Chapter 149: A Kidney's Secret
He came and pulled me at will, looked at me with his head held high, and didn't speak, for fear of disturbing me and annoying me!
Restrained his emotions and took her to the cemetery with him.
Standing in front of my grandmother's grave, I wanted to speak several times, but I never knew how to speak.
I wanted to ask her if that Mu Xinlan was my mother, but because she was casually present, I was afraid that she would be worried and sad, so I held back.
didn't speak for a long time, just quietly looked at her portrait, with mixed emotions.
It wasn't until I left that I finally said, "Take care, grandma."
On the way back, I was immersed in my own thoughts, guessing all kinds of possible outcomes, but I didn't expect that the truth was always so hurtful.
When I got home, Shen Yu'an and the others had already prepared the meal, and Huo Nanyi was also back, just waiting for the two of us to eat.
He asked where we went, and I lied to him by saying that I had taken my heart out for a walk.
He didn't expose my lies, he believed it, and didn't ask anything more.
At the dinner table, because there were still Sister Tang Li and Chen Ke there, the atmosphere was quite harmonious, and it would not be embarrassing to death.
I've been secretly observing Huo Nanxi, but she is like a nobody, smiling lightly and seems to be very happy.
This inexplicably made me shudder a little, obviously she was still so hysterical at that time, how could she ...... Are they all actors with superb acting skills?
Subconsciously glanced at Huo Nanyi, is he, like them, he has been wearing a mask, even in front of me.
depressed and finished a seemingly harmonious meal.
After cleaning up, Shen Yu'an left with Huo Nanxi. Sister Tang Li drank a little high, so Chen Ke sent her back.
After everyone left, only the two of us were left in the living room.
Somehow, even though today is our wedding day, it is like an old husband and wife whose feelings are as light as water, there is nothing to say, and the room is quiet.
I leaned back on the edge of the couch and stared at the wooden villa.
Because tonight, the light suddenly turned on, and through the bright light, I saw my aunt, with a sturdy man, hugging and kissing ambiguously.
Unconsciously lowered his eyes, not daring to continue to peep at her affairs. Suddenly there was a cold in my hand, and I looked down and saw the mobile phone lying in the palm of my hand.
"If you can't put it down, just call her and tell her."
Raising his eyes to him, "Since you understand me so well, can you tell me what I want most right now?" ”
Walked over, sat down, and put his arm around my shoulder, "Mu Zi, there are some things that even I don't know how to tell you." ”
"Are you talking about my mother?"
Silent, "Her name is Mu Xinlan, right?" In the end, what did she have with the Huo family? Why does Huo Nanxi hate her? ”
"That's an eternal wound in my heart and Nanxi, and I don't want ......"
The mobile phone rang suddenly, it was Huo Nanxi's phone, saying that Uncle Huo was now in the emergency room.
Putting down the phone, he seemed to take out a cigarette leisurely, lit it, and smoked it.
snatched the cigarette from his hand and dragged him, "Let's go, let's go see my uncle." ”
He didn't explicitly refuse, and went to the hospital with me.
After waiting for a long time, the operation was over.
After asking the doctor, he sighed heavily: "Mr. Huo's only remaining kidney lesion, if you can't find a suitable kidney source as soon as possible and perform surgery, I'm afraid it will ...... Young Master Huo, I hope you will think about it. ”
He patted Huo Nanyi on the shoulder and left, I heard in the clouds, what is the only remaining kidney?
Did Uncle Huo actually have only one kidney?
glanced at him, frowned, and seemed to be worried.
Worried, they took his hand, but they didn't know what to say to comfort him.
I don't remember what the relationship between father and son was like, but from these two meetings, it can be seen that they are very awkward.
As for why, I don't know, it's not easy to ask, for fear of upsetting him.
He held my hand instead, looked at Uncle Huo who was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face, and without saying a word, he pulled me to leave.
Hurriedly grabbed him with both hands and whispered, "Shall we go back like this?" Uncle is here alone, and there is no one to take care of him, so let's stay here with him! ”
"He doesn't need us."
Pulling me away, I dragged him and tried to convince him.
But it didn't work out, and I was taken home by him.
Restlessly came out of the shower, but he was half-leaning in front of the window, the cigarette in Ren's hand was burning lonely, as if he was thinking about something, thinking very attentively.
Took the cigarette from his hand, snuffed it out, and still asked.
"You're worried about your uncle, aren't you? Can you tell me, what did he do to you to lose the love of such a good son as yours? ”
"Silly girl, your comfort is too perfunctory." Turning his head and smiling, he rubbed his still dripping hair, "Come here, I'll wipe your hair." ”
He took the towel in my hand and gently wiped it for me.
"Huo Nanyi."
"Hurt you?"
"I understand your mood at the moment, when the facts you believe in are overturned by the truth, the pride of not being willing to admit that you are wrong can really make us very awkward. But in any case, a mistake is a mistake, and we should be generous enough to accept this fact, right? ”
teased me back, "Mrs. Huo has become a philosopher." Ignoring him, he continued: "Maybe my uncle did some things that were really excessive and hurtful, but maybe he had his own troubles. Let's try to communicate with him and forgive him for his past foolishness, okay? ”
Turned around, took his hand, looked him in the eye, and consulted with him seriously.
In fact, I guessed that Uncle Huo's kidney may be related to him, or to his aunt.
And the reason why he was depressed was that he suddenly discovered this fact and was overwhelmed by the misunderstanding of his uncle before.
He stepped over and leaned into his arms.
"Huo Nanyi, no matter what decision you make, I will always be on your side. I'm not going to push you to do anything, I just want you to be happy. ”
He smiled and replied, "Stupid! He didn't say anything more.
