Chapter 180: I Should Have Killed You
Mrs. Lin Shu Pei!
She was dripping with water, and one of her shoes had fallen somewhere, dirty, and very embarrassed.
I hung up, grabbed the hem of my clothes, and looked at her fixedly.
At this time, she suddenly broke in so embarrassed, was ......
Before I could react, she had already run in front of me and knelt directly on the ground with a "plop".
Frightened, I hurriedly bent down to help her.
"What are you doing here? Get up! Are you trying to make my conscience uneasy for the rest of my life? What about tormenting me? You get up! ”
No matter how hard I pulled her, she just stubbornly didn't move, and her knees seemed to be glued to the ground.
"Mu Zi, I'm sorry you're the one who is me, please save Holly. Please! ”
I had no choice but to kneel with her.
"You don't need to get up and talk about it slowly. It's not too late for you to get up first, dry off the water, and then talk slowly. ”
Finally pulled her up.
I took her upstairs and took a shower, and I gave her the clothes I wasn't wearing.
Seeing her in my clothes, although her figure is quite similar to mine, there is no resemblance to that face.
Even if the mother and daughter are not alike, there is always a little similarity.
Glancing at her feet, the bare one seemed to be wounded and bleeding.
Pressed her to sit on the living room couch, "Your foot seems to be injured, let me take a look at it for you!" ”
didn't give her a chance to refuse, just picked it up and looked at it.
A shard of glass was stuck in the sole of the foot, very deep.
"It's a little deep, bear with me, I'll help you take out the glass piece."
My skills are not very good, and I am afraid that I will hurt her if I don't control the strength well for a while, so I didn't take it out for a long time.
She was good-tempered and didn't say a word, and she didn't blame me.
Helping her bandage her wounds, she suddenly took my hand and cried like a child.
I didn't know how to comfort her, so I could only frown and look at her.
Listening to her heart-rending cry, it seemed that all the previous grievances had been dispelled, and only full of distress remained.
"I'm sorry! I don't deserve to be your mother, I don't deserve you to be so nice to me. Sorry to bother me. ”
Suddenly stood up, limped and ran to the door.
I hurriedly chased after her, but it was still a little late, and when I caught up with her, she had already fallen on the cobblestone path of the courtyard.
He fell on the ground, screaming and weeping with all his might.
"Don't do that, it's raining outside! Don't get sick. If you have anything to say, let's go inside, shall we? ”
"Nope! I don't deserve you to be so nice to me. I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy! ”
She kept repeating these words, and I didn't like it very well.
If you know that you will regret it one day, why don't you think about the consequences when you make a mistake in the first place?
"Don't do that, everyone makes mistakes, you ......" she shook off my hand.
Those guilt-ridden eyes stared straight at me.
"Originally, I deliberately switched it. Ziyu is Mu Xinlan's son, and I sent someone to change your identity. ”
Boom –
I can't tell if it's real thunder and lightning, or if it's my auditory hallucinations.
It's just that when I heard that, my head exploded.
She sent someone to change it?
"Why? Am I really that bad? Just born, you don't want to see me like that. ”
"I can't help it, who called you a girl? If you weren't a girl, we wouldn't have to live so tired, I would give you the best things in the world, including my love. It's a pity that you're a girl. ”
Just because I'm a girl.
That's why she abandoned me.
"Then why do you want to recognize me? It's a lifetime of misunderstanding, isn't it good? I am now not only a woman, but also a wife and a mother. Why do you want to recognize me? Actually, I don't need to. ”
"I should have been a little more ruthless and killed you long ago. But I still can't. I thought that after all these years, I would have forgotten the fact that you were born to me. But I can't forget it. ”
“……”
Kill me?
My own mother actually wanted to kill me?
What a ridiculous existence!
His nose was sore, and his tears couldn't be controlled, and he rolled down.
It hurts!
The heart seemed to be slowly cut by the blade that was burned red, little by little, burning and painful.
After all, what sin did I commit to be hated like this?
"In your heart, there is not a trace of remorse? You came to me before, are you all acting? Who is it for? I? You think too highly of yourself, I'm not interested!
