Through the conversations of the servants, I know that the place I am in now is Gu Ci's villa abroad, which is also his home base.

But because I've been patronizing my grief these days, I've not stepped out of the room at all.

Gu Ci's home was much bigger than I had imagined, and if it weren't for the servant to lead the way, I might have gotten lost in this castle-like villa.

The maid led me all the way through the long Persian-carpeted corridor to a European-style room.

The room was large, the curtains were red velvet, and there was a closet on the wall, but it was summer, so there was no firewood in it.

After a quick glance, I fixed my eyes on Gu Ci's face, which was tapping on the computer.

"I'm coming." My voice is much better than it was before, it doesn't sound so scary.

"You sit down first, I still have something to do here, and I'll be fine right away." Gu Ci said without raising his head.

"If you're busy, you can have someone take me there." I can't wait to say that.

Gu Ci didn't answer, but tapped the keyboard more quickly.

I withdrew my eyes in disbelief, lowered my eyelids and stared at my shoes in a daze.

After a few minutes, Gu Ci stopped what he was doing and strode over to me.

"Let's go."

I suddenly felt happy in my heart, and I raised my legs to keep up with Gu Ci's footsteps.

Coming out of the villa, Gu Ci led me to the hill at the back of the villa, and finally stopped in front of a big tree.

"The child is buried here."

I looked at the ground and felt that my eyes were heating and my eyes were blurring.

I walked down the tree, one foot deeper, and when I saw that the earth had clearly been renovated, I stopped, and my legs went limp, and I fell straight to the ground.

I stretched out my hand to dig the dirt on the ground, and as soon as I cut some of it, I was stopped by Gu Ci.

"What are you going to do?"

"I want to see him." I bit my lip and said.

"He's gone, and you're only going to make him uneasy." Gu Ci said slowly.

"I know, but I really want to see him."

At the same time, in fact, I was also wondering in my heart whether it would be Gu Ci who lied to me, and the child was fine.

Unless there is a child's body here, I can't accept that he's dead anyway.

"One look, even if it's just one look, I want to see him." I looked at Gu Ci painfully and said.

Gu Ci let go of my hand, squatted next to me and said, "I'll help you." ”

His actions made me retreat instantly, could it be that the child was really dead?

I crossed this suspicion in my heart and quickly hardened it, and I would never admit it until the last moment.

"I don't want your help, this is what I owe to my child."

I refused Gu Ci's offer and struggled to dig into the ground.

It may have rained in the past few days, and the soil was very soft, and a small pit was dug out in a short time.

At the same time, a piece of bloody skin appeared in front of my eyes.

The moment I saw this, my mind boomed, and it suddenly went blank.

When the child died, he really died.

The last trace of luck in my heart was shattered at this moment.

I even felt as if a piece of my heart was missing and became empty.

I wanted to cry, but for some reason, I couldn't shed a single drop of tears before.

My eyes were dry and astringent, but I didn't want to cry.

"Put the dirt back." It took me a long time to find my voice.

"Ruoyao." Gu Ci looked at me worriedly.

"I'm fine, the child has passed away, so I won't disturb his peace." I said with a smile.

At this moment, only I know how much despair and pain is hidden behind my smile.

Coming back from the back hill, I locked myself in the bathroom and let the cold water pour over me.

Although it was summer at this time, it was still a little unbearable to be drenched in cold water for so long.

But I felt like I was unconscious, and even though I shivered with cold, I didn't want to leave the shower.

After a few moments, I set my eyes on the dresser, and when I saw the eyebrow razor on it, I walked over and picked it up.

I picked up the razor and looked at myself in the mirror intently.

I saw despair and pain in my face, which had buried me deep and did not give me the slightest respite.

There was a voice in my head that kept ringing, and he said, "Go ahead, and you will be liberated with a knife."

Can it really be liberated?

Don't you want your children? He's waiting for you down there, you listen, he's crying, he's calling Mommy.

Mom......

I muttered the word, and the smile on my face grew.

"Yes, as long as you go down with a knife, you will be liberated. I will be with my baby forever and never separated. ”

The knife slashed through his wrist, and blood gushed out.

I sat under the shower and let the water pour over the wound and not let it heal.

Gradually, I felt that my eyes were getting darker and darker, and my head was getting heavier and heavier.

In the end, I was completely in the dark and didn't know anything.

I thought that I would be able to successfully die this time, but who knew that in the end, I was saved by Gu Ci.

