"Don't! Please don't let me lose the courage to live! I don't want to forget you again, don't! ”

I prayed to him in pain, but he was unmoved, and seemed indifferent to my sadness.

Fingertips ran across my face, wiping away tears.

Finally heard him speak with a little difficulty, "Mu Zi, remember, I love you, and I won't let you live in pain." As long as you forget me, you will meet other men and have a happy life. Don't be stubborn, I'm no better than you. ”

"Then don't leave me! Don't leave me alone. My aunt tore my face with me, and I swore that I would completely quit the design circle, and the company was also my aunt's. My grandfather left home, and you don't want me, I have nothing and no home. Don't push me away, okay? ”

He pressed my face to his chest and hugged me tightly, wanting to comfort and support me.

But doesn't he want me?

"I have nothing, don't you abandon me, take me in, okay?"

There was silence again, and he didn't seem to feel sorry for my sorrow at all.

Why did he have to get rid of me when he still loved me?

"How can you not leave me? Please don't erase my memory, I don't love you. I can force myself not to show up, but I don't forget that I love you. ”

He pulled me over and pinned me to the couch.

Squatted down, pressed his hands on my shoulders, and looked at me with a pair of red eyes pleadingly.

"Mu Zi, please forgive me for being selfish, I can't let you remember me."

"How filthy is my love, would you rather erase it than let me know?"

He knelt on one knee, lit a cigarette in despair, and smoked it without hesitation.

"If I could, I'd rather we never met."

Looking at his face, he was so disappointed. He was disappointed in our acquaintance and love.

I couldn't continue to breathe, my chest was tight and short of breath, and I was uncomfortable propping up the sofa and shaking to my feet.

Mu Ran picked up the bag that had fallen aside, and quietly left his office.

It hurts!

I haven't remembered how to love him, but I fell in love with him again, and fell out of love in an instant, this feeling hurts terribly.

Walking weakly in the corridor, when passing an exit, the ghost messenger walked in, and instead of going down, he climbed up and went up to the top floor.

Erasing my memory is tantamount to forcing me to die.

If that's what he wants, then I'll die.

The vast expanse of darkness is like death.

Mechanically swerving, he walked towards the edge.

If I had woken up and taken me in his arms and put me to sleep, it wasn't him; Then he didn't show up again, disappeared completely, and I might really forget.

But damn it, he showed up. disturbed my fragile peace, captured me with reassuring warmth, and abandoned me.

He's really ruthless.

Standing on the very edge, looking down, I even felt my hairs tremble.

Jumping, I'm still scared.

"Mr. Huo, let me disappear completely with my liking for you."

Close your eyes, slowly open your arms, and embrace my end.

It may be that God has mercy on me, and when I fell forward, I seemed to hear his regretful cry, grinning and smiling happily.

Finally, he wanted me to stay in his world.

"Did you fall somewhere? Does your head hurt? Or do you have pain in your hands and feet? ”

His panicked voice woke me up, and nervously pulled my sleeves and trouser legs open to examine them carefully.

Just now, he actually saved me!

I didn't jump!

He sat up sharply, looked around, and saw that we were lying in a very safe place near the center.

"Why save me? Anyway, you're going to erase my memory, anyway, you're going to die, why don't you let me die? ”

"Shut up!"

He yelled at me angrily, grabbed me by the wrist, and I fell on his chest, his right hand pressing the back of my head tightly, forcing me to look at him.

"Mu Zi, tell me, what do you want? Isn't it good to forget all about it? It's simple, but it's all full and happy. ”

"You are not me, how can you conclude that I am happy? I'm not happy, not at all! I don't want anything else, just remember that I love you, and when I miss you, I can look at you from afar. Don't push me, okay? ”

I stared into his eyes, hoping to see his move.

As a result, he didn't promise me anything, just hugged me tightly in his arms and didn't speak, but I heard him crying, and even the sound of breathing became heavy.

Unsatisfied, I drilled into his arms, I wanted his warmth, I wanted more, all the time.

"Mu Zi, let's let it go together, okay?"

"You're going to forget me?"

"You know what? Forgotten by the people he loves, he wants to love but can't love, he wants to let go but can't let go, and he is cutting his heart with a knife all the time. ”

My tears couldn't stop falling, it turned out that he didn't feel better than me.

Crying and kissing his lips, kissing in a random way, and begging in a low voice: "Don't leave me, let's face it together, don't let me ......"

Originally, I just wanted to appease his heart that was hurt by me, but when I touched his soft lips, my instinctive reaction was like a volcano that found an exit, and it exploded in an instant.

His breath became rapid, and he rolled over and pressed me underneath him, lingering kisses all the way down, softening the coldness of my body.

