Chapter 91: Past 5
He Yufan was silent, he knew that Su Xiaomeng was rejecting his approach, could he not get what he wanted no matter how he insisted? For the first time, I was frustrated...
After making it clear, Su Xiaomeng left, she knew that she was cruel, but if she wasn't cruel now, it would make both of them more painful in the future.
It's just that what she doesn't know is that she has much more in He Yufan's heart than she imagined, and she thinks she is good for him, but in fact she has given him a big blow.
He Yufan's heart is not good, Su Xiaomeng's mood is not much better, he is the least unaware of his friends being wronged, but this time he hurt him who has always been good to him.
Su Xiaomeng returned to the classroom, it was still early, it was rare that he didn't want to go back to the dormitory, there were still some classmates in the classroom, some were playing, some were chatting, some were fighting, but it had nothing to do with him...
Silently walked back to his seat, continued to support his head with one hand, looked at the scenery outside the window, and thought about his own thoughts.
After experiencing a relationship failure, it is difficult for everyone to continue the next relationship without reservation, but the heart is always uncontrollable...
At that time, I thought that I couldn't get over the hurdles, but compared to now, I instantly felt very insignificant, because the older I grow, the more mature I become.
Thinking about it, I feel very sad, Ye Jingxun, why did you break into my world, it was you who came at the beginning, and now it is you who are leaving, if it weren't for you, would I not have these troubles, and I wouldn't be in a bad mood when I think of you, and I want to cry so badly.
At around seven o'clock in the evening, Su Xiaomeng was writing exercises in the classroom, although it didn't have much effect, but because it could divert his attention, it was also excellent.
At half past eight, there were only two roommates in the same dormitory left in the classroom, and when everyone was discussing how to go back, Tao Xilun shouted at the door of the classroom to Su Xiaomeng to let her come out.
Su Xiaomeng wondered why Tao Xilun came to look for her, and when she walked to the door of the classroom, she understood.
Seeing Su Xiaomeng come out, Tao Xilun entered his classroom.
Su Xiaomeng looked at him sitting outside the door of her classroom against the wall, and instantly felt very bitter, she didn't know that she would make him miserable so much, looking at He Yufan's appearance, it was clear that he was drunk.
Su Xiaomeng squatted down and said with a complicated mood, "Why do you want to torture yourself like this? He Yufan is not worthy of me like this, you know? ”
He Yufan stared at Su Xiaomeng for a long time, and only after finding out that it was her did he say, "I want to drink water"
Su Xiaomeng had no choice but to get up and go to Tao Xilun, but when she walked to the next classroom, she was embarrassed to disturb him because he seemed to have something else.
There is no way, Su Xiaomeng can only go back to the classroom and hold his water cup, although he has no cleanliness habits, but this is not very good after all, but there seems to be no other way, the supermarket is too far away, and he can only settle it.
After he drank the water, he looked at Su Xiaomeng, and when he looked at it, he actually cried, he said, "Ye Jingxun is really a bastard, he clearly said that he would treat you well, Xiaomeng, it's me who is sorry for you, don't blame me for being good,
Let me guard you in the future, I will make up for everything I owe you before, and give me a chance to stay by your side
Shinomu, you know what? When I enlightened you before, I felt that I was what you needed, you have me by your side, and I have you by my side, you are the only person I want to protect in my life, I will be happy when I see you happy,
You say, it's not strange, I don't dare to say these words to you in front of you, only in my dreams, I dare, because I'm afraid that you will blame me, but I'm even more afraid that you don't blame me, you blame me means that you are willing to let me bear it, and it also means that I am so important to you, and you don't blame me, it can only mean that you don't care, you don't want me to bear those pains with you, I don't want you to bear those alone"
Su Xiaomeng didn't understand what he was talking about,
I don't know why he said sorry for himself, if he wants to say sorry, isn't he sorry for him?
It's really distressing to just watch such a big boy cry in front of him.
Thinking that he was drunk, he didn't bother with him, but he took his hand and said, "Xiaomeng, you say, I'm not particularly useless, but the person I like doesn't like me"
"No, you'll always meet someone who likes you and you like"
"Well, yes, the person I like is Su Xiaomeng, Xiaomeng, do you like me too?"
Su Xiaomeng really had such thoughts at that moment, because he was already very unlucky, if he could, he hoped that he could bring joy to others, then it would be considered a good thing, wouldn't it?
Sure enough, the hangover person didn't remember what he said when he was drunk the next day, and when Su Xiaomeng texted He Yufan the next day and said that he promised to try it with him, He Yufan thought that Su Xiaomeng was pitying himself and refused.