Su Xiaomeng went to her boyfriend who had been in love for five years with mixed feelings. "I thought a lot in the car, and I always had a feeling that maybe we would go further and further after this meeting, but I still went without looking back, and I would go on no matter what the future holds.

Although we called a month ago to say that we broke up, but I still don't believe that we are separated like this, obviously said that we want to go down together, obviously half a year ago was fine, I don't understand why it has come to this point, as long as I think of us separating like this, my heart hurts inexplicably, in these five years, I thought I didn't love him, but until now I found out that I didn't love it, I'm afraid I'm already in love. So how could I just leave him? The more I think about it, the more sad I become," Su Xiaomeng thought in his heart, and drove to his destination.

After getting out of the car, I tried to control my emotions and make my voice sound normal, I took out my mobile phone and dialed the string of numbers that I had already known by heart, at this time, I don't know why my heart was inexplicably flustered, and at the moment when the phone was connected, I controlled my emotions and said "it's me" in a very brisk tone

"I know," he said.

"Do you have time now, I'm at your school, let's meet" After a long time, he said "Okay" just when I thought no one would reply.

"Then I'll wait for you in the old place" "Yes".

I walked around his campus, looking at the scenery I once liked, but I could no longer have a happy mood, and at this moment I realized the sentence: "The scenery is the same, the scenery is different, and the mood of looking at the scenery is different."

When I walked to the old place where we used to be, I seemed to see us as we used to be, one moment chasing and playing, one moment laughing happily, the other moment he peeled the orange peel for me, the girl opened her mouth and waited for the boy to feed, but the boy fed himself in his mouth, the girl pouted angrily, the boy touched her head helplessly, and the boy secretly kissed the pouting mouth while the girl was not paying attention, and then it seemed that he could still hear the girl's angry voice and the boy's happy mood.

When Su Xiaomeng was secretly immersed in her memories, the person who made her heart miss He Yufan also came here, he looked at the girl in front of him, "She seems to have lost weight, she must have had a hard time in the past month, but I ,,, alas" He Yufan thought in his heart.

I don't know if it's telepathy or what, Su Xiaomeng suddenly raised his head, and the eyes of the two met like this, and at this moment it seemed that the whole world was quiet, and they looked at each other like this.

Su Xiaomeng looked at the expressionless person in front of her and felt very strange, this person was not him, not the boy who only smiled at her, but the pure face, the familiar figure, and the familiar smell kept telling me, isn't that the person I can't forget.

A moment later, I heard his familiar voice say, "Why don't you come?"

"I shouldn't have come, I guess you owe me a reason."

"I've already said what to say last time, so I don't know what else to say to you."

Listening to this, I couldn't help but laugh, "Those are also reasons, if they do, then you tell me what our five years are?" ”

After a long time, he didn't respond, Su Xiaomeng continued, "Since that's the case, why should I leave, you tell me, you speak?"

After a long time, he still didn't respond, Su Xiaomeng looked at him like this, and suddenly felt that his insistence was so ridiculous, and his heart was very tired, forget it, so be it.

Although He Yufan did not respond to Su Xiaomeng's words, his eyes never moved away from the girl in front of him, when he saw the girl's bright eyes suddenly become dim, his heart twitched, and the pain reminded him all the time, this girl was no longer his from this moment on, and he panicked inexplicably.

So when Su Xiaomeng just turned around, he grabbed the girl's hand and hugged her into his arms, and Su Xiaomeng was stunned by his move, when she came back to her senses, the tears in her eyes could no longer be suppressed, she sobbed low in his arms, she thought that he was reluctant to let me go, reluctant to let me leave, inexplicably a little joyful, I thought we would not be separated again, so the whole person received some emotions, but that was just what I thought.

After a long time, I heard him say, "Take care of yourself in the future, don't let yourself be wronged, you can also find me for anything, and I will do my best to help you."

At first hearing such words, my heart instantly fell from heaven to hell, I raised my head from his arms and looked at him in disbelief, looking at this face that had haunted me for a month, I don't know where I got the courage I stood on tiptoe and walked towards his lips, just when I was about to kiss his gentle lips, he turned his head, and at that moment the sense of humiliation swept over his body, and now he didn't even want me to touch it, ha, this is the result of my five years of love, I seemed to have to leave his arms and run away, I don't want to stay in that place that makes me so sad and so sad anymore.

He followed him for as long as I walked, and I felt inexplicably angry for some reason, so I stopped and walked up to him and yelled at him in a grumpy and sobbing voice, "Don't you want me, what are you doing with me?"

"I'll watch you get in the car, otherwise I won't be at ease"

"Is it necessary?"

"I watched you get into the car" No matter what I said about gods and demons, he was the same sentence, and I suddenly felt very tired and tired.

After a long time I said, "Do you still love me," and this time he replied after a long time, "Let's go, I'm sorry," and at that moment I felt that nothing mattered.

After a long time, the car came, and I left without looking back. If I looked back at that time, I thought that I would not be so miserable in the future, but unfortunately there are no ifs in life.

After I got in the car, I found a place by the window, I was glad that it was dark at this time, there was only a faint light in the car, I was alone and secretly crying, as if I had been abandoned by the world, at that moment I felt that my world would no longer have light, I would no longer have warmth, that person I had loved to the bone marrow, how should I live without him, I don't know.

At that time, I didn't know that my most embarrassed appearance at the moment was all in the eyes of another person, and I didn't know that I had just broken into another person's world like this, so that I could never recover.

At this moment, I didn't think that the only thing I wanted to do was to cry, for my five years of feelings, five years of dedication, that feeling of loneliness and loneliness swept through the whole body, just like the phone call that night to break up, this feeling is also like walking aimlessly in a small boat alone on the vast sea.

Just when I felt that I didn't have the courage to live, my friend called.