He hugged me tightly and seemed unable to support his body to stand on his own.

I tried my best to support him, trying to give him peace of mind when he needed me.

Let him talk about those sad things in the past, for him, only full of distress.

I never thought that he, who seemed to have no weaknesses and was so strong that no one could hit him, would experience so much gloom.

And those suffocating pasts, to a large extent, are due to Uncle Huo.

No wonder he hates Uncle Huo so much, if I were him, I'm afraid I would even have the heart to kill my uncle.

Patted him on the back and did what he comforted me, "Don't be afraid! It's all gone, I'm here, I'm with you, and I'll always be with you. ”

"Kiss me!"

Tough order, no way, stood on tiptoe and kissed his thin lips.

Unlike usual, today, his lips were cold, and he was even shivering, telling me that he was afraid.

The blood of the distressed was because he was uncomfortable.

The man I love, such a strong and brave man, has been forced by the darkness to have no way out, and it makes me angrier than I myself have been driven to death.

poured out all the tenderness, trying to soothe his heart. Let him ask for it, I want him to know that I have always been by his side and have never left.

When the twilight was blank and the sky was becoming oppressive, it was raining lightly, and he left the cemetery with me in his arms.

On the way back, I asked curiously, "What would you do if you couldn't find a suitable kidney source?" Give his kidneys back? ”

"What if it were you?"

After being stunned for a while, he smiled bitterly, "If it were me, I would probably return it!" You know, I don't like to owe people, but ......"

"Huh?"

"But I'm still reluctant, I greedily want to be with you forever, maybe I'll make an exception for you and be selfish to the end."

"Silly! When others help you, it's a painstaking calculation, and the back road is designed. What should be done is to block it, don't let him get his wish, and naturally he will suffocate himself to death. ”

I know he meant something, and he wanted to tell me that my aunt was actually like that to me.

But even though I knew her purpose clearly, and I was tired of being forced into a dilemma, I never had the hope of killing her.

Maybe as he said, I'm still too stupid and too soft-hearted.

……

When I woke up, he was back to his old glory, like a shining star, lighting up my night sky.

But he didn't go to the hospital to visit Uncle Huo again, as if he had completely forgotten his existence.

But I'm different, even if I know that most of his past is gloomy because of my uncle, I can't sit idly by.

What's more, I have nothing to do, I will go to the hospital every day to see him, bring him food, take him downstairs for a walk.

occasionally bumped into Huo Nanxi, and of course, Shen Yu'an, who was almost inseparable from her.

Because of the words I overheard that day, I put up a barrier in my heart, and I just greeted them with a polite smile, completely devoid of the intimacy I had when I was in Paris.

The strange thing is that Huo Nanxi doesn't seem to have changed at all, and even jokingly calls me "sister-in-law", every time I see her like this, my heart is trembling, and I am so scared that I don't know what to do.

She hated my mother and had a grudge against me, but on the surface she was calm, and this indifference was like a time bomb that would suddenly detonate and destroy everything one day.

I can't do anything, I can only try my best to disguise.

Thinking that I could uncover those secrets about my mother earlier, I went to the nursing home to find my grandfather.

The difference was that he talked a lot, and he could always talk for most of the day, except for my mother and me.

His deliberate avoidance made me more curious and more sure that there must be some ulterior secret hidden in it.

didn't dare to ask my aunt, so I could only pin my hopes on Huo Nanyi.

Every day before I went to bed, I would ask him to give me what the private investigator had found, but he would always find an opportunity to divert the conversation until I fell asleep.

After doing this several times, I no longer thought that I could get any reliable information from him.

In order to let his guard down, I still ask him every day and beg him to tell me. But I've been checking behind my back, and I've learned some things about myself, for example, he used to be my aunt's fiancé, and I got involved with him.

This kind of news makes me look down on myself, I thought that there might be some bloody story between us, but I never thought that I shamelessly robbed my aunt's man.

After I knew about his relationship with my aunt, as long as he hugged me, I would naturally have a strong sense of rejection and oppression.

I tried to convince myself not to care, after all, I was his wife now.

But, I can't do it at all.

In the dead of night, after he had fallen asleep, I would gently get up, go downstairs, lean against the window, look at the dark wooden house, and silently say "I'm sorry" in my heart.

It turns out that my aunt's resentment towards me is not unfounded. I deserve to be kicked out, I deserve to be forced like that.

Such depression and guilt forced me to suffocate, but I couldn't tell him, so I could only swallow it silently in my stomach.

Acting in duplicity at home every day, life is so tired.

Today, July 3, is the day of Uncle Huo's surgery.

We went to the hospital together early in the morning.

She held my hand tightly, and I wanted to shake her off countless times.

As long as I see her, I will see the scene of my aunt behind his back, so unbearable and disgusting.

Yes, disgusting. I felt disgusting and ugly.

restrained his manic heart, and barely hurt her.

