The morning light shines obliquely through the swaying sycamore branches and leaves in the spring breeze, and the light and shadow are dappled and imprinted on me.

He blinked lazily, looked at the gentle spring light, grinned the corners of his mouth, and smiled stupidly.

It's another spring, this year's spring in Maocheng, it's exceptionally sunny, the rain almost never hits, every day the sky is like a wash, as long as you look up at the sky, no matter how gloomy people will suddenly brighten up.

At this moment, I am lying in a room on the 8th floor of Building 18, Wutong Garden, Haitang Road. By my window, there stood a tall sycamore, and when I reached out, I could touch its branches.

I moved here on the seventh day my eyes were back to normal, which was the end of July.

On the evening of the third day after recovery, my grandfather said that he wanted to eat authentic rice cakes from the shopping street, so I went out and bought them for him.

But when I got back to the door at about seven o'clock, I heard a violent quarrel at home, and it was my aunt and grandfather.

I was startled and stunned for a while, and then I hurriedly ran in, only to hear my aunt's angry accusation: "Why can't you tell her?" That's her fault, why should she forget everything and live happily? What about the grievances I have suffered? And who is responsible for it? ”

The aunt's hair was scattered, tears flowed down her face, and she looked at her grandfather with extreme dissatisfaction.

Since I got home, this is the first time I have heard my aunt so indignant, as if someone owes her a lifetime of happiness and grievance.

Grandpa leaned on crutches and shook and said, "It's because of Ah Zi that your mother died." But isn't there enough pain that Ah Zi has suffered? She can finally laugh like she did when she was a child, and you can't bear to strangle her smile? ”

Hearing my grandfather's words, my eyes widened in shock, my hand instantly lost strength, and the rice cake in my hand fell to the ground with a "bang".

Stunned, he asked, "Grandpa, auntie, are you telling the truth?" Grandma, I killed her. ”

My grandfather was a little flustered, and hurriedly stumbled towards me, "Ah Zi, it's all in the past, don't blame yourself." Your grandmother was ...... in the first place."

Before he finished speaking, my aunt had already walked over a few steps, stared into my eyes, and admitted with great sincerity: "Yes, it was because of saving you that my mother died under the truck." You killed her, and I lost my ......."

"Smack!" The sound was shocking.

The aunt stroked the beaten right cheek, looked at her grandfather in disbelief, and muttered, "You actually beat me?" You actually did it to me! Do you still have a conscience, how did you promise my mother? That's how you fulfilled your promise to my mom? ”

Grandpa was slightly stunned, realizing his excesses, and wanted to go over to pull her and apologize, but she avoided her.

She glared at her grandfather fiercely, and coldly squeezed out a sentence: "Mu Changyan, I hate you!" Then he snatched the door and rushed out of the house.

I hurriedly chased after her, but I was only confused by the tail of her long way.

My aunt drove away from home.

Looking at the direction she left, I was stunned for a long time, thinking of the fact that my aunt had just admitted seriously, and I was at a loss.

It turns out that the forgotten past is so unsightly.

I can't help but feel sorry for my aunt, who was robbed of my mother's love by me, but she can still be so good to me.

It's really hard for her.

When I got home, my grandfather leaned back on the sofa tiredly, his eyes closed, not knowing what he was thinking.

Picked up the rice cake on the ground, wiped the box on his pants, and walked over.

Putting the rice cake on the coffee table, he asked with difficulty, "Grandpa, can you tell me about grandma?" ”

He was not moved, as if he had not heard at all.

I tried to ask a few more times, but he remained silent. I didn't say anything more, and sat silently, motionless.

In the middle of the night, the engine sounded, and I knew that my aunt had returned.

stood up and ran out, but saw her being pressed by a man on the body, and the two of them kissed and loved each other as if no one was around.

I didn't have the courage to go up and stop it, so I turned around and turned back home.

When I got back to the bedroom, just as I was about to close the door, I heard the laughter of my aunt and the happy roar of a man.

I didn't know what my aunt meant, so I gently closed the door and covered my head with a quilt, irritable.

Something, as long as you notice that gap, will pay too much attention.

I, too, have the urge to know the past so strong that I can't even breathe.

The next morning, I washed up and changed my clothes, and I was ready to go out to ask the aunts who liked the shortness of the parents, and asked about my past. My grandfather stopped me.

"Ah Zi, you want to go out? Let's drop off my grandfather! ”

When I turned around, I saw my grandfather standing in the living room, with a bag at his feet.

Walking over, he asked suspiciously, "Grandpa, where are you going?" ”

He handed me a business card with the words: Welcome home to Xinping Sanatorium in the Western Suburbs!

"No, Grandpa, what do you mean by that? Nursing home, you're leaving home? ”

I was so anxious that tears almost fell, but he reached out and touched my head, and said with a kind smile: "Grandpa is old, and he wants to find a comfortable place to live for the rest of his life." ”

"But ......"

