By the time I opened my eyes again, it was past 4 p.m. the next day.

His head was still dizzy, and he looked around, but he didn't find any sign of anyone coming.

laughed at himself, he really burned out his brain, and he actually saw Huo Nanyi here.

"Gollum ......" was so hungry that her stomach hurt, and she weakly leaned against the wall, opened the door and went downstairs, trying to find something to cushion.

Because I really don't have much energy, and I barely make a sound when I walk. When I came downstairs and was about to enter the kitchen, I didn't see Zhang's mother, but I heard her voice at the door.

"Don't worry, I will definitely keep an eye on her, and I will report to you as soon as there is any new news. In any case, please believe in my faithfulness to you! ”

Is she reporting to Huo Nanyi?

But when did Huo Nanyi become that kind of hateful villain? Send someone to supervise me?

I'm still guessing that Mama Zhang has come in, and when she saw me, she was obviously panicked, and she didn't even know how to put her hands, swinging left and right.

He stammered and said, "Mu, Miss Mu, you're awake!" You're hungry, I'll go and bring you something to eat, and you sit and wait. ”

Then she went into the kitchen in a panic, and I didn't pay much attention to it, thinking that she was caught spying on me. If I had been a little more careful and explored a little bit at the time, maybe the pain that would have been avoided later would have been avoided.

Only, I didn't.

After eating, my strength also recovered, and I remembered that my grandfather was still lying in the hospital, so I hurriedly went upstairs to change my clothes, planning to go out to visit my grandfather.

As a result, he was stopped by Zhang's mother.

She said, "Miss Mu, you better stay at home and rest!" The gentleman has repeatedly instructed you that you are not in good health, let me take care of you. It's still raining outside, and as soon as you've recovered, don't catch any more colds and go upstairs to rest! ”

Although she said it very tactfully and her tone was very kind, I also heard her off-string voice, Huo Nanyi wanted to put me under house arrest.

I was angry and took my anger out on her: "I'm going to resign, can I always do it?" As he spoke, he pushed her away and went out.

But she held me tightly with both hands and looked at me pleadingly.

"Miss Mu, please don't embarrass me! Mr. repeatedly told me to take care of you, if you go out and accidentally something happens, then I ...... What should I explain to my husband? ”

Her pleading eyes always reminded me of Mu Li, and my heart became more and more irritable, I frowned, turned around and ran upstairs.

I don't know if Huo Nanyi already knows about his grandfather's illness and hospitalization, he doesn't care, but I am anxious and want to know if my grandfather has woken up? Is the situation getting better? ……

The more I thought about it, the more uneasy I became, so I took out my mobile phone and dialed him.

It rang for a long time and didn't connect, and I was so angry that I almost scolded.

And I did.

"Huo Nanyi, you bastard! Why don't you let me out? Don't think I owe you, I'll let you do whatever you want! I sue you, I'm going out now, and I'll ...... you."

"Brain-burned? Called just to scold me? ”

His angry voice startled me, and I noticed that the phone had been answered while I was yelling.

"I ...... Huo Nanyi, I'm going out to visit my grandfather, my grandfather is sick, I want to see him. He didn't admit it, and said his hope neatly in one breath.

"What can you do if you look at a living dead? If you don't want to be sinned, give me a place to stay. Anger me, you can't afford to pay the price! ”

After a "kind" warning, there was only a busy signal on the phone.

I angrily threw my phone on the bed, grabbed my hair, and smashed it on.

I'm undoubtedly a piece of shit, good for nothing.

"Uh-huh-" The phone above my head rang, but I really didn't want to care about it, no matter who was on the other end of the line, what was going on with me.

Cover your ears and pretend to be deaf and dead.

After all, he couldn't stand the vibration sound that was entangled like a talisman, and picked it up.

Before I could speak, Sister Sun's nervous voice came over.

"Muzi, the little baby is injured, this will still be in the operating room, the situation is not optimistic. I'm sorry I didn't take good care of her. I ......"

As she spoke, her voice choked, my mind brushed the floor, and it went blank in an instant.

"Muzi, if the little baby she ...... How should I face you? I ......"

Choked up again, unable to speak.

The phone kept going, I was speechless, I never said a word, and Sister Sun kept crying in a low voice.

It wasn't until half a day later, when the doctor's words came, that Sister Sun stopped crying, and I finally regained the ability to speak.

"Sister Sun, it's okay, don't blame yourself too much! If you want to say wrong, it's all me, and I don't blame you. ”

"Muzi, do you still want her? If you still want to, come and pick her up as soon as possible! She misses you so much! No matter how much I coax her, she doesn't pay much attention to me, and always paints you melancholy alone. I ......"

Sister Sun choked up three times, and her thick nasal voice made me feel very uncomfortable. I feel that I owe Mu Li too much, so much that I don't know how to treat her.

