Chapter 181: She's My Lover
His thin body shook slightly, as if he was frightened by my "big rebellion" words.
sighed and asked, "Shu Pei told you?" It's us who are sorry for you! Let's go back! In the future, we will not bother you again. In the past, we did not fulfill the slightest parental responsibility, and in the future, we will be the same as before, just treat us as strangers and do not have any burden.
I am relieved to see that you are happy. Live your life well and don't push yourself. ”
"But you've been a burden to me. Since you are really determined that I am doing well, you can rest assured, then why did you run to me to ask for forgiveness before? Don't pretend, I know your purpose. ”
Pierced by me, he blushed, lowered his head, and silently turned back to the ward.
"Wait, don't you want me to save you? OK. But I want to know the full truth, why not me? Just because I'm a woman? ”
He didn't look back and said, "Let's go in and talk about it!" He went straight back to the ward.
We went in and sat down, and he finally looked up at me again.
"Blame me, it's because I didn't solve my personal problems well, which made Shu Pei extremely uneasy, so that he would replace you in an extreme way.
The person I was going to marry was not Shu Pei, but a promise. The two of them are best friends, they grew up together in Fuyuan Orphanage, and they are like sisters.
Promise is a gentle and kind woman. Because the orphanage was going to be forcibly demolished, in order to keep the orphanage, she ran after the boss surnamed Jiang alone.
At that time, I was only 23 years old, and I had just entered politics. That day, I happened to have dinner and talk with Boss Jiang, and as soon as I left the door of the hotel, Xu Yu rushed up and blocked us.
She almost knelt down and begged Boss Jiang, but Boss Jiang had already planned that place, so naturally he would not be moved by her request.
But she was so stubborn that she almost died under Boss Jiang's wheels. I was deeply attracted by her unyielding energy, and at first glance, I was completely infatuated with her.
Later, I secretly helped her raise funds and asked Boss Jiang to delay the demolition work for a few months, and before then, I found a temporary relocation site for the orphanage.
After doing so much, I caught up with her as I wished. Unfortunately, the good times were short-lived.
My relationship with her was known to my family, and my mother felt that she could not help me with anything as a woman with no background, but would become a stumbling block to my career.
My mom tried every means to stop us from being together, used the orphanage to force her to leave, and used money to humiliate her, but we never gave up.
But the family was in a hurry, and with me, she was not happy.
I don't know exactly what my mom did to her. It's just that Shu Pei found me and asked me to part with the promise.
Hearing her talk about the pain of the promise, I wavered.
After hiding from her for a few months, on her birthday, I went to find her. Mentioned the breakup.
After that, I never saw her again.
But Shu Pei often appeared in front of me, occasionally under the pretext of telling me about the latest situation, eating together, and often sending her home. Slowly, sparks came out of the friction between us.
Shu Pei was a little-known pianist at the time, but the circle was relatively clean, and the opposition in my family was not as strong as when I was with Xu Yu.
And just like that, after more than a year of dating, we got engaged.
Not long after, Shu Pei became pregnant.
We told the family the news, but my mom insisted that she would wait until the baby was born and the DNA test before making a decision. And the most important thing is that it has to be a boy.
But even if that was the case, I hadn't checked my gender, let alone thrown it away if it was a girl or anything else.
But I ignored Shu Pei's uneasiness, in the end she still did such a thing.
So far, I don't have the face to say anything to ask you to understand her distress. If you want to blame it, blame it! I'm not a good father anyway. ”
"Where were you when I was born? If you really didn't think about abandoning me, how could you let this happen? ”
It's just their lie.
I had already warned myself that I would no longer be chilled by what they had done, but in the end, that thorn was still painful in my heart.
"Shu Pei always knew that you were a girl, and bought the relationship in advance. Staying in the hospital two months in advance to give birth is waiting for the right opportunity to give birth at the same time as the person, and directly transfer the contract in the ward. ”
"Heh, it's really hard for her. Thank you for telling me this. I don't care anymore, I just hope that when you get better, you will clarify the rumor that we are father and daughter.
