeral ceremony was very simple, Cheng Rao was dressed in black and watched them carry Xiao Ye's body to the cremation place.

Cheng Lu was also cremated when he died before, but Cheng Rao didn't see the process with her own eyes.

Huang Ping selfishly didn't want Cheng Rao to see this kind of cruel picture.

Therefore, when the staff of the funeral home pushed Xiao Ye's body to the crematorium, Huang Ping hugged Cheng Rao.

"Don't look at it." She said.

Cheng Rao still didn't speak, she gently pushed Huang Ping away, took a few steps forward, and stared intently in the direction of the crematorium.

Huang Ping looked at her like this, and tears kept falling.

Qiao Ruzhang took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped Huang Ping's tears.

He sighed softly and said to her, "Let her take one last look." ”

Huang Ping cried so much that she couldn't say a word.

After coming out of the hospital, Cheng Rao didn't say a word for two whole days.

She didn't cry, she didn't make trouble, she didn't hysterical or toss.

The more she was like this, the more scared Huang Ping became.

She would rather Cheng Rao cry, it doesn't matter if she cries, at least she can vent her emotions.

And not as it is now......

She couldn't see what she was thinking.

Huang Ping knew how much she loved Xiao Ye, and she regarded Xiao Ye as more important than her life.

Cheng Rao stood next to the crematorium and watched with her own eyes as the staff pushed Xiao Ye's body in.

At that moment, a warm liquid dripped from his eye socket.

She lifted her hand and gently wiped away the tears with her fingertips.

**

Half an hour later, the staff of the funeral home handed Xiao Ye's ashes to her.

Cheng Rao glanced down at the urn and asked in English: "Can you make a necklace?" ”

After the staff was stunned for a moment, they immediately understood what she meant.

In recent years, in order to commemorate the deceased, some people will make the ashes of the deceased into a specimen and carry it on their bodies, and funeral homes do provide this service.

The staff also replied to Cheng Rao in English: "Yes, you can choose the style." ”

Cheng Rao nodded and followed them outside.

Seeing this, Huang Ping and Qiao Ruzhang immediately followed.

After going out, the two of them reacted to what Cheng Rao was going to do.

Huang Ping pursed her lips, and tears couldn't stop falling.

When Xiao Ye went out on a mission to "sacrifice" in South Africa, Cheng Rao trapped herself in her memories and refused to come out.

Now that the two of them have been married once, if he dies like this again, Cheng Rao will probably not be able to get out of it for the rest of his life.

Just thinking about it, Huang Ping was so uncomfortable.

She leaned her head on Qiao Ruzhang's shoulder, crying so much that her eyes hurt.

Funeral home custom necklaces take time, and they won't be available until tomorrow at the earliest.

Therefore, after paying the money, Cheng Rao came out with the urn.

Huang Ping followed, grabbed her arm, and asked softly, "Do you want to take the ashes back?" ”

Cheng Rao nodded, in response.

Huang Ping: "Okay, then take it back." ”

In fact, she didn't want Cheng Rao to carry the urn with her at all, but in this situation, there is really nothing she can do.

**

By the time I took a taxi back to the hotel from the funeral home, it was already dinner time.

Cheng Rao returned to the room with the urn and put the urn on the double bed in the hotel.

Huang Ping saw Cheng Rao make such an action, and her heart hurt again.

She didn't eat much in the past two days, and in just two days, she lost a lot of weight.

Huang Pingqiang held back her tears and spoke to Cheng Rao as gently as possible: "Go down and have some dinner, you haven't eaten for a few days." ”

Cheng Rao took off her shoes and lay down on the bed as if she hadn't heard her, holding the urn tightly with both hands.

"Rao." Huang Ping walked to the edge of the bed and sat down and looked at her, "You and me, with your Uncle Qiao, we will all accompany you, don't break your body...... Xiao Ye, he wouldn't want you like this. ”

"I want to sleep......" After Huang Ping said so many words, Cheng Rao finally replied to her out loud.