I didn't mention Uncle Huo again, I've already talked about it, and as for how he chooses, I shouldn't mess around.
At seven o'clock the next day, we left home together, and sent Suixin to school first, and he insisted on taking me to the hospital to rest assured.
After getting out of the car, he left, without taking the initiative to care about Uncle Huo.
I went to the hospital with breakfast, and I thought I would go to the doctor first to ask my uncle about his condition, but I heard that my uncle had woken up, so I went to the ward first.
When he entered, he was still in the same position as we had left last night, lying on the bed, looking weak.
"Uncle, are you awake? You're hungry, I've brought you white fungus purple rice porridge and chicken soup. ”
Try to smile brightly, don't want to be lifeless and affect his mood.
He smiled at me, "Thank you for coming to see me." ”
Although he was smiling, the bitterness in the corners of his eyes was like the wrinkles of aging, and he couldn't erase it.
helped him sit down, served him porridge, and wanted to feed him himself, but he insisted that he could, so he took it and ate it slowly.
Looking at his haggard face, my heart tingled violently.
I saw in him my loneliness and sadness.
He must have some unspeakable secrets and a sad past.
moved his lips, but he never had the courage to ask. I always felt that I was not fit to inquire about his secrets.
After he finished eating, I left the ward under the pretext that there was something at home and went to the attending doctor to inquire about the specific situation.
But as soon as I raised my hand and was about to knock on the door, I heard Huo Nanyi's voice.
He said with some excitement: "No matter what the way, I want him to operate as soon as possible." ”
He was really still worried about his uncle, but why should he ......
"Young Master Huo, but Mr. Huo insists on not operating, and we can't help it! A suitable kidney source has been found, but Mr. Huo refuses surgery, which is very tricky. ”
I was shocked, I didn't expect Uncle Huo to refuse the operation.
Just a few months ago, I saw reports about him on the news, as if his astrophysics research had made great progress, but it wasn't quite successful.
In such a situation, will my uncle give up? What is the reason exactly?
The office suddenly fell silent, and through the door, I could even see the loss and disbelief on Huo Nanyi's face.
"I'll take care of it, as long as I'm ready for surgery." When the words fell, he walked out and opened the door, and I stood in the doorway, looking at him in a daze.
When he saw me, he was slightly stunned, then returned to normal, and without saying a word, he pulled me to the ward.
When I was about to get to the door of the ward, I paused, "Is my uncle hiding something from you?" ”
"Perhaps, he wanted to atone for his sins with death and save that rotten and stinky heart."
“……”
He didn't mean to tell me the truth, and he didn't ask again.
When he returned to the ward, his uncle collapsed at the foot of the bed, struggling weakly to get up.
"Uncle, what's wrong with you?" I ran over in a panic and tried to help him up, but my strength was too small to help him.
glanced at Huo Nanyi, and saw that he frowned and looked coldly, and there was no posture to move, and his heart suddenly became a little cold.
Can he really be so cold? Anyway, Uncle Huo is his biological father, how can he ......
When my heart was cold, Uncle Huo had already been carried back to the bed and lay down.
Huo Nanyi still had a cold face and covered him with a quilt.
Fortunately, the man I love did not disappoint me.
got up, but saw that my uncle looked uncomfortable and frowned, "Uncle, do you want to go to the bathroom?" ”
As I guessed, his face softened slightly, but he nodded a little embarrassedly.
Before I could say anything, Huo Nanyi had already taken him to the bathroom.
Looking at their father and son, I was really tired of them.
Obviously, the son cares about his father, and the father also loves his son, but they are all silent, and they don't even give each other a good face, which is awkward, which is really depressing.
After staying for about twenty minutes, Huo Nanyi suddenly threw out a sentence of "take care of your body, surgery next week", breaking the silence that was about to crush me.
Uncle didn't speak, but his brow furrowed deeper.
I wanted to open my mouth to persuade my uncle, but I heard him say, "Don't think that you can be forgiven in this way, you still live well, and it is more pleasing to the eye to enjoy the loneliness and helplessness in the future." ”
Without waiting for my uncle to answer, he dragged me out of the hospital.
stared at his side face, and wanted to reach out to help him stretch his tightly twisted eyebrows, but they were all discouraged and didn't dare to move.
I thought he would take me home or take me to the company, but the car stopped at the entrance to the cemetery.
He asked me to wait for him in the car and said he would come down in a moment. But I refused, got out of the car and went with him into the cemetery.
When we stood in front of the tomb under the plane tree and saw the words on the tombstone, I realized that the woman with a gentle smile was his mother.
He stretched out his hand and brushed the dust falling on the tombstone, "Mom, I came to see you, I came in a hurry today and forgot to bring you flowers." ”
Slender fingers caressed the portrait, but I caught a glimpse of tears glistening in the corners of his eyes.
He actually cried.
Biting my lip, I was a little at a loss, and I didn't know what to do.
"Mom, why didn't you tell me that the kidneys in my body belonged to him. I'd rather die than accept his cheap handouts. ”
I looked at him in amazement.
It turned out that Uncle Huo's other kidney was given to him.
But why is their relationship so bad?
walked over and hugged him, "Huo Nanyi, let it pass!" The important thing is that the people who are alive are all good and happy. My aunt doesn't want to see you so upset. ”
Suddenly, like a wounded fawn, he leaned helplessly against me, his chin buried in my shoulder socket, hot tears burning my skin.
What was going on to make him so sad?
"Ridiculous, right? The person who hates him to the bone is a life-saver. He must have done it on purpose, deliberately to make me hate him, and I had to be grateful. ”