Although I have escaped the chaos and abuse, I have always been uneasy. His mind is full of the way he was pointed at and ridiculed, but he had to stand on my side, he must have been in pain.

Obviously, I am the one who crawled out of such a quagmire, and I know that it is not pleasant, but I shattered his hopes and the face of the man at his hopeful wedding scene.

The hand on his thigh was suddenly grasped, Mu Zi rubbed it lightly twice, and comforted: "That's not your fault, your brother has already asked someone to deal with it, and it will pass soon." ”

Squeezed out a smile and replied to her, nodding, "Brother, take me to the hospital first!" Grandma can't have no one around, I have to go over and take care of it. ”

He didn't say anything and took me to the hospital. My brother is gone, and Mu Zi and Suixin stay with me.

As I stood at the door of the operating room, my breathing became extremely heavy, and I had a hunch that this time, my grandmother would not survive.

But what should I do? She was obviously fine, but I was angry with her. It's all to blame for being too reckless.

I regret it, how could I be so stupid as to take revenge on him in this way? If not, grandma will no longer be in danger.

After waiting for about an hour, the operation was over, and the doctor came out with a look of regret.

He looked at me, then shook his head, and whispered, "I'm sorry, we've done our best, old lady, and she's gone peacefully." Please mourn and be submissive. ”

Tears finally flooded and grandma was really gone.

Like a thatched hut with strands removed, it collapsed and piled up on the ground.

"Grandma, I'm sorry! Sissy is sorry for you......"

Mu Zi and the others came to help me up, but I didn't have the slightest strength, and I couldn't stand up at all.

The nurse sent my grandmother out, and I fell to my knees, weeping bitterly, and the long corridor that had been quiet was filled with my wailings.

I don't remember how long it took, but Shen Yu'an came.

He was not as irrational as I was, and he picked me up and let my grandmother take me away.

As he took me out of the hospital, I finally said those three words.

"I'm sorry! It's all because of me that my grandmother will leave. I'm sorry! Grandma didn't wait to see you one last time......"

He never spoke, not knowing if he was blaming me or because of the pain that he couldn't make a sound.

That night, my grandmother returned to the Shen family's old house, and we were all there.

Shen Yu'an said that he would let his grandmother rest for one night and send her to the funeral home tomorrow. He didn't want others to pick her up, he was afraid that his grandmother wouldn't get used to it.

We stayed up all night while kneeling in front of my grandmother's bed and accompanying her for the last time.

After dawn, the maid came in and persuaded us to wash and change clothes, I was reluctant to go, and when I looked at my grandmother who was sleeping peacefully on the bed, I always felt that she was still there and would wake up.

But after all, he was dragged away.

After forcing me to drink some porridge, we sent my grandmother to the funeral home, watched her go away, and sent her on a new journey.

My tears never went down, and when I brought my grandmother home from the funeral home, my eyes were dry and painful, and I couldn't shed tears anymore.

But my guilt grew heavier and heavier.

Three days later, we sent my grandmother away, and buried her in the cemetery, next to my grandfather, as she wished.

She once told me about her love with her grandfather, and she longed for the two of them to last a long time, but in the end her grandfather couldn't accompany her to the end. She has said more than once that she hopes to renew her relationship with her grandfather in the next life, but she can't stay together for a long time in this life.

The mourners are gone, and we are the only ones who refuse to leave.

Since his grandmother left, he has not spoken a word, and he uses silence to express the pain in his heart.

Looking at his resolute side face, I felt a little uncomfortable, after all, I was sorry for him, causing him to lose his grandmother. Maybe it was to make myself feel better, I told myself not to pursue the harm he had caused me in the past, and we were even.

"The person who caused trouble at the wedding is indeed my second uncle, the photos and rumors have been stopped, and it is up to you to decide how to punish him."

Looking at the portrait of his grandmother, he opened his mouth, and then fell silent again.

"Forget it, it's all in the past. Besides, Grandma certainly didn't want them to suffer, and a warning was enough. "Actually, I'd like to ask, what will happen to us. But I still can't ask, grandma is gone, the play should end, and everything should return to the way it was before.

I stood quietly for a long time, until it was dark, and then he reached out and put a small note in the palm of my hand.

Doubts opened, but they couldn't see clearly, "What is this?" ”

"Grandma's last letter, just one word, forgiveness. Presumably, grandma also knew what the second uncle was doing, and she wanted us not to care about it and leave a way for them. ”

I thought that grandma really hated the second uncle and them, after all, Shen Yu'an's father, her favorite son was killed by them.

And Shen Yu'an is living outside, which is also due to them.

Later, after Shen Yu'an returned to Shen's house, he was always worried, lest he would never wake up one day as soon as he fell asleep.