Her voice was hoarse, sounding like a gossamer, "You let me sleep with him." ”

Hearing her say this, Huang Ping felt uncomfortable again.

How could she refuse, if she had already made such a request?

After being silent for a few seconds, Huang Ping said to Cheng Rao: "I'll bring you something to eat later, you haven't eaten well in the past two days." ”

Cheng Rao didn't speak, she had already closed her eyes.

Huang Ping was helpless for a while, but she couldn't say anything more.

Now that she is in a bad mood, she may say a few words casually, and it will poke her sore spot.

Where can she bear it?

Even if you really want her to eat, you can't use aggressive words to stimulate her.

Huang Ping stared at Cheng Rao for a while, and then left.

She returned to the opposite room, and after entering the door, Qiao Ruzhang asked her, "How is Rao?" ”

"It's still like that." Huang Ping's voice sounded tired, "I really don't know what will happen to her...... I don't dare to think about it. ”

"There will be some time to recover." Qiao Ruzhang said, "I'll let Yao Yu come over after I go back, his person is making a fuss, maybe he can make her happier." ”

"Let's go, go down and eat something, and bring some for Rao." Qiao Ruzhang patted Huang Ping's shoulder.

**

Since lying down, Cheng Rao has hugged the urn tightly and has not let go.

She tried to imagine that he was still around, that she could sleep in his arms as she had done before......

She closed her eyes, her mind full of scenes from when they got married.

I couldn't cry, the tears seemed to have flowed all the way out, and I couldn't squeeze them out.

The feeling of being eaten by termites is here again.

Beads of sweat oozed from Cheng Rao's forehead, her whole body was trembling, and her reason was burned away little by little.

She hunched down and clutched the urn tightly. Uncomfortable, tormented.

"I don't want this......" she bowed her head and kissed her lips against the urn, "wait for me." ”

Cheng Rao's brain was not clear, and in a trance, she saw Xiao Ye's face.

She felt someone hold her in her arms.

She subconsciously curled up and leaned desperately into his arms......

**

The next afternoon, Huang Ping and Qiao Ruzhang accompanied Cheng Rao to the funeral home's cooperative store to get a special necklace.

Cheng Rao put the necklace around her neck, and every small action was full of cherishment.

After getting the necklace, they had nothing left to do in Rome.

On the way back to the hotel, Huang Ping asked Cheng Rao: "Do you want to stay a few more days?" Or go home? ”

Cheng Rao closed her eyes and said, "Go home." ”

Hearing Cheng Rao say this, Qiao Ruzhang immediately took out his mobile phone and booked a ticket back to Los Angeles the next day.

Cheng Rao ate something at night, although it wasn't much, but at least it was better than being hungry a few days ago.

Huang Ping was relieved to see her like this.

While eating, she cut the steak on the plate and pushed it in front of Cheng Rao.

"Eat more, you haven't eaten much in the past few days."

Cheng Rao looked down at the steak on the plate, and there was no response for a long time.

It took about two or three minutes before she moved her fork.

………

After eating, back to the hotel, Cheng Rao took a shower.

When I took a shower, that feeling came back up.

She stood under the shower, leaning against the wall, her hands down......

There was the sound of dripping water in her ears, and her whole body twitched, and her breathing was short-

After taking a shower, Cheng Rao collapsed on the bed weakly, and once again opened her arms to hug the urn.

**

Night mileage rao slept well, because she dreamed of Xiao Ye.

At six o'clock the next morning, Cheng Rao woke up naturally.

Today is the day of her return home, she remembers. After waking up and washing, Cheng Rao simply cleaned up her things.

She took Xiao Ye's urn with her, and she didn't plan to put it in the box.

However, after going to the airport, because the security personnel did not let her bring this kind of thing on the plane, Cheng Rao could only choose to check it in.

But luckily, she still has a necklace. For more than ten hours of flight, Cheng Rao has been in a state of half-dreaming and half-awake, she sat alone in a row, and she didn't eat much.

