For Cheng Rao, deciding to let go of the past is not an easy task.

But now that she has made such a decision, she will try to implement it.

After putting the bracelet away, Cheng Rao opened the car door and got into the car, heading in the direction of Huake Hospital.

She thought that if she told Jiang Feng the news, Jiang Feng should be very happy.

After all, he had always wanted her to move on from the past.

Moreover, Cheng Rao has always been very grateful to Jiang Feng.

On the way to the hospital, Cheng Rao still looks at her bare wrist from time to time.

After wearing a bracelet for such a long time, it is natural to take it off suddenly, and it is naturally uncomfortable.

After driving for more than two hours, Cheng Rao came to Huake Hospital and found Jiang Feng's office all the way.

Cheng Rao stopped and knocked on the door, and soon someone came to open the door.

However, it's not Jiang Feng.

When she saw Yuan Xiao in Jiang Feng's office, Cheng Rao was stunned.

She looked at Yuan Xiao, and then at Jiang Feng. These two people......

Of course, Jiang Feng knew what Cheng Rao was thinking, he cleared his throat and took the lead in explaining: "This is the new employee I brought with me, don't get me wrong." ”

"You're in the hospital?" Hearing Jiang Feng say this, Cheng Rao was somewhat surprised.

She remembered that Yuan Xiao had said before that she would always be a doctor without borders.

Yuan Xiao herself also remembered what she said to Cheng Rao, and she was a little embarrassed to be asked like this at this time.

She nodded, "Hmm." ”

"You know?" Jiang Feng's curiosity was aroused.

Cheng Rao said "um", "MSF has been on a mission together. ”

Jiang Feng didn't know about Yuan Xiao's going to MSF, and he was a little surprised after hearing it.

Jiang Mingcheng would let her go to that kind of place? It's a surprise.

"You talk, I won't bother." Yuan Xiao saw that Cheng Rao was looking for Jiang Feng and had something, so she went out first.

After Yuan Xiao left, Jiang Feng asked Cheng Rao: "What are you looking for me?" ”

Cheng Rao looked sideways at the window, and said in a light tone, "I'm going to let go." ”

Jiang Feng was stunned for a moment after hearing this: "...... What the? ”

He could actually guess what she meant, but he couldn't believe it.

After all, he had persuaded her countless times before.

"You're quite right. I can't live in the past. Speaking of this, Cheng Rao glanced down at her wrist, "I'll give it a try and start a new life." ”

Jiang Feng was really surprised. He looked at Cheng Rao, "It's good if you can think like this." ”

He always wanted her to come out of the past, she was still young, and the road ahead was so long, there was no need to be trapped by the past.

"Well, also," Cheng Rao and Jiang Feng said, "I'm going to have a stepfather soon." ”

Jiang Feng: "...... Ha? ”

Cheng Rao didn't mention much about the family to Jiang Feng, but Jiang Feng knew about the general situation.

Her mother has not remarried since her father's death, and Jiang Feng feels that the reason why Cheng Rao is clinging to the relationship with Xiao Ye is also somewhat influenced by her mother.

But this point, he has not broken. Because he knew that Cheng Rao's relationship with her mother was not good.

"Well, she's probably going to get married soon." Cheng Rao said casually.

Although her voice didn't fluctuate on the whole, if you listened carefully, you could still hear that something was wrong.

At the end of the day, I still care.

Jiang Feng pondered for a moment, stepped forward and patted Cheng Rao's back: "It's good, no one should live in the past all the time." ”

"Jiang Feng, do you say that it is possible for people to come back from the dead." When Jiang Feng was comforting Cheng Rao, Cheng Rao came up with such a sentence coldly.

Jiang Feng was stunned after hearing this: "What? ”

Cheng Rao rubbed her eyes, "I seemed to have seen him before." ”

It is self-evident who this "he" refers to.

Jiang Feng looked at Cheng Rao in disbelief, "When?" ”

Cheng Rao: "A few days ago, I was downstairs at his house. ”

Jiang Feng: "Wrong, right?" ”

He thought about it for a while, Cheng Rao's situation should be a hallucination caused by longing for illness, and many of the patients he received before had this situation.

