Chapter 2 It's Still So Cheap
At the end of the song, I didn't know what to do, my hands were nervously clasped on my thighs, and I felt like I was even breathing like a stone, and it was very heavy.
According to the usual routine of catching big fish, I should have used to drink and flirt with big fish, but tonight, I can't.
A man walked up, approached me, bent over, and put his arm around my waist.
I shook off his hand, quickly stood up, and hid behind the piano stand, even I didn't know what I was pretending to be, but I just didn't want to do the most shameful behavior in front of him.
Even though I know that he doesn't care about me anymore, I still want to keep the last bit of self-esteem in front of him.
The man looked at my resistance, thought it funny, and smiled. Then he took out his wallet and threw it on the keys at random, smashing the piano with a clumsy sound.
"Little sister, as long as you are willing to drink your brother's glass of wine, the money will be yours."
As he spoke, he handed over the glass in his hand and waited patiently for me to pick it up.
I looked at the wine in his hand, and then looked at him, the man had a Chinese face and a mustache, but his thick lips turned out were too eye-catching, and did not create the taste of a mature uncle.
The man stretched out in front of me again, but I subconsciously looked at the big fish and subconsciously wanted to ask him for help.
However, he didn't look at me, leaning back on the couch, his legs folded, his eyes fixed on the wine in his hand, and a smile of insignificance tugging at the corner of his mouth.
How stupid am I to think he's going to protect me?
Heartache invaded all my nerves, and as if I was angry, I took the wine from the man's hand, craned my neck, and drank it all.
The drink slid into my stomach, and I suddenly felt a hot pain and almost threw up.
The man patted his hand and said with a smile: "Little sister is really bold!" Let's go, those brothers still have gifts for their sisters. "When he walked over, he was about to put his arm around my shoulder, but I chuckled and dodged it.
took the wallet on the key, sent a Qiu Bo, and said: "Thank you for your generosity, the makeup is spent, I'll go make up for it first, you have fun!" ”
I fled, trotting into the bathroom, my back against the cold wall, my heart dilapidated and confused.
I don't know if it was the stomach pain or the heartache caused by the wine, but I felt dizzy.
I thought my pain nerves were numb and wouldn't hurt anymore. But today I found out that it wasn't that it wouldn't hurt, but that the pain nerve was pinched in his hand.
Turn on the faucet, pick up the ice-cold water, and rinse it twice on your face. Looking up at himself in the mirror, his nose was frozen red, and his face was pale like a dead man, and he was indescribably embarrassed.
Wiping the drops of water from the corners of my lips, there was suddenly an extra face in the mirror, and my heart, which had finally calmed down, fell to the bottom in an instant, and I didn't even know how to put my hands.
With a mocking sneer on his lips, he slowly walked in.
Leaning against the door frame, he lit a cigarette and looked at me with a playful look on his face.
At a loss, I nervously combed the broken hair in front of my forehead, squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying, and said, "Mr. Huo, the men's toilet is next door." ”
His smile spread, like a hand around my neck slowly tightening, cutting off my breath little by little.
The spit out of the cloud dissipated, and an indifferent mockery sounded: "I haven't seen you for five years, you are still so cheap!" ”
I never imagined that this would be the first thing he said to me after the reunion.
It's still so cheap!
I don't know how I faced him, but I felt that my lips were dry and bleeding, and my face was sore.
Reluctantly said loudly: "It is a great honor for me to be affirmed by Mr. Huo. I will make persistent efforts and will definitely live up to Mr. Huo's expectations. ”
Since I am depraved, he is happy to see it come to pass, and I don't mind breaking the can as long as he is happy.
It is better for one person to be happy than for everyone to be unhappy.
He forced his legs to open his legs and was about to leave, but he was pressed against the door.
He leaned over, and for a moment, the familiar smell of tobacco, the familiar temperature, bombarded my nerves.
No matter how it changes, everything about him will always be engraved on the tip of my heart, and it will never change.
At this moment, even I feel extremely cheap, thinking of people I can't covet, and I'm in love with poisons that can't be touched.
He clenched my chin so hard that it felt like it was going to be crushed.
