135 No one is waiting for you in your memories
More than six years ago, in February, the lake was clear, and the birds were singing in spring.
At that time, Mu Shishi, Meng Jun and Xie Yuan all lived with their master in a thatched hut on the mountainside of Cuiwu Mountain, some distance outside Tang County.
Among the three apprentices, Senior Brother Meng Jun has been with the master for the longest time, and he is also the most like him.
Meng Junna's ambition to travel all over the world and read a hundred herbs and write medical books also followed the master, he had no father or mother, and after picking it up when the master was traveling, he was raised as a son and kept with him all the time.
It's a pity that the master is also the same as Meng Jun, in order to compile his own medical books, he tastes all kinds of herbs, unlike Meng Jun, who also has the master's medical books as a reference, which is even more dangerous, and his body is not as good as day by day, and because of this, he and his master have been together for so long but have not come out, and finally he couldn't stand it anymore and returned to Tang County to stay.
But this did not affect the relationship between the husband and wife, the master was busy with the pharmacy in Tang County, and the master took three apprentices to live on Cuiwu Mountain.
There are their old houses on Cuiwu Mountain, and there are a lot of medicinal herbs in the deep mountains, and they live here to study medical books, and they are close to the surrounding villagers who need to be treated.
That period of time should be regarded as Mu Shishi's most leisurely and happy time, her relatives are all by her side, she doesn't have to think about dealing with those headaches all day long, as long as she follows her senior brother and master to learn medicine and drum herbs.
It's a pity that those times didn't last long, and Master's health got worse and worse, and after staying up for two nights without closing his eyes, he fell seriously ill and didn't wake up again.
Master's death was very sad for them, but the calmest one seemed to be the master, who always told them that there was a destiny, everything was a certainty, and there was no need to be too sad. It's just that everything has slowly started to change since the death of the master.
Mu Shishi never saw a smile on her master's face again, but she didn't see a tear from her, but she still instructed the three of them to inherit the master's medical skills for a good life, and her mind was still on the pharmacy. Not long after, his junior brother Xie Yuan still couldn't let go of his examination, and left Cuiwu Mountain to work as a handyman in a restaurant in Yu'an City while studying in order to earn enough money for the examination.
On Cuiwu Mountain, only she and her senior brother were left.
The spring water blew all the peach blossoms all over the mountain, Mu Shishi concocted the herbs she had just picked and sat aside to rest, and looked at the senior brother who was standing under the peach blossom tree with a worried face.
"Senior brother, what are you thinking?" She walked over, handed the fruit in her hand to Meng Jun, and picked up her own and took a bite of it crisply.
Maybe it was because Meng Jun was a little younger, and when she was still chaotic, Meng Jun was thinking much more than her, and the sadness in his eyes was also something she couldn't really understand at that time.
"Look at that peach blossom, it doesn't look like the one we saw in Lu County when you were just eight years old."
"It's kind of like that." Mu Shishi nodded with a sigh of relief, "However, the one on Cuiwu Mountain is still not as good-looking as there, I remember that the peach blossoms in Luxian County were beautiful at that time, the mountains were all over the wilderness, and the wind blew the fragrance of peach blossoms." Later, when Master was about to take us away, I was reluctant to cry. ”
"yes." Meng Jun hooked the corners of his lips slightly, "How good it was at that time, Master was physically tough, we were at the age of playing, there were not so many worries every day, I just thought about where I would go tomorrow and what good things were, carefree and worry-free." Who would have imagined that so many things would happen in just a few years, and they would ...... I watched Master leave. ”
"Senior brother, is you thinking about Master?" Mu Shishi tilted her head, in fact, she occasionally thought about her master. When Master first left, her eyes were all spent, and after many months, those sorrows slowly shrank together and hid in the corners of her heart, as long as she didn't want to get up, it was okay and it was in order. It's just that the relationship between the senior brother and the master is the deepest, and the grief that Mu Shishi wants to shrink in the senior brother's heart must be more dishonest than hers, otherwise how could she always run out to make trouble and cover the smile of the senior brother.
Meng Jun nodded, "For as long as I can remember, the only person around me is Master, he regards me as his own, and I also regard him as my biological father, although I know that Master's body is getting worse every day, I am afraid that there will be such a day after all, but I didn't expect this day to come so early." ”
"Senior brother, I know you must be sad, and I am also sad." Mu Shishi said, the fruit in his hand also felt a lot boring, and lowered his hand, "Master is so good to us, he has done a lot of good deeds in his life and saved so many people, he shouldn't have left so early." ”
Mu Shishi said, raised her eyes again, turned Meng Jun's body around, and stretched out her hand to smooth his eyebrows, "But senior brother, we are sad, and the master must be more sad than us, but you see, the master did not delay other things a little because of the death of the master, didn't the master tell us?" People, you should look forward, you shouldn't hesitate, just like Master, he has gone all his life, he has been a doctor all his life, and he has never stopped because of a little difficulty and loss, do you think, does he regret it? ”
"Master's ambition is here, and I will not regret it."