For so many years, he has been fighting with his second uncle and them, not for anything else, just to help his grandmother save his heart and manage the Shen family.

It's not that the second uncle is excluded, it's mainly because they are too ruthless and extreme, and it's difficult to take on big responsibilities. Grandma will always be on guard to train Shen Yu'an as a successor.

In order to achieve their goals, they all worked hard, and Shen Yu'an suffered a lot and suffered a lot of injuries because of this, some of which were inflicted on him by his grandmother.

But in the end, grandma actually forgave the second uncle and them.

"Grandma has been wise all her life, and there is nothing wrong with listening to her. At this point, even if you don't let them go, it won't help, but will add new resentment. It's just ......" clutched the note and looked up at him, "I'm sorry because of my past stupidity, I lost your grandmother, I ......"

"Then stay with me, okay?"

Even though I couldn't see the expression on his face, I could still feel his nervousness at the moment.

My heart was pounding and nervous, and I didn't know how to answer him.

Refuse? Or promised? I don't have a score in my heart.

"Let's go home and don't disturb our grandparents."

He didn't hold me or wait for me, he turned around and walked away.

Listening to his lonely footsteps, I felt very uncomfortable, and I still didn't want him to be more sad in the end.

Raising his legs to follow, at the entrance of the cemetery, when he was about to go down the stairs, he finally stood and waited for me.

When I got closer, he grabbed my hand, "It's too dark, be careful, don't fall." Then he took out his mobile phone, turned on the flashlight, and led me down step by step.

"I once fantasized about walking with you to the end of the day, and you also held me so carefully, afraid that I would bump into it. Later, I finally married you, but I couldn't find the tenderness you showed from time to time.

Before, knowing about the experiences of my brother and my sister-in-law, I was still full of disdain, thinking that they were too stupid and so tired of love.

If you think about it carefully, I used to be like this, stupidly waiting for someone who didn't love me to say that he loved me. ”

When I said this, I just suddenly sighed, and I didn't mean to settle old accounts with him, but he apologized to me seriously.

"I should never blame you, those stupid things were also done willingly at that time, you didn't force me, I don't blame you.

Can you tell me how many women you have? I'm curious, how do they love you? Unrestrained? Gentle as water? Or is it impeccablely perfect? ”

I never disdained to compare myself to anyone, but somehow, remembering the faces of the women who had appeared next to him before, felt a little pity for myself.

I don't bother to compare with them, I don't dare at all, because they are his love, and I am just a toy that he wants to tease from time to time.

"No, I've never had any woman except you. Sissy, I haven't touched any of them, and I've never loved anyone, except you. ”

Stunned, I didn't expect this to be his answer, not like he was lying to me, and said it extremely sincerely.

I didn't know how to answer for a while, so I pretended not to care and was silent.

He didn't say anything more, but on the way back, when he saw that I was not looking good, he asked me to sleep on his shoulder for a while.

I didn't move, he grabbed my head and pressed me on his shoulder, and wouldn't let me move.

Xu was really tired, and after a while, his eyelids fought, and he slowly fell asleep.

I was awakened by hunger, and the smell of food wafted through my nostrils, so I couldn't resist the temptation and opened my eyes.

I found myself lying on the bed, wearing pajamas, with meals on the bedside table, and steaming, fragrant, and making people drool.

He didn't care about anything else, and he started to eat after cutting off his rice bowl, and when he was about to finish eating, he came in with a soup bowl in his hand.

handed it to me and raised his hand to wipe the rice from my mouth, "There's still hot chicken soup downstairs, if it's not enough, I'll serve it to you." ”

He looked at him dumbfounded, "Have you eaten it?" Why don't you wake me up? I'm dying of hunger. ”

"I called a few times, but I didn't wake up, so I didn't disturb your sleep. Eat seriously, don't talk, be careful of choking. ”

No more talking, quiet eating, when I finished eating, he went to clean up, I went to take a shower, and lay back in bed.

His head went blank for a moment, without a thought, until he turned off the headlights and hugged me from behind.

I struggled uncomfortably, but he hugged me to death, "I feel uncomfortable, I want to hug me." ”

His eyes widened and he looked at him incredulously, he had closed his eyes and pouted, looking coquettish.

He was coquettish with me?

Hearing his breathing become heavy, I thought he was asleep, and I didn't move for fear of waking him.

"Sissy, didn't you ask me if I would dream that he wanted me to ask for my life? I never dreamed of him, and I didn't feel indebted to him.

The only thing I think is a bit excessive, and that's it, I'll snatch you away from him, that's all. ”

Speaking of him, I was a little excited, and the volume rose a few degrees, "But he was killed by you in the end, are you really not guilty?" ”

"I didn't hurt anyone, let alone kill him. The reason why he died was entirely to blame himself, and he couldn't rely on others. ”