Chapter 28: Goodbye to the Loved One
This slap was very hard, and his face was hot and slightly painful; But my heart is warm, because there is a warmer heart, which is releasing her scorching temperature.
Looking at Miss Dong's tearful face and listening to her hysterical shouts, in an instant, I was infected by this drop of warmth and heartfelt care. So much so that my heart, which had been frozen for seven years, melted in this long-lost temperature in an instant.
Is it family affection? Is it the feeling of family?
I think so, because it's so familiar! Although it has been gone for seven years, I have been reminiscing about its taste, its sound, its soft and warm embrace all the time during those seven years.
I froze where I was, speechless for a long time.
It wasn't until Miss Dong threw herself on my chest and thumped it, dripping tears down my bare chest, and then seeping into my skin and melting into my body, that I trembled and said with difficulty: "Sister, I was wrong." ”
As soon as the words fell, I was stunned for the first time by Miss Dong, whom I called my sister. She stopped thrashing and crying, and she looked up at my face with the smile of a big boy, and smiled sweetly.
That day, I called her sister, and the voice was so low that no one could hear it except me and her.
But this sister is in the bottom of my heart, but it is like a bell and a drum.
On that day, I accepted this affection, accepted this sister who regarded me as a relative, and at the same time buried my love for her in my heart.
Some people say that the end of love is family affection, and love will eventually turn into attachment to each other.
It is also said that this kind of affection is not the end, it is just an extension of love.
Because even if it becomes subtle, it becomes as if it never existed. But in the softest land in each other's hearts, a fruit that you have buried and forgotten will always exist, and it will take root and sprout into a towering tree when it is watered by the spring rain......
A gentle breeze and a light drizzle. In the retreating crowd, from time to time, there were four girls who were either puzzled or curious to talk.
"Hehe, I saw that girl crying so hard just now, I thought she and Senior Brother Wei Chi were a couple." Student A said
"Don't talk nonsense, people are relatives, how can they be a couple? Oh, by the way, that female classmate looks quite familiar, which department is she from? Student B said
"Dong Linlin from the Graduate School of Finance, but we can't call her a classmate, she is now a teaching assistant, I heard that it is still an official establishment!" Student C interjected
"She's Dong Linlin? I said it looks so familiar! Student B was shocked when he heard this
"What, is she famous?" Student A said
"Isn't it? Dong Linlin, you don't know? 09 is recognized as the school flower, and was once the public enemy of all female students in the school, and it is also the only master's student who has obtained the qualification to stay in the graduate school for three years. Student B said
"Wow, that's amazing! But it's not true, she and Senior Brother Wei Chi are relatives and can't be together, YES! Student A said
"I said Xuanxuan, do you want to be so vicious?" Student D said
"Hmph, am I vicious? I'm 22 years old this year, not to mention being in love, not even the boy who pursues me! What's wrong with me cursing those men and women who are a good match for being brothers and sisters? ”
"Uh...... scared the baby to death, fortunately the baby is also single! Hahaha......"
The four girls chatted happily, and even noticed that Miss Dong was holding my arm, and I was walking quietly behind them.
The rain was not heavy, but for some reason the light rain turned into a hailstorm, and the people who smashed it hugged their heads and ran away.
I took off my basketball jersey, put the small piece of cloth on Miss Dong's head, protected her, and quickly ran to the canopy of the library.
The hail in the imperial capital is as dirty as the air in the imperial capital, and it will not only hurt when hit on the body, but also leave spots of stains.
Under the canopy, Miss Dong pointed at me and smiled, she said that I was covered in black spots, like a snow leopard drenched in the rain.
I asked her, why the snow leopard, and not the cheetah?
Miss Dong said that I was too pale, not as brilliant and golden as a cheetah......
In the drizzling rain, a song of water and wood was heard from the radio room of Shangda University, and the mournful melody revealed the unique sadness of this season.
In the smoke I saw your melancholy face...... Is it a friend, a lover, or the person you love the most...... When you let go of your hand, you turned around and made me forget about you...... It's just that you don't want to believe in love, for fear that she will grow old one day......
With the melodious singing, the 2015 graduation season came to an end.
Those blooming youth, those lovers who snuggled up to each other under the plane tree, and those vows that held hands and promised never to let go, also became the best memories of their lives at this moment.
In the drizzling rain, a senior couple said goodbye to each other. They cried or laughed and blessed each other, wished him (her) new happiness in the new world, and blessed him (her) to perform a new life on the new stage.
When a taxi came and drove away with his former lover, in the drizzling rain, a tearful but smiling and waving figure was left, silently singing the song goodbye to the favorite person on the radio......
In this sad melody that made me want to cry, Miss Dong wiped the stains all over my body for me. Looking at her weak and cold hands, I suddenly felt as if I was lucky and unlucky.
I feel fortunate that this love, which faded into family before it began, kept me away from the spell of graduation season sadness.
I feel unfortunate because I have deeply buried my love into family affection, so that I no longer have the possibility of standing in the rain for her and crying goodbye.
Love, lose a lot.
family affection, but lost everything.
Is this what I want? I do not know......
In the breeze, the rain stopped, and a brilliant rainbow rose in the sky.
Under the echo of a cloud of white clouds, the rainbow is very beautiful, as if a happy smiling face is painted in the clean sky after the rain.
I couldn't help but look at the sky, and after looking at it for a long time, I found that the corners of the mouth of this smiling face were curved downward, like bitterness, and like the figure with tears, but smiling and waving goodbye.
I suddenly realized that the guy who should sing the song "Goodbye My Favorite Person" at this moment is the fool who turned the person I love the most into my sister and couldn't extricate myself from it.
Is it pathetic? Is it a pity? Is it ridiculous?
I kept asking myself, but I couldn't convince myself to give up this long-awaited family relationship.
Perhaps it is God's fairness that always deprives you of one happiness after you have received another.
Or maybe I'm a humble person who is too greedy, wants to ask too much from God, wants to get love at the same time, and has that family affection that is so warm that it melts me.
The breeze stopped, and the rainbow in the sky gradually became transparent in the sun; The happy smile mixed with sadness slowly disappeared into the air.
I lowered my head and saw Miss Dong's white high heels, and the white straps on the heels that had come off from running.
I squatted down, gently fastened the white strap, stood up and smiled at her sunshine, scratched my head and said, "Sister, let's go......