"Yes, even if Master doesn't regret it, you shouldn't be immersed in grief and can't get out." Mu Shishi looked at Meng Jun sad, and she was also sad in her heart, just thinking that she could comfort him by racking her brains, "Just like when we left Lu County, how sad I am, but when we arrived at Cuiwu Mountain, there is still a beautiful scenery, and Cuiwu Mountain is close to Shiniang, she can also make us nectar candy to eat, where can I eat this in Lu County." Senior brother is also now, if you have been immersed in the scenery of Luxian County, won't you lose the deliciousness of nectar candy, this is really living up to Master's expectations of you. ”
When Mu Shishi's words fell, Meng Jun's expression was slightly stunned, and he didn't speak again, as if he was thinking carefully about what she had just said.
Master...... He must not regret what he has done in this life, and what about him?
"Senior brother, you must cheer up, my sister just taught me a while ago, and this is the truth for the deceased. Now that I think about it, Shi Niang must have seen that you were too sad, so she wanted me to tell you this sentence. Memories are beautiful, but we don't always look at memories, there is no one waiting for you in memories, only by moving forward, can we keep up with their footsteps. ”
"No one is waiting for you in the memory......" Meng Jun repeated Mu Shishi's words, and he didn't know what he thought, the expression on his face that had been tight suddenly loosened, and he stretched out his hand and rubbed Mu Shishi's head, "Senior sister, I always think that you are playful, but I didn't expect that I am a man with a man's mind that is not as open as you, I remember your words, I know what to do." ”
Meng Jun said, turning around and walking towards the house.
"Senior brother, what are you going to do?" Mu Shishi also touched the back of her head, although she really didn't know which of her words moved her senior brother, but she was naturally very happy to see him dispel her sorrows.
Meng Jun's footsteps had already walked into the courtyard, took the white paper and ink pen on the table, and brought a small table over, "Such a beautiful scenery, even if you will miss it in the end, but keep it a few points, so that I will not forget your words in the future." ”
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The mountains of peach blossoms are all in the pen, and the splendid girl in the peach blossoms finally stays on the blank paper.
Mu Shishi looked at the portrait in her hand, and her thoughts slowly returned from a long time ago.
At that time, she only wanted to comfort her senior brother, and she didn't want to watch him immersed in pain so uncomfortable. But if she knew that it was because of her words that the senior brother saw the master's departure, thought clearly about what she wanted, and made up her mind to devote herself to his ambition, and to travel all over the world to study medicine like the master, I don't know if she could still say those words at the beginning.
Mu Shishi sighed, and the corners of her lips seemed to rise a little to reveal a smile, but the bitterness in the laughter was revealing and pathetic.
Yi Gongzi looked at the expression on her face, his eyes moved slightly, and the corners of his lips opened slightly, "Miss Mu thought so transparently when she enlightened Brother Meng back then, and she still had such openness in her cardamom years, why is it that she has lost the open-mindedness of her youth now that she is a little older." ”
"You ......" Mu Shishi's gaze finally moved to Yi Gongzi, and suddenly understood why Yi Gongzi asked her about the things behind the portrait, thinking that this story should have been mentioned to him by the senior brother, and now he wants to enlighten her through the portrait.
"No one is waiting for you in the memory, but the girl herself said that. Brother Meng told me that he has never regretted it, and he is only grateful to you for waking up the person in his dream with your words, so that he has the courage to take that step and do what he wants to do, otherwise, maybe he will always be immersed in the death of your master and will not be able to extricate himself from it. It's just Miss Mu, you thought so clearly back then, how could it be that you were so worried about yourself, your master, master and brother Meng are all moving forward step by step in what they want to do, although they will not regret leaving but they did what they want to do, but what about you, do you want to stay in the memories forever? ”
Yi Gongzi said, stood up, and walked behind Mu Shishi, she was still looking at the portrait in her hand without blinking, without saying a word, and she didn't know if she had listened to his words.
His right hand was raised slightly, just above Mu Shishi's shoulder, and the hand that he originally wanted to fall finally curled up and took it back unnoticed, obviously looking turbulent, but there was no difference in his voice, "I have said all this, this portrait can be re-entered into the girl's hand, and it can be regarded as the fulfillment of Brother Meng's wish, as for the rest, it depends on the girl herself, whether she can figure it out." ”