After more than a dozen hours, the plane landed steadily at Los Angeles Airport.

At this time, it was three o'clock in the afternoon in Los Angeles.

Assistant Zhang received the notice in advance and was waiting for them at the pick-up gate.

Cheng Rao still didn't speak all the way, and after returning home, she locked herself in her room.

Huang Ping wanted to persuade her, but she didn't know how.

Cheng Rao's reaction was not as fierce as she imagined, but it made her even more uneasy.

After a bumpy day, Cheng Rao returned to her room and fell asleep not long after she lay down.

This sleep went straight from 5 o'clock in the afternoon to 10 o'clock in the morning the next day.

**

When Cheng Rao got up and went downstairs, Huang Ping was sitting in the living room.

Seeing Cheng Rao coming down, Huang Ping immediately stood up and walked up, she asked Cheng Rao, "Have you slept enough?" Auntie made wontons in the morning, you can go eat a little. ”

Cheng Rao nodded, in response.

After that, Huang Ping followed Cheng Rao to the restaurant.

Seeing Cheng Rao eating, Huang Ping was a lot more relieved.

Willing to eat, it means that her mood is gradually recovering.

Huang Ping was even thinking, maybe she really figured it out?

If that's the case, that's great.

After eating, Cheng Rao came to the living room, picked up the car keys from the shoe cabinet, and prepared to go out.

Huang Ping asked her, "Where are you going?" Cheng Rao said: "I want to go out to breathe." ”

"Then I'll drive you there, where do you want to go?" With that, Huang Ping got up and walked to the shoe cabinet, ready to change her shoes.

Cheng Rao shook her head, "No, you're busy with work." ”

She said this calmly, as if she had recovered.

Huang Ping knows Cheng Rao's character, when she doesn't want to do something, if she asks for it, there will definitely be no good results.

Huang Ping thought for a while and said to her, "Then you drive carefully." ”

Cheng Rao said "um", which was a response.

After getting the car keys, Cheng Rao seemed to remember something and walked upstairs quickly.

After that, she took her suitcase down.

When Cheng Rao came down, Huang Ping happened to go to the restaurant and didn't see her moves.

Cheng Rao went out with her suitcase and put it in the back seat of the car.

Then, she got into the car, started the car, and drove in the direction of the Military Medical University.

………

Today, Saturday, there was some traffic jam in the direction of the school.

What started to be an hour's journey has doubled today.

When I arrived at the school, it was close to noon.

Today, Saturday, there are no classes at the school and there are a lot of people on campus.

Cheng Rao parked the car in the parking lot, then got out of the car and walked directly to the experimental building.

Although it was a weekend, there were still many people doing experiments in the laboratory building.

Medical students are like that, and they don't have a good rest on weekends.

Cheng Rao came to the second floor and stopped in front of the laboratory where she often stayed when she was a student.

There were five or six people in there doing experiments.

Cheng Rao stared intently, and the picture of Xiao Ye accompanying her to summarize the data flashed in her mind.

The corners of her mouth were raised, and it was a very happy smile.

Cheng Rao stayed in the laboratory building for more than half an hour, and then it was lunch time.

She came to the cafeteria, and at twelve o'clock, there were already many people in line in the cafeteria.

Cheng Rao took the tableware, lined up to buy lunch, and then found a corner seat and sat down.

The opposite position was empty, and she held her chopsticks in one hand and looked up at the opposite side.

After a few seconds of this, she raised her right hand and gently touched the necklace around her neck.

Pretend he's still there.

After lunch in the cafeteria, Cheng Rao went to the library again.

When she was a student, when the end of the semester was approaching, she would often review with Xiao Ye in the library.

Xiao Ye always went to look for a seat as soon as he arrived at the opening of the museum, and he knew that she liked the window, so every time he looked for a place by the window.

When the two of them sat together to review, Xiao Ye would often sneak up on her while she was studying the exercises, such as bowing his head and kissing her on the face, or touching her breasts, and then pretending that nothing had happened.

