He Yufan didn't have much heart to go to class all day the next day, remembering what Su Xiaomeng said to him last night, he knew that maybe they would never have any intersection in the future, and he felt very heartbroken when he thought about it...

After school in the afternoon, He Yufan sat in the classroom for a long time, he couldn't make up his mind to find her, he was really scared...

It was raining lightly in the world outside the classroom, and he smiled bitterly, could it be that God was also pitying himself?

As the minutes ticked by, he finally got up, picked up his umbrella, and walked towards the classroom next door.

When he went, Su Xiaomeng was also looking at the scenery outside the window in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

In fact, she has been like this since the end of class, Su Xiaomeng's mind came up with the past and the various pasts that He Yufan had experienced, as if he had always been by his side, and he seemed to have long been accustomed to his existence.

But now, what should I do? Why don't you try it yourself with him, in case he can help him get through the pain of the past?

I just had such an idea, and the next second I was immediately vetoed by myself, how could I have such an idea?

If I really do this, I will be so sorry for him, not to mention, I can't do it myself, transfer my pain to others, and that person is still my good friend...

He Yufan looked at Su Xiaomeng's side face in the classroom, and found for the first time that her side face was so fascinating.

Su Xiaomeng felt as if a beam of eyes was staring at him, and when he turned his head, he saw him outside the classroom...

For some reason, in the few seconds when he made eye contact with him, his heart beat very fast.

Su Xiaomeng nodded at him slightly, got up and walked over to him.

Approaching him, Su Xiaomeng found that his whole person was not in a very good state, his blue eyelids, deep dark circles and the tiredness under his eyes were telling himself that he didn't rest well last night, was it because of himself?

Suddenly, there was a trace of unbearable, and I couldn't bear to reject him like this.

However, if you don't have that kind of affection for him, it's better to make everything clear, after all, you can't give him the result, and if you don't make it clear, you may be more miserable in the future.

Noticing that he was holding an umbrella in his hand, Su Xiaomeng was shocked to realize that it was already raining, and blamed himself for being in a daze just now.

Turning around to get the umbrella, he grabbed his arm and said "why are you going"

"I didn't notice that it was raining lightly, I'm going to get an umbrella, you wait for me"

He Yufan let go of the hand holding her and said, "I have it here, don't be so troublesome, let's go"

In fact, He Yufan has a little selfishness, he knows that maybe they will drift apart after today, so he wants to be selfish again, to satisfy his desire to hold an umbrella with her, and he also wants to be closer to her for the last time...

The two walked side by side, neither of them speaking first.

The first time he was so close to her, He Yufan felt that the air was sweet, and even his heart was sweet, and he really wanted to go on with her like this.

But what he didn't know at the moment was that a few years later, he cruelly gave up this girl he had loved to the bone.

What Su Xiaomeng didn't know was that he really fell in love with him later, but he didn't love himself anymore...

Although the rain was not heavy, you could still hear the sound of raindrops falling on the umbrellas.

Su Xiaomeng only reached the position of He Yufan's shoulder, and when Su Xiaomeng realized that he always threw the umbrella to his side, she said, "Don't always take care of me, I can't get wet, don't get wet."

"Don't you think the atmosphere between the two of us is weird now," He Yufan said

Seeing him speak, Su Xiaomeng secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "Yes, I never thought that we would have such a day, but it's strange, I don't even know how to talk to you."

"Ugh"

"Hahaha, I'm kidding you! Can I ask you a question? ”

"Well, you say"

"I've always known that the person you like is Ling Xuan, can you tell me when you fell in love with me?"

He Yufan guessed that maybe she would ask this question, thought for a while and said, "I don't know exactly when, maybe it's from the time you and him just started."

"He Yufan, I think it's better for me to make it clear to you, you know, I still have him in my heart, so I'm sorry"

"I don't mind if you have him in your heart, I will slowly help you squeeze him out of your heart, let you have me in your heart, you can guard your memories, but give me a chance to let me guard you, okay?"

Su Xiaomeng didn't expect him to say such a thing, and replied, "He Yufan, this is not fair to you, do you know? ”

"I don't mind"

"But I mind, how can I accept your kindness while thinking about him again, such a me, even I hate it very much, and besides, you will be very tired and tired, you are my good friend, I am reluctant to let you suffer such grievances, you know"