134 Obsession

After Xiao Ling'er and Le Qin left the cabin, maybe because there were fewer people in the cabin, the atmosphere was a little clearer, or maybe because Meng Jun's death hit her too hard.

She finally didn't like a cannon that ignited a little bit, she just sat on the side, and when she saw the wine that Yi Gongzi had just poured, she grabbed it and drank it all in one gulp, "Now, can you say it?" ”

Yi Gongzi finally didn't hide it anymore, but his expression was still cold.

"What I said earlier is not false, I met Meng Jun at the beginning, and it was indeed because I had an illness, so I asked him to go to the house for diagnosis and treatment, and stayed for three months. The only difference is that Meng Jun is indeed as you say, and after three months of recuperation, my illness recovered as before. It was also during this time that I became friends with him. ”

He has a lot of friends, but most of his friends are a generation of wine and meat, and there are only a handful of people who can make him get along.

Leqin is because she has the rare boldness and thoughtfulness of a Hualou woman, and she understands him a little bit with her delicate mind, and Miss Xiao is her smart and intelligent, which makes him appreciate it very much and think it is very interesting.

And Meng Jun is just so simple that it is just because the two of them have the same interests.

"Brother Meng traveled all over the world before coming to the Imperial City, and although there are many famous doctors in the Imperial City, it is difficult to have as open-minded and well-informed as him. He studied medical skills, and has a preference for piano art calligraphy and painting, which happened to be similar to me. At the beginning, my illness was poisoned and murdered, although the dose was small, but the long-term chronic poisoning eventually hurt my life. And I was able to catch the perpetrator in the end, but I also got the help of Brother Meng, and I owe him a favor in this matter. ”

Some things are so coincidental, Mu Shishi probably never dreamed that the only news of the senior brother would actually be from the mouth of Yi Gongzi.

It was only at this time that she learned from Yi Gongzi about her senior brother's whereabouts in the past few years.

"In those years, how was he?"

"Tell others that it is not good to sleep in the open air, but after leaving from Tang County, he traveled to all the deep mountains with the desire of his heart, supplemented and compiled his medicine books and learned more herbs, and at the same time practiced medicine and cured diseases, saving people from fire and water like his master, doing what he liked, and he was satisfied." Yi Gongzi's voice sank, and Mu Shishi could hear a rare seriousness from it.

Senior brother's wish is like this, and he is still tireless in those years. It's like her, she can't take that step, and she has been trapped in Tang County.

More than three years ago, he moved to the imperial city and lived in his mansion in order to cure Yi Gongzi's illness.

"Your portrait was given to me by his own hand, and that's all he can give me."

"He'sβ€”is he really dead?"

With this sentence, Mu Shishi finally asked, and there was a tremor in her voice that could not be concealed.

She really didn't want to believe this fact, but those words came out of Yi Gongzi's mouth, but her deep voice had a firmness that was difficult to question.

Yi Gongzi also fell silent, as if he had hesitated for a long time, struggling in his heart, and finally came out of his voice.

"Sometimes death is the easiest thing, not to mention that Brother Meng has traveled all over the world to taste all kinds of herbs, and sometimes when he encounters incurable diseases, he can only test poison and cure on himself, so his body is not as good as others. He tried a lot to cure me, but his health deteriorated, and he finally fell ill. ”

Although there has been no news for six years since the senior brother left Tang County, Mu Shishi guessed that there might be such a result.

But now that this result is in front of me, it is still so unacceptable.

It's been six years, and his voice and smile have become more and more blurred, but his figure remains in her mind, just like that promise, and it has become an obsession in her heart.

In six years, in fact, she didn't think about letting go, but the obsession was hard to get rid of, and after all, it became a heart disease in her heart, but how, Mu Shishi didn't think that this obsession would end in this way.

She let out a long sigh, her eyes dry as if all her strength had gone.

Originally, she thought that she would be very excited or cry, but in fact, she did not have the strength, and even a word seemed to exhaust all her spirit.

It is true that there is no greater mourning than death.

"He's been gone for almost three years, but I don't even know until now."

"Brother Meng walked too fast, and he didn't have time to tell you the news, and he was buried in the imperial city by me. He didn't leave anything behind, except for this portrait, which he always carried, and he said that the only thing he couldn't let go of was you. If you had the opportunity or wanted to see for yourself, how were you doing? ”

She?

"I'm much better off than him, but I'll never be able to compare to his openness. ...... at the beginning"

The tip of Mu Shishi's nose was suddenly sore, and she only felt that her heart was pinched, if she had given up everything and left with him, maybe, it would not have become the field she is now.