"Muzi, your heart is so ruthless! Actually impose all your hatred for the child's father on a child. Your heart is harder than those big pig's trotters! ”

Her voice grew louder and her anger grew, but I was still speechless.

"So be it! Think about my words for yourself, if...... You don't want her anymore, I'll adopt her and give her everything she deserves. ”

With that, she hung up.

I pinched my phone weakly, it knew who I was, and I wanted to smash it and destroy the evidence of my own cruelty.

But except for hurting yourself, it's useless.

"Mu Li, Mu Li......" I murmured her name, and my heart ached.

Except for myself, I seem to owe everyone who knows me well, good times, and happiness.

But where has my happiness gone?

——

As if stimulated, I desperately drew the design, trying to find the meaning of my life and find the happiness I deserved.

The pencil brush brushed over the paper, his head was chaotic like mud, his mind was like numbness, except for the same chaotic lines, the so-called design drawings, did not appear.

"Suddenly", the drawing paper became a crumpled mass of waste paper in the palm of my irritable hand.

Frustrated, he put down his pencil, tugged at his hair, and fell on his desk, sobbing.

I haven't lifted the brush for many years, and now, even the lines are curved, like my twisted heart, and I can't straighten it.

With a "click", the door of the study opened, I wiped away my tears in a panic, pretended to be the same as usual, looked up, Huo Nanyi frowned and walked in.

In order to hide my emotions, I pretended to be indifferent and said, "You're back." ”

He walked straight to the desk, and I hurriedly stood up and gave him his place back.

"Your grandfather has been diagnosed as a vegetative state, so there is little chance of sobriety." He glanced at the drawings on the ground, sat down, and kindly told my grandfather the news.

I bit my lip and couldn't speak for a long time, and before tears broke through the barrier, I whispered back, "Yes, thank you for telling me!" ”

Then he ran out with tears in his eyes.

Leaning his back against the study door, he hid his face and wept.

Vegetable.

My esteemed grandfather was in such a state of affairs and became a vegetative state.

Slid on the ground, hugged his knees and cried, crying uncontrollably.

Zhang's mother walked up and said softly, "Miss Mu, the kitchen is hot!" If you want to eat it, I'll bring it to you. As he spoke, he turned around and went down.

"Mom Zhang, go back first! Leave me alone! ”

She looked at me, didn't dare to ask me what was going on, went downstairs, and went home.

I put my hands on the ground and got ready to get up, but there was a "click", the door opened from the inside, and my center of gravity was unstable, and I fell backwards.

"Ahh Suddenly fell to the ground, startled me, and subconsciously screamed.

However, instead of falling to the ground, I leaned on his lap.

He didn't get up, he just stared at him blankly, like a fool.

I have to admit that he is impeccablely perfect, it is simply 360 degrees without dead ends. I lost my way in his resolute jaw, my eyes blinking at him.

He put his arm on my shoulders and said coldly, "Get up!" ”

He picked me up and stood up, and yelled at me, "Get down and eat!" Then he went downstairs, and then there was a "click" of the door closing, and he was gone.

It was a long time before I went downstairs like a wooden man, ate my meal, and went back to sleep.

As for what he's going out for, and when he's coming back, it's not up to me to interfere.

All I have to do is make a good job of the waste.

The next day, I woke up early, and I was woken up by nightmares all night.

Yawned and walked out of the room, did not hear his voice, and deliberately put his ear to the door and listened for a long time, but there was no sound.

Boldly opened the door, didn't see him, walked in and touched the bed, it was cold, he shouldn't have come back last night.

Thinking that he was not there, and that Mother Zhang had not yet come, I hurriedly ran back to my room, changed my clothes and hurried out, and took a taxi to the hospital.

Even if my grandfather didn't know that I had been to see him, he wouldn't have heard my confession, but I still had to go, not only because I owed it, but also because I was a favor.

When I arrived at the entrance of the hospital, I trotted in in a panic, and when I turned around to enter the elevator, I saw Huo Nanyi's figure.

He came to see his grandfather? So early?

Puzzled, he quietly followed.

But instead of going to the twelfth floor to visit his grandfather, he went to the eighth floor, and what was even more amazing was that the sign at the staircase read: Obstetrics and Gynecology.

Could it be that my aunt is pregnant?

Curiosity haunted me, and I followed it step by step, vowing to find out.

I forced myself not to care about the inexplicable sourness in my heart, and kept hypnotizing myself: I just wanted to know the truth, nothing else, and no feelings.

Hiding not far away, I saw him enter room 8204, I raised my leg to go up to see who the patient inside was.

But the phone in the bag rang suddenly, but fortunately it wasn't a ringtone, otherwise I would have been exposed.

had no choice but to quietly turn back again, making sure that he would not be discovered, and then connected the phone.

"Muzi, it's not good, Mu is gone."