Cheng Rao came to the library and finally found an empty seat to sit down.

She grabbed a few books and put them in her hand, then lay down on the desk in the library.

The sun poured in from the window and shone on her face, and Cheng Rao actually fell asleep like this.

When I woke up, it was already three o'clock.

Cheng Rao got up and put the book in hand on the organizing shelf.

She rubbed her eyes and left the library.

Next, Cheng Rao went downstairs to the dormitory, beside the school's artificial lake, and the tree-lined paths on campus.

She saw the tree—Xiao Ye had leaned her against it and kissed her.

After a few years, the tree is much taller than before.

It's September, and it's autumn in Los Angeles.

Cheng Rao raised her head and saw that the leaves on the tree had gradually withered and yellowed.

A breeze blew and the leaves fell to the ground.

Cheng Rao looked down at the withered yellow leaves under her feet, and suddenly felt that this was very similar to her life.

Withered, withered, and eventually turned to dust.

She bent down and picked up a leaf.

After getting up, she looked up at the tree again, then turned and walked in the direction of the parking lot.

**

It has been more than half a month since Yu Chi confirmed his relationship with Wen Jiayu.

There was no wind and waves in the process of getting along with the two people, they were very harmonious, and they never quarreled once.

However, Wen Jiayu is also very active in terms of feelings.

After that time, she would often stay here for the night, and she brought a lot of clothes with her.

Although Yu Chi sleeps on the sofa every time, the two of them still inevitably have times when they misfire.

It's just that every time, Yu Chi will stop at the most critical moment.

It's not that I don't want to do it, but I can't get over that level in my heart.

………

Another weekend.

Seeing that the national examination is coming in October, Wen Jiayu has been reviewing day and night recently.

Usually Wei Chi sends her WeChat messages to ask her what she does, and she is basically reviewing.

Wei Chi felt that she was really under a lot of pressure, so he planned to take her out on the weekend to relax.

Early on Saturday morning, after Yu Chi finished running, he went home to take a shower, change his clothes, and went to look for Wen Jiayu.

He didn't tell Wen Jiayu in advance. Yu Chi already knew the password of her apartment before, so he directly entered the password and walked in.

When he entered, Wen Jiayu just came out of the bedroom.

She was alone at home, wearing a very short suspender belt and a pair of matching panties underneath.

Wen Jiayu didn't go to bed until one o'clock last night, and got up a little late today.

She was going to go out to eat something and continue to sleep, but as soon as she went out, she heard the sound of the door opening.

When I looked back, I saw Yu Chi standing at the door.

Yu Chi's gaze stopped at Wen Jiayu and did not move away.

Wenjia fish has a good body and belongs to the kind of convex and backward curved.

Her legs are well proportioned, fleshy, but very delicate.

Very white and shiny.

He'd touched it before, and it was slippery.

The sling on top of her was short, and her navel was exposed.

Wei Chi stared at it for a while, but did not speak.

He is a normal man who has not touched a woman for a long time, and it is impossible to be indifferent when he sees such a scene.

Wen Jiayu was still a little sleepy, but after seeing Yu Chi coming, the whole person was awake.

She didn't mind wearing so little on herself, and walked directly in front of Wei Chi, "Why didn't you tell me before you came?" ”

"Did I make you sleep?" Wei Chi asked.

"No, I was going to get up." Wen Jiayu said, "I was a little late to review last night. ”

With that, she slipped into his arms and wrapped her arms around his waist.

Wei Chi touched her hair and comforted, "Don't be too nervous, you'll definitely be fine." ”

After a pause, Yu Chi said to Wen Jiayu, "Don't review today, go out and relax." ”

Wen Jiayu nodded and asked him with a smile, "Where are you going to take me?" ”

"Playing basketball?" Wei Chi said, "I can fight with you." ”

"Okay." Wen Jiayu kissed Wei Chi on the chin, "My boyfriend is getting better and better." ”

………

Wen Jiayu washed up, put on makeup, and went out with his jersey and sneakers with Wei Chi.