Jiang Feng said to Cheng Rao: "Probably because you miss him too much." ”

Cheng Rao herself is not the kind of person who loves fantasy, after hearing Jiang Feng say, she rubbed her eyebrows, "Well, it should be an illusion." ”

At the beginning, she saw Xiao Ye's body with her own eyes, and the DNA report was also taken by her on behalf of his parents.

At that time, his parents were heartbroken, and Cheng Rao handled these things.

She knew that the chances of a mistake were too small.

Moreover, the profession itself has a high sacrifice rate.

"Don't stay up late in the future, sleep well, your mental state will be much better." Jiang Feng told Cheng Rao, "People are also prone to hallucinations when they are tired, how is your sleep quality lately?" ”

Sleep quality? Cheng Rao thought for a while, "Well, that's good." ”

"That's good." Jiang Feng was very pleased, "I'm relieved to see you getting better and better." ”

"By the way, have dinner together in the evening? Call Yuan Xiao too. Jiang Feng smiled and said, "I see that your relationship is not bad." ”

Cheng Rao nodded, "Okay." ”

She has a really good relationship with Yuan Xiao, and she is more eye-catching.

………

Jiang Feng was not on duty today, and he didn't go to the clinic, so he left work on time at half past five.

It's the same for Yuan Xiao's side. After work, the three of them left the hospital together.

Yuan Xiao didn't drive, so she took Cheng Rao's car.

After getting in the car, Cheng Rao asked Yuan Xiao casually: "You won't go to the mission in the future?" ”

Before coming out, Yuan Xiao guessed that Cheng Rao would definitely ask this.

She nodded, her expression a little heavy: "Well, I can't go." ”

"It's okay, it's good to be a doctor." Cheng Rao said, "Jiang Feng said that Huake's treatment is also good. ”

"These are things, and I don't have a choice." Yuan Xiao hung her head, and there was a loss in her voice that could not be hidden, "I thought we could go on a mission together in the future." ”

"It's okay, it's all the same." Cheng Rao is rarely comforting, "Saving lives and helping the wounded, almost." ”

Yuan Xiao looked at Cheng Rao sideways, feeling that she was really different from other women.

It's no wonder that Wei Chi is tempted by her......

Thinking of this, Yuan Xiao recalled what happened that night again.

So, Yuan Xiao asked Cheng Rao: "...... you and Wei Chi?" ”

"It's okay." Yuan Xiao hadn't finished asking a complete question before she was interrupted by Cheng Rao.

Cheng Rao replied very quickly this time, because it was too fast, and it seemed that there was no meaning of three hundred taels of silver here.

Yuan Xiao said "oh", and said: "Actually, the eldest brother is very good, but he has a relatively straight personality and is not very good at coaxing girls, but if you are with him, you should be very down-to-earth." ”

Cheng Rao then denied it: "I wasn't with him." ”

Yuan Xiao: "...... All right. ”

Looking at Cheng Rao like this, it seems that she doesn't like Wei Chi.

So...... Wei Chi may have a hard time walking behind.

Thinking like this, Yuan Xiao shook her head and didn't say anything more.

The three of them came to a Japanese restaurant, in fact, Cheng Rao and Yuan Xiao both belonged to the more boring personalities, and the three of them sat together, and Jiang Feng became the one with an active atmosphere.

Jiang Feng introduced the two of them to the signature dishes in the restaurant, looking more professional than the waiters.

There was no one in the restaurant at this time, and the food was served quickly.

When I was in the temple before, he said that since I wanted to get out of the past, I had to learn to eat meat.

So, just now Cheng Rao ordered a pork chop rice. Carefully calculated, she hadn't eaten meat in more than a year.

Jiang Feng didn't notice Cheng Rao's pork chop rice just now, and he only reacted when he served it.

Cheng Rao is a vegetarian He also knew that he had persuaded her to eat meat before, but she didn't listen. Now that she's taken this step herself, it seems that she's really going to let it go.

The pork chop rice was placed in front of her, Cheng Rao picked up the chopsticks and took a piece of pork chop into her mouth, and just ate it, she had an indescribable feeling.

Psychologically, she still can't accept it, but at the same time, she knows very well that she must take this step.

