Every time something like that happens in front of him, he should hate me no matter how much he wants.

It's just that why am I looking forward to his unorganized trust?

I couldn't see his expression clearly, but the mockery reflected in his eyes was like frost that chilled my heart.

"Huo Nanyi, if I explain to you, will you believe me?"

Knowing that it is impossible, he will not give up if he does not personally hit the south wall.

"I'm sorry, but I was too greedy." got off the ground and left his room barefoot.

The coldness of the soles of the feet reached the heart, freezing to the last bit of luxury.

I have sealed my heart with him, and I no longer look forward to it.

——

The next morning, I made him breakfast as usual, but all I got was his dislike.

He sneered, and in front of me, he dumped everything directly into the trash, even the plates.

"You can't afford to touch my stuff! Don't defile my world with your dirty hands again. ”

Then he turned around, closed the door and left.

No anger, no little bit of sadness, mockery, was his only gift to me.

I sat on the floor, laughing and crying, only whispers echoing through the room, and I couldn't hear the quiet sadness.

Perhaps, such an ending is the final destination between us.

Acquaintance is an accidental mistake, and falling in love is an unforgivable sin, which may be destined to only forget each other.

"Click!" The door was locked, and Zhang's mother came in from the outside, crying and laughing like crazy when she saw me sitting on the ground, and her face was not very good. His eyes looked at me vigilantly, and he stood in the doorway, in a dilemma.

"Mom Zhang, have you ever loved someone you will never get?"

My sudden question startled her even more, and she nervously clenched the hem of her dress with both hands, wondering how to answer me.

"You're so lucky to have met someone you can love as much as you want, and you happen to love too. It really hurts to fall in love with someone you shouldn't love! ”

Talking to himself, he slowly stood up and went upstairs lonely.

I dialed Meng Liangsheng's phone to confirm my shameful suspicions.

He asked me to go to the hotel to look for him, and I couldn't believe that he was really innocent.

"Sorry, your call was not answered, please ......"

I laughed, didn't fight endlessly, hung up playfully, and turned off the phone.

But I was puzzled, because he had no motive to harm me.

I searched my mind for everything I had with him, and I couldn't find any basis to support the idea that he was a bad person.

I used to hate suspicion, but ...... Everything has changed, and I have become depraved and dirty with the change of time, even my heart.

Standing in front of the window, I casually looked up and saw an ambulance coming on the road, I don't know why, I suddenly associated it with my grandfather.

Nervously rushed out, went downstairs in a panic, ran to the window downstairs, lifted the curtain, and trembled with fear.

The medical staff was carrying his grandfather on a stretcher. Grandpa Zhou followed aside, frowning worriedly, staring directly at his grandfather.

"Nope! No, it won't! The ambulance drove away from Mu's house, and I spun around in a panic, muttering "Impossible!" ”

Zhang's mother came over and asked, "Miss Mu, are you okay?" It's ......"

"I'm going to the hospital! I'm going to the hospital! He yelled loudly and loudly twice, without even changing his shoes, and strode out in his slippers.

Zhang's mother chased after her, and shouted in her mouth: "Miss Mu, Miss Mu, don't worry, slow down, don't fall." ”

At the time, I didn't know if her words were true, my mind was full of the past, the scene of my grandfather holding me and laughing......

She was too old to run, and she didn't catch up with me. And I was like a wild horse without the reins, running forward with all my might, forgetting my tiredness.

All I knew was that my grandfather had already entered the operating room when my red, swollen and bleeding feet stepped on the clean floor of the hospital.

Although I was worried about his body, I didn't dare to show my face, and quietly hid in the distance, staring at the red light in the operating room.

Outside the operating room, only Grandpa Zhou waited anxiously, he sat still, clasped his hands, and frequently looked up at the door of the operating room, but lowered his head in disappointment.

Tears fell down one by one, and I couldn't wait to cry all my tears, as long as I could change them to be fair and safe.

But my tears didn't work.

I don't know how long I waited, but I walked through batch after batch of people, but the door of my grandfather's operating room was kept closed, and there was no sign of opening.

Grandpa Zhou may have been disappointed again and again, his feet were weak, and he sat on the ground.

I really wanted to go up to help him and give him a little support, but I still chose to "watch from the sidelines".

I stared at the light closely, trying to turn it green with my mind, and my eyes hurt so much that it was still stubbornly lit.

Suddenly, it went dark.

The door of the operating room opened, the doctor came out, Grandpa Zhou hurriedly got up, went up and asked nervously: "Doctor, my husband ...... him"

"I'm out of danger for the time being. However, the patient suffered a blow to the head and a serious injury to his spine, and there is a high risk that he will become a vegetative state. ”

Boom - my head exploded, and I finally couldn't support myself anymore and staggered to the ground.

Vegetable! My grandfather, who said he wanted to accompany me on a hike around the world, couldn't ...... anymore

Looking up, the nurse pushed my grandfather to the ward. Grandpa Zhou trotted unsteadily and followed.

