Backbite... Backbite... Backbite...

In the dyingly quiet ward, only the ECG monitor was calling, but it couldn't comfort me.

I was at the door of the ward, but I didn't dare to go in.

I have brought too much pain to her.

I don't deserve to love her at all.

She used to be a warm light, but now, she has been consumed to nothing.

Perhaps, people like me are destined not to fall in love with others.

"Mr. Huo, the police are here again, I'll send them away." Chen Ke whispered.

"You say, shouldn't I have come back in the first place?"

He didn't answer.

"If I don't come back, I won't meet her, I won't fall in love with her, she won't be hurt."

I regretted it, I regretted it so much that I wanted to kill myself.

"I am the disaster of her life!"

"Mr. Huo, Miss Mu will definitely be fine. You've just recovered, so don't push yourself too hard. Miss Mu will be sad when she finds out. ”

Chen Ke's voice was a little choked, and after speaking, he walked away directly.

Will she feel sorry for me?

Don't want it! I just want her to be good, live well, and laugh happily.

Since we met again, she has been smiling less and less. And I, again and again, in the name of love, tied her to my side, deprived her of her smile, and killed her happiness.

From the moment we got back together, I should have let it go.

Someone is coming towards me.

"Sir, the young lady is clamoring to see Mrs., no matter how much she coaxes her, she can't be coaxed." Sister-in-law Gui said softly.

"Let Shen Yu'an take her away! Let's just say that my wife went out to play and hasn't come back yet. Don't let her know, ma'am. ”

"Don't blame me, sir, for saying something I don't like. Actually, you can't give your wife happiness. Mrs. is a simple and pure person, just like a child, but with you, she has been wronging herself. ”

I didn't blame Sister-in-law Gui for speaking upright, she was telling the truth.

She has indeed been wronging herself.

"What did she tell you?"

"My wife didn't say anything to me. This is what I found behind the flower pot in the master bedroom, which seems to be my wife's diary. ”

She handed me a quaint brown paper diary.

took it, stroking the corner of the rolled book, "You go back first!" Remember, don't let the lady know about Mrs. in the hospital. ”

After she left, I went in, closed the door, and sat on the floor at the door of the ward.

Staring at the diary in his hand, his heart felt sour.

In front of me, she was like a transparent glass, but I didn't expect that she could hide her secrets.

It's not that I'm angry with her for hiding, but that I feel sorry for her.

People who obviously can't hide things, but I forced them to hide so well, and they haven't been discovered by me.

I opened the diary in my hand, which seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and wondered how uncomfortable she was.

October 28, light rain

I met him again, my life.

October 29, overcast

I can't suppress my thoughts, but it's so painful and cold.

November 12, fine

He told me to go back, but how could I get back? His arms are no longer waiting for me.

After reading a few pages, it was all a short sentence, until she left Maocheng again and went to Japan, full of gloom.

And those gloom are given by me.

Close the diary and never read it anymore.

looked at her who was unconscious, and felt very uncomfortable.

It turned out that I should have let love go and let her go.

"Mu Zi, wake up! Wake up, I'll let you go. For the rest of your life, there will be no more pain, no more indebtedness. ”

Not wanting to bother her any longer, he got up and left the hospital.

I'm afraid that if I stay any longer, she will feel the oppression of the air, and she will be scared and dare not open her eyes.

I didn't dare to go home because I didn't know how to deal with it.

When I didn't know she was our daughter, I was able to give her my fatherly love.

But after knowing the truth, I was a little scared of her.

This should have been a happy ending, but as long as I see her, I will remember all the things before, and the ruthless words forced Mu Zi to leave the country alone, causing her to experience so much pain.

It was like an eyewitness who witnessed all the process of my injury to Mu Zi.

It scares me.

drove to the company, and those things that should be done should have an ending.

……

I smoked a cigarette and looked at the materials in front of me, anger racing through my chest, as if I was about to break through the obstacles and jump out.

"Where has Leng Xingwei been recently?"

"Mr. Huo, I can't find any trace of him. There were a few more accidents, but none of them were his style. ”

"Find out about him as soon as possible, I want his blood to pay tribute to my grandmother's soul."

"But Mu Xinyu has recently come out to do activities again, and it seems that she is fine."

"Send someone to keep an eye on her, don't let her hurt Mu Zi."

"Mr. Huo, you really don't plan to pursue her?"

"Don't move her for the time being, everything will wait for Mu Zi to wake up and let her make her own choice, I have no right to interfere in her affairs."

Chen Ke left my office with a shock.

As soon as he walked on the front foot, Huo Nanxun came in on the back foot.

He roared angrily: "Huo Nanyi, why did you kick me out of the board?" The shares in my hands are clean. ”

"Isn't it better than me to know whether it's clean or not?"

Previously, when he bought those fractional shares, he conquered them violently. It is not so much that he conquered those small shareholders, but that he coerced and lured.

He arrested other people's wives and children, and also took nude photos of other people's wives, it is about human life and dignity, can people not compromise?

After the shares were taken over by him, those people fled from Maocheng overnight.

If he hadn't done that, I wouldn't have been able to kick him out.

A few days ago, Chen Ke and the others caught the person who helped him, who was already in debt, and was chased by the debtor every day, like a mouse.

gave them a little benefit, and they all sold Huo Nanxun.

Moreover, those people also specially kept a hand, and they had a recording in their hand.

Huo Nanxun rushed up in a rage and pulled my collar, "Huo Nanyi, don't push too much!" ”

"Release!"