………

The atmosphere at the dinner table was not bad.

The three of them are all studying medicine, and they have a lot of common topics to talk about when they sit together.

In the middle of a meal, a man and a woman came to their table holding their arms.

Someone came over suddenly, and Cheng Rao, Jiang Feng and Yuan Xiao all looked up in unison.

When he saw the person coming clearly, Yuan Xiao's face was extremely ugly, and the chopsticks in his hand almost fell to the ground.

Qin Ran held Jiang Mingcheng's arm, and the two of them looked very intimate.

After seeing this scene, Jiang Feng subconsciously glanced in Yuan Xiao's direction.

Really...... The face is ugly.

"You're coming to dinner too, what a coincidence!" Qin Ran looked at Yuan Xiao and said, "I haven't seen you for so many years, Xiao Yuan is getting more and more beautiful, there should be a lot of men chasing after him, right?" ”

Yuan Xiao raised her head and smiled lightly at Qin Ran, "No." ”

"Didn't you? Don't be modest, there must be. Qin Ran glanced at Jiang Feng, "I think Jiang Feng is very good to you." ”

"Let's go." Jiang Mingcheng, who had been silently beside him, spoke.

His voice didn't have any special emotion, it was as gentle and quiet as usual.

"Well, then let's go first, you eat~" Qin Ran looked at Yuan Xiao again, "Xiao Yuan, I have a chance to invite you to dinner alone another day." ”

"Okay." Yuan Xiao nodded lightly.

After saying this, Qin Ran took Jiang Mingcheng and left.

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that Qin Ran was like that just now, not so much saying hello to Yuan Xiao, but showing off.

Cheng Rao and Jiang Feng could see that Qin Ran was targeting Yuan Xiao.

Cheng Rao was not very good at comforting people, and only after Qin Ran and Jiang Mingcheng walked away a little bit did she ask Yuan Xiao: "Are you okay?" ”

Yuan Xiao tugged at the corners of her mouth, "It's okay." ”

She's used to these things.

Qin Ran is Jiang Mingcheng's fiancée, and no one in the circle knows it.

Jiang Feng was silent for a while, and then spoke: "Xiao Yuan, leave him, you deserve better." ”

Jiang Feng's relationship with Jiang Mingcheng has always been bad.

Jiang Feng is the illegitimate son of the Jiang family, and within a few years of being taken back, Jiang Mingcheng is the eldest son, and the city government and means are naturally not built.

However, the relationship between the two brothers has not been very good-

"Don't talk about that, let's eat." Obviously, Yuan Xiao was reluctant to mention this matter more.

She didn't want to mention it, and Cheng Rao and Jiang Feng didn't say it again.

Yuan Xiao finished eating a parent-child meal, and just put down the chopsticks, the mobile phone rang a prompt tone.

It's a text message.

Yuan Xiao opened it and saw that it was sent by Jiang Mingcheng.

The text message was simple, just a few words: go home and wait for me after eating.

He called that place "home."

Yuan Xiao stared at the word for a long time, and then pulled the corners of her mouth.

There is no home, she has no home for a long time.

After eating, Cheng Rao originally planned to send Yuan Xiao back, but Jiang Feng considered that it was not safe for her to drive at night, so she took the task of sending Yuan Xiao home to herself.

**

After saying goodbye, Cheng Rao drove back home.

Huang Ping is still not here, she should still be busy with her work in the company.

The nanny and aunt also got off work, and she was the only one left in the huge family.

Cheng Rao returned to the room, took a shower, and then lay down.

………

The night is getting darker.

Outside the villa, a man stood in the doorway, looking towards the lighted bedroom on the second floor.

He walked to the door, expertly entered the code, and quietly walked inside.

He didn't stop in the living room and went straight upstairs to the bedroom.

Stopping at the door, he pulled an injection out of his pocket and pushed the door in.

The person sleeping on the bed was disturbed by the sound of the door opening, and rolled over, and his arms moved with it.

The man's eyes darkened, and he walked up quickly, aiming the injection pillow in his hand at her carotid artery.

With this needle, the person on the bed completely lost consciousness.

He threw the injection into the nearby wastebasket and lay down beside her.

lifted the quilt and saw her white and tender body, just as at the beginning.