I'm going to get the matching as soon as possible, as a thank you for being willing to break up with me. You have a good rest. ”
I ran out in a panic, only to feel tired.
She is painstakingly plotting to abandon me, why doesn't she choose an ordinary identity for me, and she wants to leave me to the Mu family?
If at that time, she could give me a little reluctance and care for my mother, and inquire about the family background of the family to be replaced, would my life not be so broken?
Unfortunately, there are no ifs.
She just used me as a springboard to marry into a wealthy family, not a piece of meat on her body.
Chilling, hugging himself tightly, his eyes blurred with tears, he walked in the hospital corridor.
Suddenly he lost his strength and fell to the ground.
The tears that had been held back for a long time finally rolled down in big drops.
Huo Nanyi came up, picked me up, and strode out of the hospital.
Leaning into his arms, I began to cry uncontrollably.
"Huo Nanyi, I'm so sad, I'm so bitter. Why do I have to suffer so much? Obviously I don't need it, why doesn't she even want to give me a trace of maternal love, and doesn't help me find an ordinary family?
I hate it! Why did you hate yourself for being reincarnated in her belly? Woowoo woo ......"
He didn't speak, and let me cry and vent.
Perhaps, it's all fate.
That's how I should be.
The next day, I went to the hospital and made a match, which happened to be the right fit for Lin Dongqing.
But he was too weak to be fit for surgery, so he postponed it until next Friday.
After I got out of the hospital, I went to the cemetery alone.
I thought, I should say goodbye to my mother, no, Ms. Mu Xinlan.
Even though we didn't have anything to do with each other, I had to endure too many misunderstandings and pain on her behalf.
I'm even more curious about what kind of woman she was during her lifetime, and she can make so many people hold grudges, even after she dies.
Presumably like me, a poor worm, right?
Looking at the tombstone with only her name, I wanted to scold a little.
But I held back.
She didn't feel sorry for me, but I was just thrown into her name, and I don't blame her.
"I will never come again. You've been mistaken for a mother by a strange woman for so many years, aren't you? I'm sorry to disturb your purity before. ”
A deep bow.
"Rest in peace!"
Turned around and walked away.
But there was a man in front of him, fifty or sixty years old, with gray hair and a very elegant temperament, like an old gentleman.
When he was about to pass by, "You are Mu Zi?" ”
Fox glanced at him and nodded, "Well, may I ask you ......"
He stretched out his hand and introduced himself: "My name is Meng Peisheng, and I am Meng Liangsheng's father. ”
I didn't stretch my hand, just said a few polite greetings before leaving.
"I'd like to ask you to do me a favor and go see him on my behalf."
"What do you mean?"
He didn't answer, but said to himself, "That's Xinlan's tomb, right?" He pointed to Mu Xinlan's tomb.
"You know her?"
He didn't answer, but walked over, stared at the tombstone for a long time, then bent down, gently patted off the dust, and kissed it.
I stared at him in disbelief with my eyes wide in shock.
Could it be that they are a couple?
A terrible guess is running around in my heart, could it be that he is the father of Mu Xinlan's child?
"If you know about your existence earlier, it may make your life a little better. I'm so sorry! Let you be an innocent person who has suffered so many grievances in vain. ”
Suddenly I felt nauseous.
Everyone came to apologize to me, grandpa, aunt, Lin Dongqing and his wife, and now, even a person who can't beat me has apologized to me.
But what does he owe me, and how can he be sorry for me?
"You are serious, what can my bloody background have to do with you? I've got to go home, goodbye! ”
Before he could turn around, he was shocked by his words.
"Xinlan is the woman I love the most, and the woman I am most sorry for. If I hadn't pestered her, I wouldn't have plunged her into the abyss of ethics, and she wouldn't have died. ”
They really have a lot of relationship.
Before I could figure out the meaning behind his words, he suddenly said, "She's my lover." ”