My eyelids jumped, and I was really taken aback.

"Don't be cranky, drink the ginger tea quickly, or you will catch a cold."

Ignoring her, he left the living room.

Lonely back to the study, lit a cigarette, looked at the rolling sea, and couldn't find any comfort.

After all, I called Chen Ke.

"Let Cheng Feng take over the work at hand, let him come back to manage the group on April 30, and remember to help me book a ticket to New Zealand at the earliest that day."

I looked at the calendar, April 15th, exactly two weeks.

For the past two weeks, I've stolen it from her!

Make a list and forget about what we've done before.

Being able to relive the old days with her is the greatest gift to me.

I made the list, and I took it and went downstairs to find her. I asked her if she wanted to add something else.

She shook her head and said it was already good.

"Why are you turning down my offer?"

"You deserve the best! And I can't give you anything you want. ”

"But the best, not as warm as I like."

"Stop dreaming, after my wife, I will no longer have a lover, and I will not have a wife!" A sudden anger welled up in her heart, and her voice was a little loud, yelling at her.

She wasn't angry, sitting cross-legged on the couch, her head drooping, thoughtful.

At this point, she didn't talk to me much anymore, except for polite "thank you", greetings and the like.

I was secretly relieved to be silent about her reciprocity, but my heart also rose to my throat.

If this continues, she should soon forget that there is someone who has accompanied her to relive the past.

After that day, we kept running, going camping, going to the countryside, climbing over the wall in the middle of the night to go to the orchard to pick cherries, sneaking into the bayberry forest, and almost being caught red-handed.

From the city to the outside of the city and back to the city. Sitting in the Ferris wheel and shouting "I love you"; Dressed in fancy clothes, go to a high-end Western restaurant to eat; Dance in the fountains of Century Square; Running in the rain together......

Some of them we did together, and some of them we wanted to do but couldn't.

This time, I did it all together, regretted it, and fulfilled my dream.

On April 29th, we finally returned home.

She went from being silent at first, to laughing heartily, and the conversation became more and more, but she never mentioned the things that embarrassed each other.

At eight o'clock in the evening, we sat facing each other and had our last dinner.

Seeing that her eyes blinked, she regained her previous agility, and seemed to be able to see it anymore.

I raised my hand and shook it in front of her eyes, still not responding.

In the end, when will she recover?

"Sir, can I ask you the same thing?" She said suddenly.

I was a little scared, thinking that she would say something ambiguous, like asking for my heart or something.

But I was shocked by what she said.

"Can you give me the second button of your shirt?"

I didn't recover for a while, and I didn't answer.

The radiant look on her face instantly dimmed, as lost as rusty iron.

"Forget it, I went too far. Sorry to scare you. ”

She fumbled and raised her glass, "A toast to you, and to our happy times these weeks." ”

I lifted it up and touched her, but I saw that she drank so hard that she drank it all.

"Ahem, cough, cough......" choked on the cough, I hurriedly got up and walked over, patted her on the back, and soothed her.

I wanted to say two words to her, but my throat was dry and I couldn't make a sound.

"I still haven't thought of him."

He fell on the table and began to cry, as if to call "me" back with his crying.

Crying, he directly picked up the wine bottle and poured it.

I snatched the wine bottle, but she was aggrieved and said, "I'm all out of love, don't you even let me drink a bottle of wine?" ”

But girl, you have a stomach problem.

But he always just left the bottom of his heart and did not rush out.

Let go and let her go.

This is regarded as the last tenderness.

After drinking half a bottle of wine, she was already drunk, and incoherently said that she was unhappy, that I was too unkind, and that I would not even give her the tenderness of deception.

But the truth is, I was full of tenderness and never gave it to her. It's just that she's forgotten.

Carrying her upstairs to rest, she grabbed my hand and didn't let go, threatening to sleep with me, so that even if I was ruthless and unrighteous, I wouldn't leave her casually again.