He raised his fist and struck him hard.

Reaching out, he grabbed his wrist and kicked him away with a twist.

"If you're tired and want to eat in jail, I can help you."

He raised his hand to wipe the corners of his mouth, hugged his stomach, and rolled out of my office.

For him, the "big brother", I still care about a little affection, not because of my father, but because we are all poor worms who have been affected by our life experience.

Being born in the Huo family is a failure that I can't change.

And he's just a joke played by fate.

Buzz - it's Shen Yu'an.

"Lao Huo, your girl is angry and says that I lied to her, which will ignore me. If you want me to say, your own business, can you not always let me wipe my ass? Shall I enjoy my life too? ”

"Let her delay for two days and she'll be fine."

"Hey, it's really been eight lifetimes of blood mold to have a brother like you."

"I feel the same way about you."

"You! Forget it, for the sake of you being alone now, I won't care about you. I forgot to tell you that Nancy already knew about it, how ...... yourself"

"You told her?"

"If only I could see her! Anyway, pay more attention yourself, I guess, she'll be back soon. ”

hung up the phone, faintly a little more worried.

Picked up her coat and went to the hospital again, even though she didn't feel anything now, but she was inexplicably worried that she would be scared.

I am also worried that Nancy will come back suddenly.

After more than a week of worrying, Nanxi did not come back.

It's just that the Huo family's old mansion suddenly became lively.

Huo Nam-hoon, who has nothing, drinks heavily at home all day long, calling friends day and night, making the old house look like a chaotic bar.

And on the third night of his depravity, my dad returned.

If Chen Ke hadn't personally confirmed it, I couldn't believe that he had come back.

After his grandmother left, he even had the face to come back.

The car is speeding on the way to Huo's house, I want to go and see, my father, do you remember the confession.

As soon as the car was parked, I heard the sound of loud arguments and insults coming from inside.

My dad was out of control again.

Walking in, the two of them scuffled together, like monkeys playing in a circus.

I couldn't help but applaud and be deeply shocked by their performance.

Hearing my applause, the two of them paused, and then both let go of their hands.

"The brother is on the wall, and when he goes to the Huo family, it has become a father and son wall, which is interesting."

I found a place to sit and sat down, smiling at them.

"Yes, after living most of my life, I found out that everything was a joke! It's interesting enough. ”

My dad sat on the floor, lit a cigarette, and smoked it in a lonely state.

Huo Nanxun lay on his back on the ground, his eyes closed, as if he had passed out.

"Guess what I found when I went out this time? Betrayal, naked deception. ”

My dad smoked a cigarette and told me about his "discovery."

"Huo Nanxun, not my son. I didn't betray your mother, and I didn't apologize for our wrong marriage. ”

I only thought it was ridiculous to hear his words, and to this day, he still has no intention of repenting.

Even have to justify!

He looked at him with a sneer and did not speak.

"Li Roujia calculated on me, and at that class reunion, she drugged me, making me mistakenly think that we had a relationship. Later, on the grounds that she was pregnant with my child, she forced me to accept her unhappy marriage. ”

"That's your business, I don't want to know. Let me ask, even if my mother dies in front of you, don't you feel a trace of guilt or distress? ”

"I've been numb for a long time, where is the feeling? Anyway, you have hated me for so many years, and in the future, you will be like a stranger! This old mansion should also be dealt with, there is too much blood shed here. ”

Ignoring him anymore, he got up and left the old mansion neatly.

Since he said that he never cared, why should he say anything more? But if he wastes his lips and tongue, he won't feel sorry for my mother.

In fact, before he said that he would completely break off the relationship, I still had a little fantasy.

Even if his father never gave me a trace of warmth, in the end, my heart longed for it.

But even if he has been separated from his wife and has nothing, he is not willing to give me a little bit of fatherly warmth for my own son.

Suddenly I realized that I was the real poor worm.

The next day, I heard the news from Chen Ke that he had sold his old house.

Huo Nanxun also left, leaving Maocheng completely.

And he, back to school, continued to engage in his scientific research.

My aunt's family also came back, and after paying homage to my grandparents, they also left and went to Canada, saying that they had immigrated there and would never come back.

The Huo family has completely collapsed, leaving only me, a person who is unwilling to stay.

But I still couldn't leave.

……

Looking at his mother's gentle smile, he also grinned and smiled slightly.

"Mom, I've put it down, don't worry! He was so well absorbed in his research that he spent all day in the research room. ”

I remembered the question I asked her when I was a kid, "Mom, what do you really love about him?" Has he ever warmed and happy you? ”

I still remember that she replied to me, "Love grows in the heart." There is no reason, it is just a matter of will. I want to love him and love how I feel when I love him. ”

Love grows in the heart, but it can also be slowly put into the bottom of the heart. It's just that my mother didn't want to, so she ......

"Mom, please bless Mu Zi safe and sound, let her wake up, as long as she wakes up, I am willing to bear anything, even if it is to lose her in the end. Mom, please bless her well! ”

I never wanted to believe this, people are dead when they die, and it is impossible to bless the living. And even a living person can't protect himself, let alone a dead person?

But, this time, I'm willing to believe. As long as Mu Zi can wake up, I am willing to be confused for her.

The setting sun shone obliquely, said goodbye to his mother, and turned to leave the cemetery.

I don't think I'll come back often. After all, this is where I first met her.

Let my fate with Mu Zi slowly drift away in low frequency.