Let's go! Don't show up again! I don't want to see you. Also, don't let outsiders know who we are. Your nobility, I can't climb high. ”
He straightened up and strode home.
She doesn't see my heartbroken tears and doesn't care about my heartache.
The so-called tiger poison does not eat children, and she is already inferior to a beast.
I, on the other hand, foolishly thought that they were genuinely repentant, looking for all sorts of excuses to excuse them, and trying to convince myself to forgive them.
Deserve!
Entering the house, Huo Nanyi waited on the side with a towel.
I couldn't hold back any longer, threw myself into his arms, and cried bitterly.
He wiped me with water while silently comforting me.
It's good to have him to rely on in times of despair!
"Huo Nanyi, it's good to have you!"
Finally got out, and was pushed into the swamp again. I was depressed and depressed, and I didn't eat or talk.
Huo Nanyi was so anxious that he was at a loss, and he coaxed me in a different way, but he really couldn't be happy.
Take me to amusement parks, roller coasters, haunted houses, I feel like I've lost my soul, and I'm not scared or happy at all.
My heart seems to be really dead.
I felt that just maintaining its normal beating had exhausted all my strength, and I no longer had the ability to be happy and feel anything.
I thought this was going to be the end for me.
However, everything is different, just because of one news.
I woke up on the morning of September 8th, turned on the TV in a daze, and happened to see some gossip, all about the Lin family and me.
The fact that I am Lin Dongqing's biological daughter was exposed, and there are some malicious and slanderous false remarks.
said that I was hard-hearted and would not save my biological father when he saw death......
To leave somebody in the lurch?
Could something had happened to him?
hurriedly ran back upstairs, turned on the computer, and searched, Lin Dongqing was suffering from blood cancer, and the terminally ill thing was dressed in a boil.
Especially my daughter was cold-blooded and ruthless, standing by and watching, and was cursed by a group of netizens, saying that I am not human! Say I'm a long time gone for this kind of thing! ……
The heart is cold, not because of the malicious slander of those people, but because of blood cancer.
He actually had blood cancer!
That...... I see, everything can be explained.
It turned out that Lin Dongqing was suffering from blood cancer, and then found out that Lin Ziyu was not related to him, and then asked and knew about my existence.
It's all for themselves.
Scold! This scene is really seamless.
Closed the computer, got up quietly, and was about to open the door to go out, but the door happened to open from the outside.
Huo Nanyi looked at me a little nervously, then glanced at the computer, and knew at a glance what I had seen.
"Don't overthink it! It's they who don't deserve to be your parents, don't push yourself. Even if it's for me and your heart, please stick to it, okay? ”
"When did you find out?"
"I just heard what Chen Ke said on the road."
"Didn't deliberately hide it from me?"
"Nope."
"That's good!" Out of the study, close the door, "You go to the company to get busy!" I'm fine. ”
"Don't be stubborn in front of me. Mu Zi, I have also experienced this kind of pain. I feel like I'm a superfluous existence, not even as good as a cat or a dog.
Trust me, as long as we get through it, everything will be fine. Those wolf-hearted people are not worthy of our sadness, and even ruin themselves.
Cry if you want to! I'm with you. ”
I leaned into his arms, but not a single tear was spoken.
It's a desire to cry without tears.
He had to go to a meeting, and he didn't worry about me, so he took me with him.
In the conference room, I was there, sitting on his left hand, and his hand was holding on to me all the time, for fear that I would suddenly run away.
At the end of the meeting, the messy comments on the Internet disappeared cleanly.
He did his best to protect me, but I still got into the horns and couldn't get out.
After work, I begged him to take me to the hospital.
It's clear enough, but I want to hear him tell me in person.
In the end, did his previous confession have any true feelings?
We saw him in the hospital corridor, on crutches, with more than half of his hair out, and he was so weak and thin that he could be swept away by a gust of wind.
"Mr. Lin, why did you look for me before? Just so that someone can provide the right stem cells? Isn't there a little bit of sincerity? ”