I had nothing else but soft comfort.

However, as if she had made up her mind, she just wouldn't let go.

He pounced on me and hung on me.

I know she did it because her body didn't reject me. If it had been another man, she wouldn't have done that.

But I can't be emotional with her, I can't hurt her.

"Mu Zi, don't do anything stupid! Sleep obediently, and everything will be fine. There is no man who deserves your dignity to keep, let go, good ......"

She kissed me on the lips with unmistakable precision, as if she was going to sleep with me.

I tried my best to refuse, but I took a step back, and she went further, without giving up.

"Mu Zi! Let go! His face was calm, and his tone was slightly cold.

I regained my own anger, because I couldn't control myself when she flirted at will.

"You're leaving, and I'm never going to meet anyone else I'm comfortable with. You want me! Anyway, you've done so many crazy things with me, why can't you fulfill my last wish? ”

“……”

Her tears dripped down my chest, scalding hot, burning my heart.

But this time, no matter what, I can't touch her again.

Pushed her away, got out of bed, lit a cigarette, and looked at the sea irritably.

I don't know if it's because I'm reluctant to give up, or what, I'm even a little skeptical, if I really let go, will she be happy?

If she can't find someone she's willing to touch, what will she do in the future? Lonely to old age? It's not as good as us being together, at least she's happy.

But I couldn't give her the peace and happiness she wanted.

Tearing contradictions, trying to find a balance and come up with a way to get the best of both worlds.

Suddenly, she hugged me from behind.

"Sir, although I don't know who you really are or who you are, I'm sure I like you. From the first time you hugged me, to the temperature of your palm when you helped me that day, it made me feel at ease and excited at the same time. ”

Her kiss, through my shirt, fell on my skin, and the book made me miss it like that.

Straightened me, she naturally took off her clothes, her smooth and flawless skin, and even shone with a crystal light, shining a faint crimson.

The Adam's apple rolled, trying to suppress the fire in her body, and helped her get dressed.

"Don't do this to yourself, people like me don't deserve you. Rest well. ”

"Even if you stand naked in front of you, don't you feel the slightest feeling? I got it, goodbye! ”

Panicked and turned around, staggering to run.

Grabbed her wrist and pressed her back into his arms.

"Don't get into the nitty-gritty! I can't hurt you! Mu Zi, remember, cherish yourself! ”

I carried her back to bed and didn't leave until she was tired of crying and fell asleep.

Called Chen Ke.

"Mr. Huo, everything has been arranged. Miss Mu's doctor has also been arranged. Are you really leaving? ”

"It's long overdue. Go and help me get my divorce done! When she meets the person who makes her comfortable, it will not hinder her happiness. ”

"But Mr. Huo, once the divorce is handled, Miss Mu will never return to ......"

There was silence for a moment, "Okay, I got it." Mr. Huo, Leng Xingwei also went to New Zealand the day before yesterday, and Shen Shao said that they had already met. ”

"Well, you go ahead and arrange it first! In the future, Mu Zi will ask you to take care of me. ”

Holding the phone tightly, my heart is infinitely sour.

As Chen Ke said, as long as the divorce procedures are handled, from then on, she and I will no longer have any relationship.

I finally got her to take my name, but I can't get old after all.

Smoking cigarettes one after another, numbing himself with that energy, trying not to regret it.

At half past four in the morning, I extinguished my last cigarette, went to the bedroom, dropped a kiss on her forehead, and murmured, "Farewell, my love!" ”

Tucked the corners of the quilt and left the villa gently.

While she is not awake, while the sky is still dark, leave, will not cause people to cry.

"The key is in the study, the marriage certificate, in the second box in the drawer on the left side of the study, in the colored crystal box inside. The button inside, help me transfer it to her. ”

Looking at the villa that was getting blurry in the rearview mirror, I really felt the urge to get out of the car.

From then on, my lover can only hide in memories.