Yu Chi took Wen Jiayu to the basketball hall, and the two of them changed their clothes and started.

Actually, it's not fun for two people to play ball, but it does decompress.

Wei Chi hadn't played basketball in years, and he was a little rusty.

He is a tall man, and he has been worn by Wen Jiayu several times.

Every time Wen Jiayu hits, he will turn around and look at him defiantly.

When people exercise, their adrenaline is soaring and they are easily excited, and they will naturally behave in contrast to their daily lives.

………

Yu Chi and Wen Jiayu stayed in the basketball hall all day, didn't eat lunch, and played until four o'clock in the afternoon.

After taking a shower and changing clothes, the two of them went to dinner.

When playing basketball with Wen Jiayu, Wei Chi didn't get any benefits.

In the evening, I ate Western food, which Wenjia fish requested.

During the meal, a bottle of red wine was opened, and both of them drank some.

They couldn't drive after drinking, so they found a substitute driver.

That night, Wen Jiayu naturally stayed overnight at Yu Chi's side.

When I got home after eating, it was half past eight.

After arriving home, Wen Jiayu went to take a bath first.

After taking a shower, she still came out wearing a small suspender belt and panties.

Yu Chi saw her lying on the bed playing with her mobile phone like this, and her throat was a little hot.

He took his pajamas from the closet and turned to go to the bathroom.

When it comes to bathing, he turns the water temperature down very low.

After taking a shower, Wei Chi sat down on the sofa.

After a while, Wen Jiayu came out.

This time, she sat directly on his lap with her arms wrapped around his neck.

"You make me feel like I'm not a woman." Wen Jiayu leaned into Yu Chi's ear, "I brought myself to my mouth, don't you really want to eat it?" ”

Wei Chi's throat tightened, pressed the back of her head, and looked straight into her eyes: "Jiayu, don't make trouble." ”

"Don't tell me you're the first time......" Wen Jiayu smiled.

"I don't want to be so fast." Wei Chi said, "This is not good for you. ”

"You think too much, I have experience before." Wen Jiayu moved his body, "What age is it now, this kind of thing...... Nothing. ”

Hearing her say this, the strength in Wei Chi's hand increased a little.

"You're sure." He confirmed it again.

In fact, the body's reaction is already great.

This time, Wen Jiayu directly expressed her meaning with her actions - she lowered her head and kissed his lips, stuck out her tongue and licked it lightly.

This action instantly ignited the fire in Wei Chi's heart.

He directly grabbed her waist and pressed her down under him, turning against the guest.

**

At the same time, Los Angeles.

Cheng Rao dragged her suitcase to Huayue City.

After entering the door, she opened the suitcase, took out Xiao Ye's urn, and carried it upstairs.

There are still traces of the two of them living together in the bedroom, and after entering, it seems that he can smell his familiar breath.

Cheng Rao put the urn on the other side of the double bed, which was where Xiao Ye usually slept.

When she put it down, she took off her shoes and lay down beside him.

Cheng Rao turned over, opened the drawer, and took out the blade from the drawer next to her.

The blade had been replaced by the manual razor she had given him earlier.

At that time, she didn't expect it to come in handy.

Cheng Rao took the blade out and closed the drawer.

She glanced sideways at the urn next to her.

After two or three seconds, she leaned in, bowed her head, and lightly imprinted a kiss on it.

Then, she stared at the box next to her, her lips twitching.

"I'll be right there."

After saying this, she picked up the blade, aimed at the artery on the outside of her left wrist, and cut it hard-

Bright red blood flowed out, and at that moment, she seemed to see his smile again.

She raised her hand to touch his face, but found that her breathing was getting heavier and heavier—

"I love you, forever."

"You must wait for me, I'll be here soon."

With the last of her strength, she uttered these two words, and then slowly closed her eyes.