I scrambled to my feet and followed.

In any case, I wanted to do something for my grandfather and make up for five years of damage.

When I got back to the ward, the nurses were gone, and when I got closer, I saw my grandfather on the hospital bed, with a pale face and no life.

"Ah Zi has grown up, and grandpa can't even carry you!"

"Then it's good to change Ah Zi to carry grandpa. Grandpa wants to wait for Ah Zi to grow up, and he is not allowed to leave Ah Zi alone. ”

"Good! Grandpa still has to wait for Ah Zi's little baby to call grandpa "great-grandfather"! ”

……

The grandfather who ran with me on the beach was really old and tired.

I put my hand on the door, wanting to hug my grandfather and let him know that I was all right, but I didn't have the face to see him......

Grandpa Zhou got up suddenly, I hurriedly withdrew my hand, ran away gently, and hid in a corner, until he left, I sneaked into the ward.

My grandfather had silver hair, and he was still so conspicuous on the white pillow.

Feeling unstoppable, I knelt in front of the hospital bed, knelt lightly, on the hospital bed, crying and shouting: "Grandpa! I am back. Your Azi is back. Grandpa, open your eyes and look at me! Ah Zi came back to atone for his sins. I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Azi is sorry for you! ”

I cried uncontrollably, but my grandfather was still quiet, and he didn't open his eyes to me excitedly, and fell asleep.

I'm afraid that Grandpa Zhou or someone else will see me if they come suddenly. It didn't take long for me to leave.

I walked out of the hospital in despair, my face covered with stray hair, like a madwoman running out of an insane asylum.

The cold, unconscious feet moved alternately like wood, and like their owners, they did not know the direction and had no hope.

Walking through the bustling streets, an urgent news came to my ears: the "yellow vest" movement in France continued to ferment, the situation deteriorated, and the riots were uneasy, and it is reported that nearly 400 people have been injured......

I raised my head, stared at the screen through the hair that covered half of my face, and when I saw a figure that looked like Huo Nanyi on one of the pictures, my heart instantly fell again.

Biting his lip, he silently said, "You must not be fine!" ”

Obviously, I had decided to sweep him out of my heart last night, but when I saw that he was in danger, I still didn't feel worried and scared.

Seeing that those people were so crazy that they were hurting innocent people, I couldn't stay any longer, and ran desperately to get home as soon as possible, and then made sure that he was only in the company and not going to France.

Some people say that to fall in love with him is to destroy yourself and make yourself a part of him. I didn't believe it and didn't bother to do that. Now, even if I am alone with a love that has no way out, I am willing to give everything I have, even if it is my life.

When I stepped into the house panting, Zhang's mother hung up the phone in a panic, then looked at me and swallowed her saliva.

"Wood, Miss Wood, you're back. You ......"

I don't have time to talk to her, let alone guess who she's just called and what she's talking about. I just want to make sure he's fine.

I didn't care about breathing, I ran upstairs again, when I finally found the phone, my fingers trembled and dialed Huo Nanyi's phone, I heard the voice of Zhang's mother greeting downstairs.

Hurriedly ran out, stood at the top of the stairs, and looked down, it was him who came back.

I was so excited that I forgot to hang up the phone, but I just looked at him who didn't find me, and burst into tears.

He changed his shoes, took out his phone, looked at it, frowned, and hung up directly.

"Sir, Miss Mu just ran back, I don't know where she went, her feet are still bleeding, her hair is also wet, she ran upstairs in a hurry, you go and see her......"

"People like her can't die."

Saying that, when he entered the restaurant, Zhang's mother served him a meal, and he didn't even ask me a word, and started to eat slowly.

I just stood there, staring at him, watching his every movement, every expression, never noticing his worry or nervousness.

His heart is really hard.

I didn't look any further, turned around, and quietly returned to the room, my head dizzy, and the pain was about to explode. I feel paralyzed and weak.

I took a shower and fell on the bed, not even having the strength to pull the quilt cover, and slowly lost consciousness, and there was chaos.

I don't know when, but I felt someone feed the medicine into my mouth, and then helped me cover the quilt. Warm hands held my scarred feet and gently drugged mesmer......

In a daze, he looked at the man as his grandfather for a while, and then turned into Huo Nanyi again......

muttered: "Huo Nanyi, I'm cold!" Huo Nanyi, grandpa doesn't want me anymore, you don't want me anymore, you don't want me anymore...... Whining...... I'm so sad! Huo Nanyi, have you ever loved me? Hehe...... You haven't loved! You just want to take revenge on the Mu family, so you will say that you like me. But I love you so much! You tell me, what should I do? Huo Nanyi, if I can do it all over again, I will meet you and fall in love with you. I don't regret falling in love with you! ”

After talking a lot of nonsense, he turned over, and his consciousness became more and more confused, but he felt a lot warmer, and he couldn't resist the sleepiness and fell asleep.