When I woke up, I was still lying in my room, my cut wrist was already bandaged, and Gu Ci was standing by my bedside looking at me inexplicably.

"Saved by you again." I laughed to myself.

"Li Ruoyao, are you sick in the brain? Do you really think that I can save you every time, so I commit suicide so recklessly? Gu Ci's face changed.

I lowered my eyelids, "I didn't let you save me the whole time, did I?" ”

Gu Ci's breath stagnated, "You just treat me as a cheap, and save you again and again." ”

"I hope you don't make another mistake next time." I replied with a smile.

Gu Ci took a deep breath, "You have a good rest, if you think about dying next time, I don't mind using extraordinary means to calm you down." ”

I don't know what the extraordinary means he is talking about, but I am not interested in trying either.

"Don't worry, I've figured it out, and I'm not going to die again."

After this escape, I really figured it out, since I can't die three or five times, it must be that the child doesn't want me to die.

In this case, I must live well and avenge him.

However, I didn't believe this sentence at all, but looked at me more worriedly, "I'll find you a psychiatrist later, this matter will pass, and your future is still very exciting." ”

I pursed my lips and smiled noncommittally, my future is indeed wonderful.

If you don't pay tribute to the Jiang family, how can you be worthy of my lost child.

Originally, Gu Ci didn't believe that I had really figured it out, so I cleaned up all the things in my house again to make sure that nothing dangerous was left behind.

At the same time, I sent several servants to follow me, ostensibly fearing that I would be bored, but in fact fearing that I would commit suicide again.

I knew it in my heart, but I didn't explain it, time will tell anyway.

I read a book in my room every day while recuperating my body, and when I am free, I also think about how to take revenge on the Jiang family after returning to China.

Even if I have enough net worth now, if I want to deal with a century-old enterprise like the Shangjiang family, it is undoubtedly a floating tree.

So I have to think of a perfect solution, and I can't just rush into it.

But after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't think of any other way than to cooperate with others.

And this partner is also in my mind.

Excuse me.

Judging from the previous competition between Gu Ci and Yun Cheng for the development of the land in Haishi, to the deliberate provocation of Smith and William on Moon Island, Gu Ci's ambition is definitely not small.

It would be great if I could work with him.

But at the same time, I was also worried in my heart, after all, I didn't know Gu Ci, and cooperating with him was undoubtedly seeking skin with the tiger.

If he stabs me in the back at the end, I will surely die.

So I was thinking about how to talk to him about it, and I was also thinking about how to guard against him.

However, I haven't found a chance to speak yet, and Gu Ci found me first.

"You mean that we will cooperate to win the Jiang family, and the Jiang family's property will be fifty-fifty points at that time, right?" Shen Yin looked at Gu Ci.

"That's right, if you're not satisfied, we can do that too. You are six, I am four. Gu Ci continued.

I shook my head, "I'm very satisfied with this proposal, but I'm a little confused, do you have a grudge against the Jiang family or what, why do you want to target the Jiang family?" ”

Gu Ci's face did not change, "I have no enmity against the Jiang family, but who doesn't want to be stronger, the Jiang family has occupied the position of the richest man in the sea market for a long time, and it is time to change people." ”

My eyes blinked, and though he said so, I was skeptical.

He would rather give up Yicheng's interests to cooperate with me, this is no longer a simple business competition, it is clearly the same as me, he wants to kill the Jiang family.

But since he won't say it, I won't chase it.

The more I know, the sooner I die.

"It's a pleasure to work with." I stretched out my hand and said.

Gu Ci slowly held my hand, and the sound seemed to come out of his throat.

"The faster you work together."

Now that the partnership has been confirmed, I asked Gu Ci what his plans were.

"Plans have always been on my mind, but now is not the time." Gu Ci said with a smile.

"When is that time?" I don't give up on asking.

"I'll tell you when the time comes."

After finishing speaking, Gu Ci stopped talking, and changed the topic and said, "You can rest first, I still have a little work." ”

I watched Gu Ci leave, lying on the bed but couldn't sleep.

I didn't close the curtains, so I could see the moon outside the window when I looked up.

I don't know if the moon in a foreign country is rounder than the domestic one, but at the moment, this moon is the roundest I have ever seen.

For a while, I was stupid.

But suddenly, a small cry interrupted my thoughts.

I looked around blankly, trying to hear what it was, but it never came again.

After a few moments, I gave up on the affair and slowly closed my eyes and prepared for sleep.

But as soon as I closed my eyes, the cry I had just now appeared again.

This time I could hear it clearly, it was the cry of a baby.