Cheng Rao wore a blue nightdress and sundress today, covered with a thin summer quilt, and he moved a little and skillfully took off the nightdress on her body.

Looking at the seductive body in front of him, a burst of heat welled up in his throat.

Raising his hand, his calloused hand touched every inch of her skin little by little.

She was unconscious, but her body was still responding.

………………

…………………

Only the bedside light in the room is on, the light is not sufficient, and the warm yellow light sets off the atmosphere in the room extraordinarily ambiguous.

Although Cheng Rao was in a coma, she still subconsciously hummed her voice, and there seemed to be a storm rolling in her body.

He loved the feeling of being in control, because every breath she took was for him – not for anyone else.

At least for this time, there was only him in her world.

She shivered and bloomed under his repeated teasing, and her whole body trembled, as if she was frightened.

He gasped, hugged her with open arms, ruffled the hair from her neck, and lowered his head to kiss her neck, earlobes, cheeks, and chin.

Kissing non-stop, as if to memorize all her facial features through these movements.

Her face flushed, evidence of emotion.

He had just served her a few times, and he hadn't solved his problem yet.

He glanced down, then unfastened the drawstring of his sweatpants—

………

At four o'clock in the morning, the sky was white.

The man on the bed let go of the man in his arms and began to arrange his clothes.

Before leaving, he lowered his head and imprinted a kiss on her head, his movements full of attachment and affection.

After the kiss, he turned away.

**

Cheng Rao felt that she had a very long dream, and it was a spring dream.

When I woke up, my underwear was wet, the roots of my legs were a little sore, and the muscles in both legs were tight.

Cheng Rao got up from the bed and had a headache.

I looked down and checked, but I didn't leave any marks on my body.

I must have dreamed......

I got up, grabbed a change of underwear from the cupboard, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When you take a shower, the feeling of exhaustion disappears.

In this way, she is even more sure that she has a spring dream-

Lately, I've been overindulgent.

It's not like she hasn't had this type of dream before, but she won't be like she is today.

No, Cheng Rao didn't think much about it, but she just felt that she had a relationship with Yu Chi a little more frequently recently.

It's about physical fitness that can't keep up.

When I went downstairs after taking a shower, the nanny and aunt had already made breakfast.

Seeing Cheng Rao coming down, she greeted Cheng Rao: "Rao Rao has breakfast, I made leek egg buns today and beat soy milk." ”

Cheng Rao said "um" and followed her to the kitchen.

Seeing her take a bite of the bun, the aunt asked her, "How does it taste?" ”

Cheng Rao nodded, "It's delicious." ”

"That's good, next time......"

"Let's make minced meat next time." Cheng Rao took her aunt's words and said to her, "I want to eat meat." ”

When the nanny aunt heard Cheng Rao say this, she was naturally pleasantly surprised.

This child has not eaten meat for so long, she is very worried, and she has persuaded her many times, but Cheng Rao refuses to listen.

Now that she has finally figured it out herself, she is also very relieved.

"Okay, let's eat dumplings at noon!"

Cheng Rao nodded, "Okay." ”

Cheng Rao has nothing to do these days, and MSF hasn't contacted her, so she shouldn't have any special urgent tasks recently.

Cheng Rao didn't plan to go out today, she planned to stay at home for a day.

After breakfast, she went back to her room.

When you're alone, it's always easy to think about what you don't have.

She thought about Xiao Ye before, and thought it would be the same this time, but who knows, as soon as she closed her eyes, Wei Chi's face appeared in front of her.

Then, Cheng Rao opened her eyes suddenly.

…… How can you think of him?

It's so unusual.

Cheng Rao raised her hand to arrange her hair, and her movements were a little irritable.

**

At ten o'clock, the doorbell rang.

The aunt was busy making dumpling stuffing in the kitchen, and when she heard the doorbell ring, she wiped her hands and ran to the living room.

When she opened the door and saw the tall man standing at the door, she was stunned for a moment.

"Who are you looking for, young man?" Auntie asked him.

Wei Chi originally thought that Cheng Rao should be the only one at home at this time, but he didn't expect that there would be others at home.