Tears burned my cold face, but I didn't know if it was tears from the pain in my body, or blood from my scabbed heart being torn apart.
But who cares?
"Heh, I didn't expect you to still have a face alive! We all thought you were dead, but we looked down on your shame! Also, people who are so cheap that they climb the bed naturally don't know what shame is. ”
He stroked my face with his right hand holding the cigarette, and the burning cigarette butt was only a centimeter away from my face, and I was a little scared, afraid that I would be burned and disfigured.
After all, this face is the only intact thing I have left.
"Ahem, cough, please let go of me! I'm so dirty, if I want to defile Mr. Huo, then I deserve to die. ”
"Let go of you? What's it packed in? Dirty woman! Don't you just want men? Climbing into bed at a young age, how cheap are you, huh? ”
Every word seemed to be squeezed out, and I knew it was his anger.
He does have the right to be angry, and it would not be too much to even kill me.
It hurt a lot to be pinched by him, but I laughed, but I laughed like crying.
"Let me go! A person like me is not worthy of your emotions. ”
He squeezed it tighter, and my tears fell uncontrollably.
"Mu Zi, you are really a white-eyed wolf who can't be raised! Don't even ask your grandfather? Also, your aunt. They keep you in their minds! ”
As soon as the words fell, he let go of the hand that was pinching my chin, and he raised his left hand in a moment, touching the wedding ring on his ring finger.
They finally got married.
There was a sour feeling in my heart, and I didn't know whether to cry happily or laugh sadly.
"Although the blessing is five years late, I still have to say: Congratulations, little brother-in-law."
Yes, the man I fell in love with, he was my brother-in-law, even if he would be ashamed of the world, but I still loved him without hesitation.
He is the temperature of my heart and the color of my love.
It's a pity that the heavens are not satisfactory, and now he has become the black of death in my heart.
He leaned over again, pressed me tightly, and grabbed my neck with his right hand, which had dropped the cigarette butt.
"You said that it would be more exciting to talk to your sister-in-law?"
I was stunned by his words, forgetting words and movements, and just stared at him with wide eyes and disbelief.
But he seized the opportunity and held me down, unable to move. He grabbed my hands and slammed them against the door.
I was awakened by his series of actions.
He's not joking, and he's not just playing a prank.
He's taking revenge.
In the way of humiliating me, mend the pride that has been shattered by me.
His kiss burned through the thin layer of cloth on my body and pierced my heart.
I'm scared. I'd rather be robbed by a hooligan than have anything to do with him.
He's a man I can't touch even if I die.
"You let go of me! Don't be like this, I can't be sorry for my aunt! ”
But he ignored my crying plea and tore apart what little dignity I had left.
At that moment, it was not my body that was torn, but my heart, which was already full of holes and patches.
His anger rushed wildly, as if to shatter the insult and betrayal he had suffered.
I stopped crying, and I didn't beg him to let me go.
I know him, and if he wants it, he must get it no matter what.
Silently bearing the vent of his anger, there is no joy, only the thought of wanting to die headlong.
He knew what kind of revenge would be fatal to me. And, he did.
The debt I owe to my aunt will not be repaid forever.
I don't know how long I suffered, but when he finally finished venting, he retreated and sorted out his clothes neatly.
And I was like a broken porcelain doll, slumped on the cold floor, my clothes in tatters.
He washed his hands in disgust, and even took out a handkerchief to wipe his lips repeatedly.
He thinks I'm dirty.
The funny thing is that it was the same person who thought I was dirty that left my filthy body.
The corners of my mouth couldn't help but rise, and a sarcastic smile floated up.
is finally with the person on the tip of my heart, but not because of love, but because of hate.
"Wow~"
A thick stack of bills smashed over and scattered on the bathroom floor.
"Something as dirty as you can't sell for a high price. 3,000, the little sister-in-law gave you alms! ”
Then he glanced at me in disgust, turned around and strode away.
Alms? The word came out of his mouth, and it hurt so much.
The heart is tightly twisted, and it can't be flattened.
I hugged myself, huddled in the corner, enjoying the sadness of being alone and crying silently.
Looking at the brightly colored money on the ground, even they are laughing at me for being "cheap".
I'm finally living the way I hate. Low as grass mustard.