"Ah Zi, don't worry about grandpa! You can come and see your grandfather when you have time! ”

Even though my grandfather just lived in a different place, I was still very uneasy and afraid of this separation, I was afraid that I would ......

I persuaded him for a long time, but my grandfather paid attention to him, and in the end, I sent him to a nursing home.

In the Mu family, only me and my aunt are left. To be precise, I disturbed her and her boyfriend's two-person world.

My aunt brought men home one by one every night, and they loved each other wantonly, in any corner of the house, and even went to my room.

On the third night of my grandfather's absence, after dinner, I went for a walk in Bauhinia Park.

When I got home again, my aunt was rolling over my bed, and there were even traces of what they had done on the piano stand.

Enraged, he slammed the door and left Mu's house, wandering aimlessly through the streets.

I finally knew my aunt's purpose, she wanted me to move out, it was her home, not mine.

As she wished, at about three o'clock in the morning, I returned to Mu's house, took my sketches, and left.

But I had nowhere to go at all, and I was silently weeping, wandering the streets without half a figure.

My aunt really hates me! Otherwise, how could you have driven me away in such an extreme way?

In fact, as long as she tells me, I will leave, and I will not stay in the Mu family.

Or was she reluctant to say a word to me?

Carrying two large piles of sketches, he wandered the streets all night.

If Su Tian hadn't called me the next day, I think I would have been like a wandering spirit all the time, and I wouldn't stop wandering.

She took me to her apartment, a one-bedroom single room.

But I only stayed with her for half a day, and she found a new house, which is here in Sycamore Garden, and we moved in.

Two bedrooms and one living room, the environment is quiet, and it is very comfortable to live.

Raised his hand, touched the light, and leaned, not wanting to get up.

Today is the day I have made a deal with the foreign treaty, and I am going to see him.

But inexplicably, I just don't want to move.

Every time I saw him, he didn't talk much, and when I asked him, he also answered in a perfunctory way.

This kind of him makes me very uneasy, and I always feel that he deliberately uses indifference to hide something.

But I didn't find anything out of it, and asked Su Tian, she only said that she really didn't know.

Su Tian appeared with me in the second month when I couldn't see it.

I was playing the piano in my bedroom when my grandfather told me to go down and introduce me to a friend.

I resisted in my heart, but I couldn't bear to fall in my grandfather's heart, so I obeyed, and under my grandfather's introduction, we met and slowly became friends.

She knew a lot of my preferences and was talkative, and she couldn't allow me to reject her.

It was also with her that I gradually forgot about the warm gentleman, as if he had never appeared.

He left that day, and I knew that. But I didn't go out to see him off, or to keep him.

I know that he doesn't belong to me.

But when his assistant put the button in my palm, I still cried, for some reason.

I felt a lot of pain in my heart, as if I had been slammed into it. Luckily, that feeling quickly disappeared and didn't trap me.

"Mu Zi? Azusa Mu! Let's get up and cook~ Didn't we say that we would leave to see my grandfather at ten o'clock? ”

I was interrupted by Su's knock on the door.

"Got it, just wait for me in ten minutes."

She muttered, "Sure enough, it's a lazy cat, I'm hungry." Then there was the sound of ping-pong bells, and she was trying to make her own breakfast.

Helplessly smiled, but still got up, washed and changed, if you really don't go, grandpa may be cranky!

At ten o'clock, we were finally packed up and ready to go out.

She suddenly received a call from the boss, asking her to go back to interview a big star, and she scratched her head apologetically, but she hurried to the magazine.

Stopped the car and went to the western suburbs.

For some reason, I was a little panicked, restless, and anxiously looking out the window.

After two hours of rushing, at twelve o'clock, I arrived at the sanatorium.

But the nurse said that my grandfather refused to see the guest and asked me to go back.

I think it's weird, obviously we made an appointment to eat together at noon every Saturday, and the thunder can't move, and my grandfather can't easily break the agreement.

I asked her to let me in again and again, but I was refused.

I turned to leave, but instead of going straight back to the city, I walked around the perimeter of the santium.

At the back of the sanatorium, there is a wetland, where trees grow so vigorously that you can even climb trees and sneak into the sanatorium.

And this part is the logistics department, this meeting, the nurses are busy in the front, and there is no one at all.

With that, I took off my shoes, waded through the wetland, hugged the tree, and climbed hard.

In any case, I have to see that my outsiders are safe and sound before I can rest assured.

After a lot of effort, I finally managed to jump into the sanatorium.

I didn't pay attention when I jumped, and I accidentally broke my foot, and the pain made me grin and limp forward.

As I walked through the rows of nurses' quarters, I accidentally heard muttering.

I tried to force myself not to care, but in one sentence, my hairs stood on end.

"I want her to never open her eyes!"