We all threw our previous entanglements out of the clouds and indulged in the unique pleasure of this moment.

When the passion rested, we hugged each other and lay on the carpet in his lounge.

I'm waiting for him to speak, and I wonder if he's going to erase my memory authoritarianly.

But for a long time he didn't speak.

Anxiously propped up his elbows and looked at him, "Are you still going to abandon me?" ”

"If I can leave you ruthlessly, I won't make myself so embarrassed. Come here. With an outstretched arm, he hugged me back.

His face rested on his chest, and he was speechless with excitement.

I heard his heartbeat and he was shaking.

"Mu Zi, this road will be difficult and bitter. Close your eyes and tell me, are you still going to be with me? ”

Yi Yan closed his eyes, nodded firmly, and replied repeatedly: "I want it!" I won't give up! ”

After all, he was still reluctant to push me to death.

We didn't go home, we were in the lounge, and he told me about what happened between us.

I heard from him that our love, although I have forgotten it, it is like we have revisited the old place and restarted our love.

At about five o'clock in the morning, he woke me up and said that he had a gift for me.

I followed him out and got into the car, but I saw him driving towards the suburbs.

I couldn't guess his purpose, I looked at him, I was unconsciously a little scared, swallowed my saliva, and asked in a low voice, "Where are you going to take me?" I ......"

He smiled helplessly and reached out to rub my hair.

"Afraid I'll sell you?"

"Will you?"

"Have you ever seen a man sell his treasure?"

smiled stupidly, his face was slightly red, and he let out a light "oh", and turned his face away a little uncomfortably.

muttered: "Coaxing people is so serious." ”

"Kiss me, and I'll laugh at you. You don't lose money on this business. ”

I looked at him funny, and suddenly felt that this serious gentleman was so cute and childish that I liked it.

Deliberately leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, and he smiled.

It's like I'm addicted to playing a game.,Can't help but kiss him.,He also laughed cooperatively.。

For a moment, it felt like my heart was filled.

When the sky was bright and the sun was rising, the car just stopped at the beach in the southern suburbs.

He took me by the hand and sat on the stone and watched the sunrise.

The sun covered the sea, and the golden sea was quiet, let the sun kiss.

I kissed the back of his hand holding my hand, "Mr. Huo, I don't know what your name is?" ”

I stayed at his house for almost a month, but I really don't know what his full name is. If I didn't know that his surname was Huo, I wouldn't have known that his surname was Huo.

"Stupid! Don't you know it when you look it up online? The little one who has no conscience didn't put me at ease at all. ”

"Where? I was just...... I just forgot! Tell me, do you want me to keep calling you Mr. Huo? Still is...... Husband? ”

He lowered his head shyly, not daring to look at him.

I was shocked by my own cheekiness!

Husband? How intimate words can really be between us?

"We're divorced."

He looked up in astonishment, biting his lip and looking at him in disappointment.

Divorce, are we just ex-husbands and ex-wives?

"Why? Because I forgot you? Still is...... What other questions do we have between us? ”

He didn't tell me, changed the subject, and folded back with me in his arms.

Seeing him holding me and walking straight to the door of the villa, "This is your house?" ”

"Our home."

He told me to put my fingers on, unlock them, and after going inside, he finally put me down.

The villa was clean and spotlessly clean, as if it had been occupied.

But I remember that I went to the beach several times before, but I didn't see a single person.

"Every day, people come and clean up, come, go up and take a shower, change their clothes."

I followed him upstairs, opened the door to the cloakroom, and saw that the clothes inside, all women's pants, were my size.

I wondered even more, since he still loved me and didn't blame me for forgetting him, why did we go back to divorce?

After changing into clean clothes, he just came up and called me to breakfast.

After eating, he took me to the study and put a necklace around my neck.

Just like the woodcut statue I received at the hotel, a cat, a fish.

Touching the necklace, he blurted out: "You gave that box, right?" And gardenias. ”

"Not too stupid!"

"Why do you ...... You're not going to follow me all the time, are you? ”

Frightened by this realization, he helped me at first, then took me to play, and then went to Wutong Garden to see me...... What else the hell is there about him that I don't know.

Seeing me staring at him with wide eyes, he approached and hugged me into his arms: "Don't be afraid! I will never hurt you. ”

I'm afraid that he will hurt me, and I don't know how to respond to his deep love.

"Mu Zi, let's go remarry! I want you to bear my Huo Nanyi surname for the rest of your life. ”

A sentence echoed in my ears for a long time, and I was stupid and stunned, and I forgot to answer.

Bear his last name?

"But I'm ...... I wonder why we got divorced. ”