A self-deprecating smile appeared on his tear-stained face, reached out and picked up the money on the ground, dragged his broken body, returned to the dressing room, put on his coat, and ran out of the bar in embarrassment.

The streets of the night were lit up with neon, illuminating me with nowhere to hide.

I trotted all the way back to the dilapidated rental house on Beiyuan Street, opened the door and entered, collapsed from exhaustion, collapsed in the doorway, leaning against the door, panting.

My heart is empty, because I have no support.

Collapsed on the ground, not wanting to move.

The shattered life is probably like me!

Suddenly, something touched my hand, and it was a little warm.

Panicked when he opened his eyes, Mu Li retracted his hand in fear, lowered his head, and didn't dare to look at me.

In the dark, she is more terrifying than the devil.

I pushed her away, got up in a panic, and hid in the dark.

I would have wanted to strangle her if I could, but my last bit of humanity stopped me.

……

The next day, when the sky was bright, I got up, ate two bites of porridge, and hurried out with my bag, but I was startled by the big red scarf hanging on the hanger.

My first reaction was that there were ghosts in this house.

I tore through the scarf and threw it straight into the trash. raised his eyes, but met Mu Li's gaze.

She bit her lip and stood at the door of her room, her bare feet folded, and I glared at her, but she didn't bow her head.

It was the first time she had looked at me like this, and there was a mist in her eyes.

Praying? So what? I won't be soft-hearted!

turned around and walked away directly with the garbage, and Mu Li's prayer was cut off by me like that.

Last night he ignored my prayers, and today I smashed Mu Li's mind, which is fair.

After work in the afternoon, I was in no hurry to leave, and I didn't plan to go to the bar again.

I don't think I'm going to be able to continue playing there after I left so suddenly last night.

Lying on the desk, I fell asleep.

Hmmmm

"Muzi, are you sick? Why are you late? Hurry up, there are guests who will let you play the piano by name! ”

When I heard someone name, I was scared in my heart, and I was afraid that it would be him again.

But for the sake of money, I still said, "I'll come right over!" He packed up his things and rushed out with his bag.

It was already past eight o'clock, I stopped the car, sat on it and urged: "Master, please hurry up, I'm in a hurry!" ”

Watching the time irritably, I can't wait to grow wings and fly over.

At half-past eight, the car finally stopped in front of the bar.

I hurriedly paid, just got out of the car, the phone rang again, I just cared about walking, I didn't see who it was, I connected and said: "Sister Sun, I've arrived at the door, please ...... again"

"Muzi, it's not good, your wood is gone." On the other end was the nervous voice of the landlord Xu's sister-in-law.

I paused, right in front of the bar.

Glancing at the bar, I was heartbroken and said, "It's not the first time I've seen her, I'll come back by myself when I've had enough." After saying that, he hung up directly.

He turned off his phone and strode into the bar.

I trembled and followed Sister Sun into the private room, looked around, and found that it was just a few fat bosses, so I settled down.

As long as it's not him!

I greeted the bosses, forced a smile, walked over and sat down, and began to play the piano. But I couldn't calm down, and my mind was full of the way Mu Li looked at me in the morning, and her pleading eyes.

Just now, Sister-in-law Xu said that she was gone, was it because I threw away the gift she gave? Will she ......

The more I thought about it, the more panicked I became, and I pressed those keys repeatedly in my hand, and I didn't know what it looked like.

It may be that the "noise" I played swept away the excitement of the bosses, and let the little sister Kiki come over and stop me.

She brought me over, and the bosses all stared at me greedily, like wolves watching their prey.

Because I thought about Mu Li, I reacted a few beats slower, and I didn't hear what they said at all, until someone was forced, and I sat directly in his arms, and I came back to my senses.

I didn't dare to struggle greatly, for fear of provoking the big boss and smashing my own job. I forced a smile, took a glass of wine, and said, "Uncle, little sister toasts you." ”

When I picked it up and drank it all, my stomach tumbled, and my body trembled in pain.

The chubby man started to be dishonest and rubbed oil on me.

Kiki also saw it, twisted the water snake's waist, stuck it on the man, and complained, "Oh, my dear don't pay attention to others, people are very worried, no, you have to drink this glass of wine to compensate others~"

Without waiting for the man's reaction, she took a sip and kissed it.

I took the opportunity to slip away, touched up my makeup, and left the private room.

Holding his stomach and his eyes mist, he ran back to the dressing room in a panic, and before he even had time to put on his coat, he ran out of the bar with his arms in his arms.

When I opened my phone, I saw dozens of missed calls, all of which were from Sister-in-law Xu.

Dialing back, as soon as she connected, I urgently asked, "Sister-in-law Xu, when did Mu Li disappear, I ......"

"I said Muzi, your heart as a mother is hardened. If you don't care about the child, forget it, why is it so cruel that you don't even give her food. The child was so hungry that he looked for food in the community trash can, and then was trapped inside. If it weren't for the uncle who collected the garbage to find out, you said, hey! I've never seen such a ruthless person as you! ”

Sister-in-law Xu's number, I have no words to refute. Even if that's not true.

I make lunch for Muli every day before I go out and put it in the insulated box, so she doesn't go to the garbage heap to eat, she goes to find the scarf.

Thinking of this, I feel inexplicably irritable. I don't love her, and I don't need her mercy.

But damn it, she prefers to respond to me with that "savior" posture.

I stood down the street, looking back at the bar, thinking, if I don't go back and keep laughing, or I'll be done for nothing tonight.

After hesitating for a few seconds, he turned around decisively and turned back to the bar.

Compared with money, wood is insignificant.

At one o'clock in the morning, I went out of the bar again, and the street was deserted, which matched the weather.

There aren't many sports cars, and I don't plan to take a taxi, I like the feeling of walking down the street at 1 a.m., like a ghost, free from being spotted and not being pointed at.

When I returned to the rental room, I had just taken out the key, and before I could insert it into the keyhole, the door suddenly opened, and it was wide open, as if to welcome a VIP.

There was a candle in the house, because the door was open and the wind went in, and the flame jumped, reflecting my shadow.

For such a heartwarming wait, I felt sick and just wanted to vomit.

I ran into the bathroom with my stomach in my arms and threw up in the dark.

Crash... I wiped the water on my face, and when I turned around, I saw Mu Li holding the lunch box in both hands, looking at me.

I glanced at her, but she learned to flatter at a young age, which is really amazing!

It's a birthday present, and it's a concern for my stomach, but I'm not uncommon at all, and I even feel nauseous.

Reach out and sweep, "When!" "The lunch box fell to the floor, and her lunch became garbage.

I sneered, annoyed by her ridiculous appearance, and indifferently yelled at her, "If you want to live well, don't try to please me!" ”

Then he slammed the door and went back to his room.