The graduation season of 2015 ended after that sad rain, and more than 95% of the teachers and students of the school left with the seniors.

Summer vacation is coming, and there is a lot of time to go home and splurge, which makes many people excited.

But this does not include me, a duckweed person who has nowhere to go and nowhere to go.

Miss Dong went home, and left yesterday. Her family lives in a single-family courtyard house in the CW district of the city, and there are parents and a grandfather at home, so it should be very warm to think about.

Before she left, she kept lobbying me to go home with her for the summer vacation, but I politely refused.

Because I didn't want to be kicked out of the house by her mother one morning, having to stuff a few bills. Although I know that this is not very likely.

To put it bluntly, I am an extremely strong and extremely fragile person, contradictory and sensitive.

I can resist 72 hours of torture to extract a confession, and I will never reveal a word of information to the "enemy".

But it can't compete with the sorrow of holding the phone but not knowing who to call during the festive season.

I long for family affection, for the care of my loved ones; But when I had it again, I was afraid of losing it, and I wanted to refuse or even flee for some reason.

In less than three days, the huge campus was empty, except for a few students like me who had nowhere to go or work-study, and only a few school workers or security guards were active.

Due to the reason for rescuing the girl who jumped off the building last time, I don't have to go to the security department to be on duty, and I can get a part-time salary this summer.

I don't have a lot of money, only more than 1,000 yuan a month, which is not enough for me, a foodie, to charge a meal card. But it gave me peace of mind.

Actually, I am not so short of money, and the savings I have saved in the army over the years are enough for me to complete my studies here.

But I don't know why, no matter how much money I have, I don't feel safe, and this feeling is getting worse and worse.

Nowadays, even if I don't work or have no income one day, I will fall into an extreme psychological pressure.

This psychological stress is accompanied by insomnia, anxiety, splitting headaches, and in severe cases, fainting.

In the days when I was reviewing my homework after retiring, I had no job and no income, and I was tormented by this psychological pressure repeatedly, and I almost had accidents several times.

When I went to the hospital for a check-up, the doctor still said that I was a symptom of post-traumatic stress disorder. There is no good way but to leave it to time to digest slowly.

In desperation, I had to make money while reviewing, and then use sweat and meager income to relieve this sick psychological pressure.

It is precisely because of this that I, a top student who used to study in an experimental class in high school, and a talented soldier who never put down his books in the army, was finally reluctantly admitted to this second college with a score of 427 because I did not review my homework with peace of mind.

Time has passed, and I am about to enter my sophomore year, but I, a good student who seems to others to be a good student who listens to the scriptures, is still an idle patient.

On the fifth day of the summer vacation, I was almost on the verge of getting sick, and I went back to the empty dormitory alone, silently smoking a cigarette.

I know that I should find a part-time job now, it doesn't matter how much I earn, the important thing is that I can't be idle, let alone have no income.

But the question is, where am I going to find a part-time job in this moment?

Part-time is not as good as full-time, even in a first-tier city like the imperial capital, it takes a certain amount of luck to find a part-time job.

Especially during the winter and summer vacations, there are so many students who work or engage in social practice, and part-time jobs are more difficult to find than usual.

In the past few days, I have visited several KFC, courier companies, shopping malls and other places to ask if they need student workers?

The result is that the recruitment is full now, and there is no need for the time being, so contact me when needed. And then there was no then.

I really had no choice, so I went to the old white of the security department and asked him if he would let me go back to work in the security department, just pay less overtime.

But Lao Bai told me that it was not my business to give me paid leave, it was related to the positive image of the school.

Since it was announced that I would be rewarded, they couldn't arrange a part-time job for me, so as not to cause misunderstandings and let others criticize the school for saying one thing and doing another.

In my hesitation, a smoky cigarette ignited to the cigarette holder, and I was thinking about the problem in a distracted way, and my fingers were burned by the cigarette butt.

I hurriedly stuffed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, when the phone rang suddenly, and I picked it up and saw that it was the old fan in the same bedroom.

"Hey...... Xiaohui, what are you doing? ”

"Where's the dormitory, what's the matter, find me something?"

"Damn, of course there's something! The last time I told you about going to a bar to be a boxer, I have a letter in the past two days, and you kid still can't come? ”

I was overjoyed, I thought Lao Fan was just talking casually, but I didn't expect it to be true.

Well, now that I have a job as a boxer, I don't have to worry about work?

I said to Lao Fan happily:

"Go, you don't have to ask!"

"Oh, okay, you come to my second uncle's place this afternoon, I'll send you the address now, and call me when you arrive!"

"Okay, then we'll see you in the afternoon!"

"Well, see you in the afternoon! Oh, by the way, you may have to have a physical examination after the afternoon, so you can eat less at noon! I'm going to give you a welterweight class, so don't be overweight when the time comes......"