Her words didn't come out, but Yi Gongzi heard what she wanted to say, and quickly took off the dagger from his waist and put it on the table, "I know that you must be uncomfortable in your heart, if you have any hatred, just sprinkle it on me." At the beginning, my poison was cured by Brother Meng, and he tried the poison to save me, so that his body became weaker and weaker. After all, his death was caused by me. If you want revenge, you can come with me. ”

"Do you think I don't dare?" Mu Shishi picked up the dagger on the table with all her strength, and as soon as she pulled out the scabbard, it rested on Yi Gongzi's arm, and the tip of the knife went into a few points, cutting his sleeves and leaving some blood out, but she didn't go into it anymore.

As soon as the strength of his hand loosened, the dagger fell to the ground with a sound.

Yi Gongzi didn't even frown, picked up the dagger on the ground, and handed it to Mu Shishi's hand, "Why don't you stab it?" After Xiao Ling'er and Le Qin left the cabin, maybe because there were fewer people in the cabin, the atmosphere was a little clearer, or maybe because Meng Jun's death hit her too hard.

She finally didn't like a cannon that ignited a little bit, she just sat on the side, and when she saw the wine that Yi Gongzi had just poured, she grabbed it and drank it all in one gulp, "Now, can you say it?" ”

Yi Gongzi finally didn't hide it anymore, but his expression was still cold.

"What I said earlier is not false, I met Meng Jun at the beginning, and it was indeed because I had an illness, so I asked him to go to the house for diagnosis and treatment, and stayed for three months. The only difference is that Meng Jun is indeed as you say, and after three months of recuperation, my illness recovered as before. It was also during this time that I became friends with him. ”

He has a lot of friends, but most of his friends are a generation of wine and meat, and there are only a handful of people who can make him get along.

Leqin is because she has the rare boldness and thoughtfulness of a Hualou woman, and she understands him a little bit with her delicate mind, and Miss Xiao is her smart and intelligent, which makes him appreciate it very much and think it is very interesting.

And Meng Jun is just so simple that it is just because the two of them have the same interests.

"Brother Meng traveled all over the world before coming to the Imperial City, and although there are many famous doctors in the Imperial City, it is difficult to have as open-minded and well-informed as him. He studied medical skills, and has a preference for piano art calligraphy and painting, which happened to be similar to me. At the beginning, my illness was poisoned and murdered, although the dose was small, but the long-term chronic poisoning eventually hurt my life. And I was able to catch the perpetrator in the end, but I also got the help of Brother Meng, and I owe him a favor in this matter. ”

Some things are so coincidental, Mu Shishi probably never dreamed that the only news of the senior brother would actually be from the mouth of Yi Gongzi.

It was only at this time that she learned from Yi Gongzi about her senior brother's whereabouts in the past few years.

"In those years, how was he?"

"Tell others that it is not good to sleep in the open air, but after leaving from Tang County, he traveled to all the deep mountains with the desire of his heart, supplemented and compiled his medicine books and learned more herbs, and at the same time practiced medicine and cured diseases, saving people from fire and water like his master, doing what he liked, and he was satisfied." Yi Gongzi's voice sank, and Mu Shishi could hear a rare seriousness from it.

Senior brother's wish is like this, and he is still tireless in those years. It's like her, she can't take that step, and she has been trapped in Tang County.

More than three years ago, he moved to the imperial city and lived in his mansion in order to cure Yi Gongzi's illness.

"Your portrait was given to me by his own hand, and that's all he can give me."

"He'sβ€”is he really dead?"

With this sentence, Mu Shishi finally asked, and there was a tremor in her voice that could not be concealed.

She really didn't want to believe this fact, but those words came out of Yi Gongzi's mouth, but her deep voice had a firmness that was difficult to question.

Yi Gongzi also fell silent, as if he had hesitated for a long time, struggling in his heart, and finally came out of his voice.

"Sometimes death is the easiest thing, not to mention that Brother Meng has traveled all over the world to taste all kinds of herbs, and sometimes when he encounters incurable diseases, he can only test poison and cure on himself, so his body is not as good as others. He tried a lot to cure me, but his health deteriorated, and he finally fell ill. ”

Although there has been no news for six years since the senior brother left Tang County, Mu Shishi guessed that there might be such a result.

But now that this result is in front of me, it is still so unacceptable.

It's been six years, and his voice and smile have become more and more blurred, but his figure remains in her mind, just like that promise, and it has become an obsession in her heart.

In the past six years, in fact, she has not thought about letting go, but her obsession is difficult to eliminate, and after all, it has become a heart disease in her heart.