After waiting for more than an hour, the operation was over, and the doctor said that the operation went smoothly and that as long as you recuperate, you can be cured in a month.

My uncle was pushed out by the nurse, but he had already turned around, grabbed my hand, and was about to leave.

But he suddenly stopped, just because of the oncoming person.

It's Huo Nanxun who came.

The stubble grew wildly, looked very sloppy, the whole person lost weight, but his eyes became more indifferent than before, and there was a contemptuous sneer on the corner of his mouth.

Fearlessly, he hid behind me, hugged my thighs, and didn't dare to poke his head out.

"Good brother, the eldest brother is back, and I will invite my younger brother to eat in the future."

The ruffian smiled and looked at me, "My brother and sister's face is not very good, my brother and sister have to take care of their health, otherwise, the stolen ones will always fly away." ”

"Huo Nanxun, I don't care why you came back, remember, don't move people who shouldn't move!"

With that, he leaned over and picked me up and led me out of the hospital.

"Brother and sister, the eldest brother went over to ask for a glass of water to drink, and he won't kick the eldest brother out, right?" He shouted, but I pretended not to hear and walked out.

I knew he was trying to remind me that Huo Nanyi was not the happiness I could grasp. But I don't care, he, Huo Nanxun, is by no means a good person.

When I got into the car, he told me solemnly: "Don't be led away by his words, he is afraid that the world will not be chaotic and sow discord, don't be stupid!" ”

Didn't answer, just looked at him.

If Huo Nanxun didn't tell half the truth, then why was he nervous?

Suddenly, I felt that it was necessary for me to have a good talk with Huo Nanxun alone.

Went to the restaurant for lunch, which was supposed to take us home, but he took us to the company instead.

He went to work on him, and we both stayed in his office bored and couldn't leave.

Sometimes I really think Huo Nanyi's approach is ridiculous, but when I am a fool?

He did this because he was afraid that Huo Nanxun would take the opportunity to find me and then say some "secrets".

Even so, he didn't want to tell me about the past, just because of our awkward relationship?

is full of questions, but can only suffocate inside.

I thought that this time I was secretive enough that he wouldn't notice it, but the paparazzi quickly disappeared into Maocheng, and naturally took away my secret.

When I first learned the news, I was furious and rushed straight to the study, ready to question him.

But he was in a video conference, and inexplicably, he coaxed, closed the door and left the study.

Put on an overcoat and leave the house without even saying hello.

I want to be alone, to know how to go, to obey his wishes and not to pursue it again? Or do you listen to your heart and find out?

Before I knew it, I walked to the "late-night tavern", a quiet bar.

For the first time, I wanted to get drunk, drink to drown my sorrows, numb my nerves with alcohol, and forget everything.

Ordered a bottle of vodka and just wanted to get drunk quickly.

The liquor was so strong that I wanted to drop the bottle, but I laughed and poured it into my stomach one after another.

Drunk, I grabbed a guy and said, "Tell me, who am I?" What does it have to do with that Huo Nanyi? Say! ”

He pushed him away in a daze, fell on the bar, and cried loudly: "Why do you want everyone to hide it from me? Why didn't you tell me? I want to know everything, I don't want to be pointed at and not know why......"

Picked up the wine glass and poured a few more glasses in a daze.

The phone in my pocket buzzed and vibrated non-stop, but I didn't want to answer it. Whoever it is, I don't want to be found.

It's really strange, I was crazy and just wanted to find Huo Nanyi, but now, I just want to avoid him.

Suddenly, the cup in my hand was taken away, and when I looked up, I saw a monster with three heads staggering, which made me uncomfortable.

"Who are you? Give me back the wine! ”

Standing up, he took a step to grab it, but he stumbled and fell into his arms.

"Beauty, we meet again."

The sound of cold vicissitudes spread in my ears, noisy, and annoying.

frowned and pushed him away, I couldn't see what he looked like at all, but I subconsciously wanted to stay away from him.

I dug through my pockets, and finally pulled out a few crumpled pieces of money that I had ravaged and pressed under the bottles, leaned against the wall, and walked crookedly towards the door.

After not taking a few steps, his head was dizzy and he fell to the ground weakly.

The man came up, picked me up, half-helped me, half-carried me, and carried me out of the bar.

I struggled to break free of him, but I couldn't break free.

"Bastard, let me go!"

stepped on him, but he was already holding on to me like a nobody.

Suddenly, there was a "bang" sound, and the man fell to the ground with the sound.

When I fell to the ground without support, I was hugged into a familiar embrace.

Although I was so drunk that I didn't know much about it, I knew that Huo Nanyi was here.

But I want to indulge once, I want to force him to comply.

Break free of his embrace, "Huo Nanyi, I don't love you anymore, you let me go!" You don't love me anyway, you just want to make up for the regret that we couldn't be together before. ”