He touched the tip of his nose a little embarrassed and said, "Looking for Cheng Rao, is she there?" ”

When the aunt heard that he was looking for Cheng Rao, she was even more surprised.

Combined with it, Cheng Rao suddenly started eating meat...... Could it be that this is a new boyfriend?

Thinking of this, the aunt began to look Wei Chi up and down again.

Hey, this guy is good, tall, handsome, and looks very reliable. It's completely different from those playboys out there.

Such a person, Cheng Rao should also be good.

Yu Chi was already a little embarrassed, but when he was stared at by his aunt like this, his face turned even redder, and he touched the tip of his nose vigorously.

Seeing that he was embarrassed, the aunt also knew that she was staring too much.

So, she immediately retracted her gaze, "Rao Rao is upstairs in the bedroom, turn left in the second room, you go to her." ”

Wei Chi nodded, "Thank you." ”

"You're welcome, you're welcome, stay and eat at noon, I made dumplings." The aunt warmly entertained Wei Chi, as if she had already regarded him as a member of the family.

Yu Chi came to Cheng Rao's room before, and the second time he came back was already familiar.

When he pushed the door in, Cheng Rao was sitting on the bed in a daze.

The door was pushed open, and Cheng Rao came back to her senses and looked at the past.

When she saw Yu Chi, her expression immediately changed, and she was a little impatient.

"Why are you here?" I was already a little annoyed when I thought of him inadvertently just now, but now I saw him coming over again, and I couldn't go away.

Although she had decided to walk out of the past, she really didn't want to start with Yu Chi.

The values and living habits of the two of them are very different, and Yu Chi is not the type she likes.

When Wei Chi heard Cheng Rao ask, he couldn't help frowning: "You don't want to see me like this?" ”

Cheng Rao: "...... What do you think? ”

She thought she had shown it obviously.

Wei Chi gritted his teeth in anger at her attitude, stepped forward, and pressed her directly on the bed.

The sudden action reminded Cheng Rao of the spring dream last night.

"What are you doing in broad daylight?" Cheng Rao kicked him with her legs, "I just took the IUD, I can't do it." ”

As soon as she mentioned the birth control ring, Wei Chi happened to think about the right thing.

He let go of Cheng Rao, sat down on the bed, and then took out a box of Durex from his pocket.

After Cheng Rao saw the box of things in his hand clearly, she sneered: "What? ”

Wei Chi looked into her eyes and said very seriously: "Don't get that thing in the future, I'm ready to set it." ”

Cheng Rao: "...... That's what you're here for? ”

She stared down at the box for a moment, the spiral bump, and the strawberry flavor, he was really coquettish.

Wei Chi: "No, I'm just here for you." ”

Cheng Rao: "What are you looking for me to do?" We don't have much to say. ”

Yu Chi: "I wanted you to be my girlfriend, so I came to you, and they said that chasing women is like that." ”

They?

I don't know why, hearing Yu Chi say this, Cheng Rao's first thought was glory.

Cheng Rao retracted her gaze, her voice was cold, "Do you think it's even if you take a condom and find someone?" ”

"......" Wei Chi had nothing to say.

"I said earlier, I'm not a person from the same way as you, and I won't develop a relationship with your friends, if you still have thoughts that you shouldn't have, we won't have to do it after that."

In front of him, Cheng Rao lost control of her emotions for the first time.

These days, it seems that she always thinks of him from time to time, which does not bode well for her.

Even if she really wants to let go of the past, she won't start with Wei Chi.

The two of them really don't fit.

None of them fit.

"Who the fuck is your buddy?!"

Yu Chi really can't bear it anymore, she is a friend of the guns, is she ashamed?

Oh yes, she's not ashamed.

This woman is much more open than he is in this regard.

Wei Chi stood in front of Cheng Rao, and pinched her shoulder with one hand: "You provoke me first." ”

Cheng Rao: "......"

"Don't be so anxious to refuse, I haven't chased anyone, if you think I'm wrong, I can change it, I'm serious."

Seeing that Cheng Rao didn't speak, Wei Chi softened his tone a little.

It's not easy for him.

"I should ask you this question." Cheng Rao stepped back, "Where do you like me, will I change careers?" ”