Sixteen or seventeen-year-old romance I think are ignorant, and ignorant, at that time we couldn't tell the difference between like and love, you thought love is like, you think like but it's already love.

After the Spring Festival, the time of the winter vacation is already coming to an end in the non-stop visit to relatives.

As school starts approaches, I'm actually very worried, why is this happening? That's because I always feel that even if someone close to me doesn't see me for a while, he feels a little raw, let alone him who has only been with me for less than a semester.

So sometimes reunion is not necessarily a real reunion, and sometimes reunion means separation.

I still remember how I felt on the first day of school, I was full of hope and excitement, but when I learned that Yiling was going to drop out of school.

I fell from heaven to hell in an instant. Yiling was one of the few good friends I had in high school, and when I learned that she was leaving, I felt like I was about to lose my beloved, and I never had a girl as gentle as her to accompany me in the future, so I was really in a bad mood at that time.

I don't understand why we haven't known each other for a long time, but we are like sisters, maybe this is really fate, some people are destined to be entangled for a lifetime from the first meeting, and some people can only be a hurried passerby.

That day, Yaxin and I persuaded Yiling for a long time, but Ling finally chose to leave, I don't understand why she left so decisively, and I don't understand why everything changed drastically as soon as she left.

My mood was extremely low that day, so when Ye Jingxun called me, I was also very perfunctory, and I don't know if I said anything very excessive, anyway, we have been drifting apart since that day.

About a week after the start of school, when I repented from the fact that Yiling had left, Ye Jingxun and I were already strangers.

I didn't understand why it was like this, and it was so uncomfortable that I didn't want us to torture each other like that, so I asked him out after a study hall on Sunday night.

Of course, a relationship like ours must be carried out secretly and not let the teacher find out, otherwise we will be finished.

I thought that even if Ye Jingxun couldn't accompany me for a long time, I also thought that at least I could survive until I graduated from high school, and at worst, I would end my first year of high school, but that was just what I thought alone.

We talked for a long time, and the so-called contradictions were resolved, and then I thought we could go back to the old affection, but I was wrong.

We did last a week after we cleared up that night, and it was clear during that week that we were back to when we first got together.

But after that, we always felt like there was something between us for some reason, and every time we were alone, I felt embarrassed and uncomfortable, so naturally I didn't want to be alone with him.

It was like that that that for a week that made me extremely entangled and depressed. I also made a lot of assumptions and thought about a lot of results, anyway, no matter what the result is, I have to have the courage to bear it, and I can't just blindly escape.

Once I made my decision, I took action. We found a free time for both of us, and were ready to talk about whether to continue or end.

Maybe he was more impulsive and willful at that age. The moment I met Ye Jingxun, I didn't know why, I always felt as if I knew the result without asking.

In the past, he was very happy and excited every time he saw me, but since this semester he has always been so expressionless, I don't know what happened to him, even if there is something I have to say so that I can know how to comfort him, but he is always angry with everyone like this.

He was silent, and I was silent. After a long time, he asked coldly, 'What are you looking for from me, why don't you speak?' ’

Hearing what he said, I don't know if I felt very uncomfortable. But I still said, "What should we do in the future, continue or end?" ”

"What does it mean to continue?"

'It's just the same as before, we're fine'

He didn't speak for a long time, I didn't understand what he didn't think, and I didn't want to delve into it.

Just when I thought he would never speak, he said, "I'll give you the answer tomorrow," and was about to turn away.

I saw his movements and grabbed his sleeve, but what I didn't expect was that he waved my hand away and said, "This dress is leather, what if it is torn?" ”

'I'll pay you for breaking it, is this question so difficult?' When I heard his answer and saw that action, my heart went cold.

At that moment, I suddenly remembered a sentence I had seen: 'A person is not worth your life to like, not to see how good he can be to you, but to see how bad he can be to you when he is in a bad mood'

When I asked him again, he replied the same way, and at that moment I was truly disheartened.

I said coldly, "No, I think I already know, so be it"

After saying that, I turned around and left without looking back, and tears flowed down my eyes the moment I turned around.

His voice came from behind him: 'Where are you going?' ’

I looked up and turned my back to him and replied, "Go get something in the classroom."

'Then I'll wait for you and go back to the dormitory together in a while'

'No, you can go first, don't wait for me, I guess I'll be in the classroom for a while'

"Okay"

Hearing the sound of him leaving, I don't know why my heart was sad, but my heart suddenly opened up.