Looking at the name that jumped on the phone screen, at that moment I seemed to realize that I was not alone, yes, I still have friends and parents who love me, but these can't make up for the broken scar in my heart, just when I hesitated to pick it up or not, she hung up.

"Well, that's fine, or I'm not sure if I'll be able to say anything?" But as if God wanted to go against me, Fu Yusheng, who had always called me a second time, actually called me today, 'Wow, I'm so honored'" I thought in my heart, but it was hard for me to laugh in such a situation, and I suddenly felt infinitely sad in my heart?

After hesitating for a long time, I finally answered because I knew that the consequences of not answering the phone would be serious.

As soon as I connected it, I heard a huge roar from the mobile phone, "Dead girl, where did you go, you dare not answer my call, my mother is too used to you, right", I couldn't suppress the huge sadness in my heart from the moment I heard her voice, and I cried loudly.

Obviously, Fu Yusheng was taken aback by me, she didn't expect me to cry so hysterically, so presumptuous, I think this should be related to my usual performance in front of her, because my sadness and grievances on weekdays will be well controlled from them to find out, but these obviously can't be hidden from her, because she is a good friend and best friend who I grew up with since childhood.

In the past 20 years, we have only cried when I fell out of love for the first time before, but at that time there was no such pain and sadness this time. Why does this ghost persist?

After a long time, I realized that I was still in the car, and at that moment I really wanted to dig a hole in the ground and bury myself, so I quickly said into the phone and in a small voice, "I'm in the car, about twenty minutes away, you can pick me up" and then I hung up.

Although it was very dark in the car, my humiliating scene just now was still seen by many people, "Alas, without him, it turns out that my life has become a mess, but these don't seem to have anything to do with him, yes, we have nothing to do with it since then, so why should I care about being looked at by others, what should I do next, how should I go on, who can tell me" I thought bitterly in my heart.

The car drove slowly, but I leaned against the window like a dead fish and waited for the car to drive to the confused future.

Looking at the street outside the car window, the rows of trees that fell backwards are all reminding me that the boy who once loved me and loved me to the bone has left, I have been abandoned, how to take back the love I have paid, I don't know, I don't want to think about it, my mind is full of his ruthless face today and the tone of his voice that can freeze to death, how did we get to this point, I really don't know, I don't know why he left, just as I don't know why I love him so much, But what I do know is that he still loves me but not as strongly as he used to, and maybe we should all calm down and give ourselves some time.

Speaking of Fu Yusheng, when she heard Xiaomeng's unscrupulous crying on the other end of the phone, she could feel the huge sadness, "I don't need her to say that I know why, I am afraid that the next days will be difficult, whether it is me or her" Fu Yusheng thought in his heart.

Thinking of the culprit, a hint of coldness burst out of her eyes. After a moment, he picked up his coat and went out the door.